My Little Girlfriend

104. Falling in Love is Not Wrong

While trying to forget his face, the memory of him will continue to appear by itself, like a spell that has bewitched him. The spell, now has disturbed the life and feelings of its owner.

Trying to keep running from the memory of his will, to try to provide distance and bulkhead, but again unsuccessfully done by him who now looks troubled. Although he continued to push it, but the face he wanted to forget just kept appearing in his mind, like a magic that had bewitched his mind.

The steps he took, the path he walked and the place he stopped by, just kept turning the face of the man he immediately wanted to forget. Now, he is in the throes of a heart that is quite burdensome to his heart, mind and feelings.

"What should I do?"

Kinan was quite a dilemma with his condition which was now in an unusual mood. It was so unusual that it kept him feeling agitated.

"I think I'm crazy." His words tried to awaken himself who kept thinking about Bian.

Like there is an empty part, so it feels lost for its usual position seen in plain sight. He kept asking, and kept asking himself, about feelings that seemed unusual to himself.

"What is this feeling I really feel?" Kinan returned in a sense of concern for his own feelings.

...

Being in a different place, Bian is seen who is now in his apartment after meeting with his best friend, Adnan. Although he had told Adnan his heartbreak, he still made a moody and uninspired expression.

Standing staring at the window of his apartment, with a blank stare and thoughts spreading widely in his head, Bian seemed to be swept away in his own world. In an increasingly night and quiet day that greeted him, he recalled his meeting with his family. Rethinking his papa's request that felt heavy he did, given his passion for Kinan, which until now still has no definite clarity.

"I've never felt this way." His muttering still standing stared out the window of his apartment.

Remember it turned to the meeting with Adnan earlier. The chat he had with his best friend after a long time without meeting, made him feel happy and a little nostalgic. His comfort finally made him talk about the hardness of heart he was experiencing. At the request of his father who suddenly told himself to return to the headquarters, also on his turmoil with the woman he liked. There was relief from saying it to his best friend, but Bian looked still unsatisfied, like something was left out of his heart.

"We talked a lot, but I kind of forgot something?" He was trying to remember something he had forgotten.

His gaze was instantly distracted by the sound of his cell phone suddenly ringing. He tried to walk up to his cell phone on the table. There is the name Adel listed on the screen of the phone that is ringing. Bian picked it up and started answering his phone.

"Hello."

"Well, you are evil, yes! Go home but don't say it to me." Adel protested as soon as Bian picked up the phone from him, without first answering Bian's greeting.

Now I remember, I forgot about saying this to Adnan, not to tell Adel I was at home.

Bian recalled the thing he had forgotten after getting a phone call from Adel and all he could do right now could only put on a regretful facial expression.

"Ah, sorry. You see, I just got home, too, and I haven't had a chance to tell you." Bian tried to give an excuse.

"Hemm. yaudah, I'm sorry." Adel who had protested, now calmer and no longer fuss. "Oh yeah, how long are you gonna be here?"

"I still don't know, because there's still something I have to take care of here." Reply Bian.

"Well, then you don't have to go back to Jogja, how? I want a birthday, so you don't have to go back and forth. After all just 1 day of the show?"

"So, maybe I'll think about it first."

"What the hell, you didn't forget the same one I told you to come to my birthday, did you?" Investigate Adel who gave a little warning to Bian who looks to forget his birthday.

"You calm down, I will still come even though I'm back to Jogja." Bian's words calmed Adel down.

Bian smiled to hear Adel who no longer craved and doubted him.

"Oh yeah, you heard this from Adnan, huh? About me coming home today?" Ask later.

"Yes, even though it was actually unintentional.So earlier I called Adnan again, I asked him where he was from, and he said he had met you. That's why I'm calling you now, mastiin." Adel Obviously.

"Oh that's it."

Basic child, can not really if not honest with Adel.

Speak in his heart to Adnan who talks about his return to Adel. The attitude that he always does every time he talks with Adel. As if getting magic honesty from Adel, making himself and Adnan so can not speak lies to Adel and say whatever Adel asked. Bian smiled wryly as he recalled the attitude of himself and Adnan.

Right, this is the feeling that I used to think of as liking the opposite sex.

"Bi, aren't you busy tomorrow?"

"Why is that?"

"Let's help me shop for my birthday party?"

"...."

Bian, who used to agree to Adel's invitation, seemed hesitant when he wanted to answer it.

"Cock quiet, bi? You can't, can you?"

"I-it.., emm.ok." Bian who was confused, agreed Adel's invitation, even though his heart felt heavy.

"Yeay, really, huh?" Adel looked quite happy to hear the answer from Bian.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Okay, I'll see you tomorrow, okay? Nye.." Adel closed his phone.

Bian sat uninspired on his bed as soon as Adel's phone disconnected. Threw his body immediately on the mattress he was sitting on. His expression returned moody, with thoughts still continuing to bother him. Especially on the promise he had already made to Adel.

"Am I supposed to just refuse, huh?"

His long breath as if he was a medic who could not refuse the invitation from Adel earlier.

"What is he, now?" This time, he recalled Kinan who was far away from his sight.

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When people fall in love, it's hard to forget their faces. The shadow of a loved one continues to haunt the heart and feelings, so it is difficult to just close the eyes. Two hearts that are in a drunken romance, without them knowing it have been tied to each other.

"I what..?" Kinan who was in his tiny boarding house at this time was shocked by the novel he was reading, to the point of subconsciously throwing it away.

His eyes opened, his heart skipped a beat until his body began to tremble.