My Little Girlfriend

My Little Girlfriend
85. Relationship Clarity



Silence erupted for a moment, with the wind continuing to blow past two people who are now in an atmosphere that seeks answers.


Kinan who was now looking straight at the sea in front of him, with an expression that continued to fixate after hearing Bian's sentence, still did not know what to answer. With Bian who stood beside him and was glancing at him to ask for a response from his words.


"Maybe this sounds selfish, because I apologized after doing it." Amidst the silence of the atmosphere, Bian again opened the chat, which again only got a silent response from Kinan.


"While I don't feel guilty for doing so, I will still apologize to you." Said Bian, who was now staring straight at Kinan who was still silent with his expression that held back his awkwardness.


Kinan glanced slowly at Bian who was now looking at him fixedly with a gentle facial expression as he stared at him.


"Are you angry with me?" Bian asked, to Kinan who still did not cast his voice.


Kinan swallowed his saliva, with a nervous expression that he unconsciously showed in the look on his face. It felt stiff about the question from Bian, which made it so heavy to just let out his voice.


"What do I answer?" The stone was confused.


"If I answer angry, what will the response from Mr. Bian be?"


"But if I say no, that means I don't have a problem with that kiss?"


Kinan was in his own dilemma to answer the question from Bian.


"That.., I. don't know.." With a doubtful and cautious tone, Kinan finally answered Bian. However, there was no reply from Bian after he answered him, creating a moment of silence between them. Because of that, which finally made Kinan look at Bian who now only looked at him in silence.


Kinan's eyeballs were seen vibrating when he came face-to-face with Bian's eyes, as it was enough to make him awkward with the intense gaze Bian had shown him.


He could not hide his nervousness due to the gentle and intense gaze Bian was aiming at him. Along with the sound of the waves that continue to sound, along with the wind that continues to blow fast approaching him, further adding to his nervousness.


"I feel happy." Said Bian with a sweet smile that he aimed at Kinan. With a slow step, he narrowed his distance to Kinan who was now only a step away.


Kinan was increasingly unable to look at Bian's face, but on one side he could not turn his face which was now so close to Bian.


"Because this is my first kiss." Said Bian, to Kinan who was now showing his surprised expression.


"Why? Don't you believe it?"


"Ah, that.." Kinan looked nervous and could not answer such a difficult question for him.


Mr Bian's first kiss? That means..?


"I'm sorry if it made you uncomfortable earlier, back then.I was really spontaneous, because there's something I really want to make sure of you!"


"On me?" Confused Kinan stared awkwardly at Bian who was in front of him.


"Right, about how I feel about you."


Deg, suddenly Kinan's heart became pounding, his chest vibrated even tighter until he almost made a sound because he was so tight, before he finally chose to run away from Bian because he was nervous and embarrassed.


"Can't wait.." Intercept Bian by holding his hand while successfully chasing Kinan who ran from his sight.


"I'm sorry, sir. But I have to go home, because it's getting dark." Kinan said trying to let go of his hand that was being held by Bian, without trying to turn his head towards Bian.


"You can see my eyes when I speak." Pinta Bian who tried to make Kinan look at her by holding both of his shoulders.


"How can I be angry! that's something I can't do to you!" Kinan stared at Bian with an expression that seemed to be holding back tears.


"I.., I just feel confused." Say again. " Bewildered at the attitude you've done to me!" Her connection is now trying to release Bian's handrails on both shoulders. "Please don't be like this to me. You put me in a difficult situation." He then looked at Bian's face with an expression that seemed to ask for clearer clarity.


Bian was speechless hearing the outpouring of Kinan's heart at him. He was stunned and a little surprised to hear it.


"It turns out it could be like that! I'm really sorry then." Bian felt a little guilty. Because not expecting will make Kinan feel uncomfortable with the expression of his feelings.


"That's, I mean.." Kinan looked guilty when he saw Bian's gloomy expression.


"But I just want to express my feelings to the person I like." Bian looked softly at Kinan.


"I like you, because of that. I want to reveal it directly to you." Connect again.


Kinan remained silent about Bian's statement to her.


It is precisely because of this that makes me even more confused.


"Are you confused because I like you? Or because I kissed you?" Ask Bian later.


Kinan paused for a moment, "Both." Answer then.


"Is that all?"


"D-yes." Despite not knowing what Bian meant, Kinan still tried to answer him despite a slight doubt about it.


"Simply put, you want clarity on this, right?" Said Bian, who suddenly put his jacket on Kinan's body.


"We're out of here first." He said, then clasped Kinan's hand. And they both finally came out of the beach they came to. There was no sound as long as the two of them came out of the beach, until they got in front of the car and also entered it.


"You're hungry, right? How do we eat first? Or.. Do you want to know the answer from me?" Bian's question looked towards Kinan who had kept silent since returning from the beach.


"That..," Kinan tried to ask Bian something, but suddenly became awkward as Bian stared at him.


"I just want to go home now." He turned his face away immediately, and did not say what he wanted to ask.


"Let's date!"


Kinan rounded his eyes, who was surprised by Bian's words. He hesitantly turned to look at Bian who was now looking at him with a serious expression.


"Are you not going?"


The sentence that has been spoken is now no longer able to be withdrawn. Bian, now waiting for an answer from Kinan who was still silent.


"Sir, that.." Kinan was quite surprised by Bian's words, making it difficult for him to just speak.


"I'll wait for the answer later, which is why you think slowly." Said Bian giving his faint smile to Kinan who still looked shocked.


"Let's go home after dinner, okay." Then he started his car to the nearest restaurant.