My Little Girlfriend

90. Just Want to See It

With a distance close enough and only a few steps apart, the two people who are now in a quite awkward atmosphere, now meet each other from the side they sit now. It creates a different reaction in the two when their eyes finally meet each other.

Bian who was happy when he saw Kinan was next to him, while Kinan who looked confused saw Bian was on the kantin and was sitting right next to him. There was a hint of awkwardness when his eyes met Bian, which made his heart suddenly flutter involuntarily, leading him to turn his face away immediately when Bian started smiling towards him.

"What is he doing here?" The batteries.

Kinan tried to calm his heart which was now beating faster than usual.

"Eh, how come Bian can be here?" Aura whispers to Ayu as well as Kinan.

"I also don't know, it was a shock to see that he could be here, which is really awkward again." Typal Ayu who also felt astonished by the presence of Bian dikantin them.

When Aura and Ayu, who is her co-worker, were whispering about the presence of Bian in the bagin they used to come to eat, they were, Kinan seemed to still be glued to the point of only being able to smile awkwardly in response to his two peers who were talking. His expression was quite surprised, making it difficult to focus when he saw Bian who he really wanted to avoid today.

"Sir, let's get the food." Said Aura to Kinan who was silently daydreaming.

"Eh, ooh, yeah.." Kinan was quite surprised to get a touch from Aura when he was transfixed. "Then let's go and get some food." His words again are now beginning to awaken from his daydream.

The three of them stood up from their seats and headed to the food place rather awkwardly, as Bian and Dimas were eating next to them.

"Why did you eat a little today?" Bian said to Dimas as soon as Kinan and his two colleagues went to get their food.

"Ehh.." Dimas was a bit confused when he got a question like that from Bian, he who actually wanted to eat his food chose to put back the spoon that should go into his mouth.

"This is what I eat every day, sir." He answered Bian who had not touched his food.

"Oh that way, you've resumed eating you." Bian did not bother anymore. "Why you?" Bian said when he saw Dimas who actually looked at him and did not touch his food back.

"That.., don't you want to eat the food?" Ask Dimas rather carefully.

"I'll eat soon, you'll eat yours. Slow down, don't choke." Said Bian calmly as he did not stop staring at Kinan.

Dimas was as if fixated on hearing the word coming out of Bian's mouth, in his heart feeling that Bian was slightly different in his attitude today. Although confused, he still ate his food back.

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I've never been like this before. Running to see her like this was my first. His face always graced my heart and feelings. Love or whatever it is, I just want to get closer to her, because I* feel like I don't want to be away from her.

"Wait, isn't this a bit of an obsession his name*?"

Bian continued to argue with himself in his heart, because his mind was always focused on Kinan and his gaze was always on Kinan, who of course continued to disturb him.

"What do you think love is?"

"Ohuk.., ahem.." Dimas who got the question suddenly like that became choked.

"Thank you." Dimas received the drink Bian gave him and immediately drank it.

"Where? Already eaten?" Bian asked after Dimas finished his drink.

"Yes." Yeah." Reply to Dimas while nodding and trying to organize himself who had been surprised.

"Then answer the question I asked. What do you think love is?." Crossing her hands in front of her chest, Bian tried to hear her answer from Dimas.

"Why did Mr. Bian suddenly ask like this, huh?"

Dimas a little difficult to answer the question from Bian, because remembering himself did not know the meaning of true love.

"It-it's that I myself am a bit unsure of that." Dimas replied then somewhat doubtfully.

Bian was silent for a moment, suddenly he became imagined his feelings that were always disturbed every time he thought of Kinan. "If you're always looking at the same woman's face every day, do you think that's normal?" Bian asked for his opinion on Dimas.

The face of the same woman? What does this mean about non-Adel, huh?

Not yet Dimas answered the words of Bian, Kinan's entourage with two co-workers had arrived by bringing their own food. The three of them sat down and were about to eat the food they each brought, although in fact they felt quite awkward and uncomfortable because they were close to Bian, who was their own superior. Slowly they began to put their food in their mouths, although they had to endure the discomfort.

"You've eaten, haven't you?" Bian asked Dimas, and got a nod from Dimas. "Then let's go now." Bian began to rise from his seat.

"Eh, but you haven't eaten your food yet." Said Dimas who felt quite surprised when Bian was about to leave his seat without touching any food he brought.

"I'm full, let's go back. But, if you haven't finished eating, you just finish your meal, let me go first." Bian glanced at Kinan for a moment and left the cafeteria without touching any of his food.

Dimas of course followed Bian who had gone ahead of him. After the departure of the two people, a sigh of relief emanated from Aura and Ayu who had earlier seemed to hold back because of his unhappiness.

"Duh, I could die." Chirps Aura breathed a sigh of relief.

"True, almost all of our digestion is disturbed because we can't swallow food." Typal Ayu who was also relieved by the departure of Bian and Dimas. However, Kinan actually felt the thought of accidentally seeing Bian's food that he had not touched at all by him.

He didn't come here to eat, did he? Why didn't he touch the food?

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On the other hand, Bian who was walking side by side with Dimas was heading back towards his room. He returned without finishing his lunch, though he looked a little relieved, but also felt regretful at the same time.

"I went to see him for a while, and it turns out he's not comfortable meeting me?" Inner Bian when he saw the uncomfortable expression that Kinan had shown him earlier.

"It's hard to get a woman's heart!"

"Sorry..?" Dimas seemed confused by the words thrown by Bian.