My Little Girlfriend

92. Should I Split for a moment?

The relationship that started from an accidental meeting in childhood with now who meet again after a distance and time apart, is not something that is easy to imagine.

No prediction will be reunited never even thought it would be this close after. 21 years is not a short time, but as if the long distance is not so meaningful, it is not so important, especially for those who keep memories in their hearts.

"Don't it have to be awkward and uncomfortable? Butwhy? What brought him closer?"

"Is that feeling of liking really this easy to feel?"

With those short memories, coupled with such a long distance and time apart, how could that feeling grow with just a few encounters?

Kinan was still unsure of what Bian felt for him, thinking it was just his momentary feeling. Moreover, he became reminded of Bian's relationship with his female friends who were not just close friends.

"Why did I just remember that, huh?" Kinan Murmuring.

At the thought of that, I don't know why his chest became painful.

"Today, I don't want to think of anything anymore." It ended the daydream.

He took a deep breath, before finally refocusing on his work.

It was not wrong for Kinan to feel overthinking Bian, because everything he did was very sudden and unexpected for Kinan. From his attitude and manner of speech that suddenly changed already made Kinan feel astonished, coupled with his joyful statement added to the burden of thought for Kinan himself.

Although he had pounded and kept thinking because it was carried away by feelings, but Kinan seemed to be aware of the reality in front of him. To the status of Bian itself which is the superior, the difference in social status between them is quite obvious, to the closeness of Bian with his girlfriend who feels so confusing for him.

Although not expecting too much towards the clarity of her relationship with Bian, Kinan just wanted to be more honest with his own feelings. What he feels right now, what is best for him, what is the relationship between him and Bian in the future. Just limited to superiors and subordinates, acquaintances in the past or even more than that?

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In addition, the man who has managed to mess with the heart and mind of a Kinan these days, looks still busy at his work. He is still staring at the laptop screen and his files that now look thinner.

"What time is this?" Said Bian while looking at the clock in his hand which had entered at 3 pm.

He stretched for a moment his fingers that looked stiff, also on his body that began to feel sore.

"I haven't eaten all day, I deserve to be a little hungry." He said again while touching his stomach which had given a hungry signal to himself who had been busy working.

As a workaholic and accustomed to sitting for hours at work, Bian sometimes skipped his lunch hour, he even prefers to delay and hold hunger as if eating is not his priority.

"But I'm lazy to eat." He still prefers to find a drink.

Drrt.. Drrt.. A loud tremor sounded from the direction of his work desk. Bian who was standing not far from the direction of his desk turned to the direction of the sound, and seen his phone that continues to sound and move because of the sound of vibrations from his cellphone.

He approached his cell phone, and looked at it on his phone screen to see the name of the caller. Both eyes caught the name of the father on the screen of his current phone.

"Hello, pa." Lift later.

"Bian, come home tomorrow." Papa Bian said that directly at the core without trying to just talk to the child.

"Huh? Going home? Why, is there something at home?" Confused Bian who was suddenly told to go home.

"Later the story when you get home, papa just wants to say that." Papa Bian said.

"Ok, let me try to reset my schedule here. I'll tell you again." Although still somewhat confused by the purpose of his father who told him to go home, Bian tried to respond to requests from his father.

"Yaudah, continue your work again." Said papa Bian and immediately closed the phone just like that after saying the sentence.

And tuut.. The phone voice was immediately cut off. A pretty cold conversation between Bian and his papa. No pleasantries, and warm words spoken from both. Even so the relationship between the two remains well established and there is no significant problem from the two until now.

Bian, who already understood the character of his papa, looks ordinary and does not dispute it. Because he has lived a long time with his family who stiff from childhood. Although sometimes there is a desire from him to hear warm words from the mouth of the father.

"Why did you suddenly tell me to go home, huh?" Thought Bian so his phone was closed.

"What else is this?" He said with a long sigh, as if he felt dejavu with what he had been in nature.

"I feel comfortable here." She was a little worried about her father suddenly telling her to return home.

Suddenly Bian remembered Kinan. His facial expression suddenly turned a little more serious. He thought to Kinan if what he was worried about later could really happen.

"What am I supposed to tell him?" It seemed that Bian was a little confused as to what he was about to say to Kinan later.

"When did I just express my feelings to her?" Bian was quite a dilemma about it, although he did not want to suppose something that he was worried could happen later, but he still thought about the possibility. Given that he was a little traumatized by what he experienced first when asked to go to Canada first by his father. Which makes him have to separate distance and time on his two best friends, especially distancing himself to Adel, the person he once liked.

"The sentence was the same as when he told me to go to Canada." His words again refer to his papa. "Will this time be the same?" Bian was silent for a moment after thinking about it.

"No, for this time I won't budge again like that." His words are full of strong conviction.

Bian put his handphone back on the table and tried to think about what was the right answer to explain to papa and his family later if what was feared would happen later

He sat tired on the chair and took a few long breaths.

"I have to meet him first." Bian refers to Kinan.

It is natural that Bian feels a dilemma, considering he failed in his love first, to make him feel a little worried about experiencing the same thing later. Somehow he became more serious about his current relationship and seemed convinced by his choice, especially his feelings for Kinan.