My Little Girlfriend

89. Waiting for His Answer

It's so hard to express a feeling. Because it takes courage and a big step to convince yourself. The feeling of fear clapping one hand, fear of rejection before starting, the atmosphere becomes awkward with each other, until the relationship becomes far away is the worst thing that can happen.

For Bian who had endured a long time on one's feelings with a woman close to him, it took him a little fear that it would happen to him again this time. At that time, he expected a lot, but in fact he never got an answer from him.

When he chooses to stick to his feelings for the woman he likes by trying to understand his decisions. However, his heart still could not calm down, because there was no definite answer for him from the woman he liked. Make it in a difficult situation, considering the relationship of the two who are already familiar and close from childhood.

The same is true for Bian now. He was quite agitated and unsettled with Kinan still hanging the answer from his joyful statement. All he needs right now is certainty, but on the other hand he cannot force himself and be selfish towards the woman he likes.

The feeling he never felt in Adel first, made him continue to be curious about Kinan, so it was difficult to let go. Feelings that are equally interested in both, but the feeling felt in the heart looks different between the two.

"I'm interested in him, but what exactly is the meaning of my feelings?" Mumbled Bian thought of his thumping feeling when he was with Kinan.

He stared at the clock in his eyes, and looked like the clock was showing lunch time.

"Is he having lunch now, huh?" He continued to stare at the clock in his hand.

Suddenly he came out of his room with quick steps, leaving for a moment his work that seemed to still be piling up.

"Oh, where are you going?" Dimas asked when he accidentally passed Bian when he was about to go to Bian's room.

"I'm going to have lunch, haven't you had lunch yet?" Ask Bian back.

"Not yet." Dimas replied, but his expression was a little astonished with Bian who was about to find food, because usually his lunch was always delivered to his room directly.

"Let's eat first, come with me." Take Bian who then steps first.

"Eh, isn't this the restaurant's direction?" Inner Dimas was slightly startled as Bian spun in a different direction.

Dimas was even more surprised when the one they were heading to was the employee cafeteria. Despite putting on a confused face, he and Bian still went into the cafeteria.

Maybe not only Dimas who felt shocked, surprise was also felt by the employees who were enjoying their lunch. They look surprised when they see the top is in their canteen. The whispers were clearly heard from them, even at the same time feeling awkward and uncomfortable eating in front of Bian, even though the person who made them uncomfortable looked indifferent and indifferent.

"Have you eaten here before?" Ask Bian on Dimas.

"Good sir, I've eaten here twice." Answer Dimas.

"How can we eat then?." Bian asked who was a little confused when he went inside, considering this was the first time he had a tomb in the cafeteria.

"That's it, we have to get in line first." Clearly Dimas while pointing towards his meal.

"So, let's get in line then." Bian said and walked towards the food.

"That's, let me get you some food, so you can sit down." Dimas proposed.

"Do you really want to eat here, sir?" Asked Dimas while taking his meal with Bian.

"True dong, why do I keep queuing up like this?" Calmly Bian took some food and he put it in his tray

"Why? Can't I eat here?" Look at Bian towards Dimas who was silent.

"Ah, no. I mean, you've never eaten here before." Answer Dimas.

"All food is the same, so I'd like to mingle with my employees." Said Bian calmly.

Although still astonished and unusual, Dimas could not argue, he followed the will of Bian who is his superior. In addition, Bian was seen in a daze looking for a figure who was in his car earlier.

"No one, huh? Did he eat today?" He muttered that he did not see the figure he was looking for.

While carrying the food he was carrying, Bian was constantly looking for the person in the middle of the group of people who were eating dikantin. His eyeballs suddenly caught the figure he was looking for earlier and looked new to enter along with two colleagues. Seeing his figure that was walking made Bian condense his smile.

"Sir." Call Dimas to Bian who is standing daydreaming.

"We'll just sit there." Bian said referring to the direction of his seat and walk first, and directly followed by Dimas who behind him without rejection.

...

As Bian and Dimas were about to sit down with the food he was carrying, there were whispers and astonished views of him about to eat their bags. It seems that they all still did not expect that Bian would eat their handbags. When everyone realized the existence of Bian, as well as Kinan and two colleagues who had just entered the cafeteria, they seemed confused by what their colleagues were talking about.

"Kok, I feel like they're weird today?" Said Kinan commenting on the attitude of his colleagues.

"Yes, yeah. I also find it strange that they don't usually behave like this." Timpal Aura, Kinan's companion who came was astonished.

"Eh, do you realize that their facial expressions look awkward and uncomfortable?" Follow Ayu, Kinan's partner who also feels strange.

When the three were confused, Bian came with Dimas with his tray of food sitting next to their table.

Kinan's colleague named Aura, who had realized Bian's existence was quite taken aback upon seeing him. He was slightly fixated, then tried to give the code to Kinan who was sitting in front of him and to Ayu who was sitting next to him.

Kinan and Ayu turned to the direction Aura was referring to. Both of them were surprised to see him directly, especially Kinan who was sitting right next to Bian with their distance quite close.

When he turned to look at Bian, Bian who was smiling looked at him

"Why is he here?" Inner Kinan felt confused, yet also awkward.