My Little Girlfriend

107. That Feeling is Getting Closer

One week had passed, and Bian had not yet returned to the branch hotel. It is still at the headquarters and there is no certainty when it will return. Although not once this saw Bian leaving, however, Kinan felt that the space left by Bian was so empty. It was that void that had made Kinan feel strange to himself, constantly thinking about the answer.

"Why? Feeling lost because Bian sir doesn't exist?" Shiva comes to Kinan who happens to be daydreaming alone.

Kinan, who felt that someone was talking to him, tried to turn to look in that direction and found Shiva staring at him full of dislike. Had felt confused because of his gaze and his presence, but he could only look at him in silence and there was no desire to reply to his words. Trying to leave Shiva alone, because he does not want to serve him.

"Well, now you've dared to ignore me, huh? Is this because of Mr. Bian who's behind you?" Syndicent Shiva.

Kinan stopped his footsteps, and turned his body to stare towards Shiva which was somehow like fishing him.

"What rumors do you want to make again, anyway? Wasn't that enough with yesterday's reprimand?" Kinan.

"That person now no longer exists. But, didn't my words have a point, huh? So, I didn't lie completely?"

"Enough Va, I'm really tired of acting on your childish attitude." Kinan tried to ignore Shiva who continued to provoke his anger.

"Foolish?" Shiva laughed in disbelief. "At least I'm not your own boss' mistress."

Plakk, one slap landed heavily on Shiva's left cheek.

"Yesterday I was still trying to be patient with all your insults and hatred for me, but now it's really too late, you know?" Enraged Kinan looked at Shiva who was still holding onto his slapped cheek.

"How dare a kid like you slap me, who do you think you are, huh!" The angry Shiva wanted to return Kinan's slap, but Kinan's hand was faster than him and held his hand tightly.

"Stop doing stupid things, just admit your flaws, and don't scapegoat others like this. This attitude of yours just shows how bad you are as a human being." Kinan took off Shiva's hand which he held when he was about to land himself on his cheek, then left after saying the words he was about to say to Shiva.

The chaos, seen by the hotel staff. None of them dared to divorce or reconcile the two. They just looked from afar and whispered to each other with the incident in front of their eyes. Looking at Kinan who was walking towards them, made everything slowly disperse and return to their respective positions. Although there were still glances towards Shiva who was still silent in his place with an expression of restraining anger and resentment.

....

In his room, Kinan tried to gulp down water to calm himself who had clashed with Shiva.

"Why does he still keep going like this to me?" Kinan let out a long sigh at Shiva's hatred which turned out to still be continuing.

"Will this be my will, to be in this position? Was I not the one who asked?" Again Kinan did not understand Shiva's hatred towards him.

Early morning is not good and makes the atmosphere more gripping. Moreover, what was done by Shiva has been very outrageous for him.

"He keeps making the same rumors. Is he really that hateful to me?" His words were again confused at his mistake to Shiva, so much to hate him.

"When he was the one who made me respect, why now...?"

Krieg.. Cring.. His gaze was then shifted to the ringing of the telephone that sounded. Try to rearrange his feelings by taking a deep breath and releasing them slowly, then immediately answer the phone.

"Good morning, Louisya Park hotel with Kinan here, how can we help you?" He answered a phone that was close enough to his current position.

"Kin." The soft voice when calling out his name, made his body instantly freeze. Stunned for suddenly hearing a voice that he had never imagined

"Am I bothering you?" Said the caller from a phone call.

"Nothing, I don't need anything. Do you know why I'm calling you now?" Bian replied, asking Kinan.

"Sorry, I don't know." Kinan, who was confused, finally answered.

"That's because I miss you."

Deg, Kinan's heart felt stirred when he heard the words that Bian said all of a sudden. Making him fixated and of course surprised, to the difficulty to reply to his words.

"Kok shut up, you're not turning off the phone anymore, are you?" Bian said when he didn't hear Kinan's voice.

"Ah, that.., sorry. No, sir, I didn't turn off the phone. I'm still listening to you." Kinan replied later, albeit with a bit of nervousness.

"Is that so? I'm glad to hear it." Bian showed his sense of relief when he heard Kinan's reply.

"Didn't you miss me?" However, the sentence he said once again, increasingly made Kinan feel confused and fell silent again. The atmosphere was silent between the two.

"Sir.., that.."

"Next time pick up the phone from me? I called your phone earlier, but you didn't answer." Bian interrupted what Kinan was about to say.

"sorry. Next time I'll pick it up."

"True, it has to be like that. So that I can hear your voice."

Kinan bit his lower lip, his eyes glazed over with his chest that was pounding even tighter because of Bian's speech.

How is this? - The battery is confused.

"I'll probably be here a little while, leave the hotel, don't forget to report if something happens."

As soon as he heard Bian's words, a disappointed tone flashed from his expression.

"Well, I'll remember and report to you later."

"Include if you have a problem as long as I'm not around."

"Gee!" Kinan was surprised to hear it, because he suddenly remembered his feud with Shiva earlier.

"Ah, yes. Fine." However, he just eliminated the thought of Bian who seemed to know the problem that had just happened with Shiva. Because he felt it couldn't happen.

"Oh yeah, as long as I'm here, I keep thinking about what you said the other day before I left. I thought about it continuously and now I can say it for sure. Do you want to hear it?"

"...."

The more chaotic Kinan, the more he could not control his heart with his confused expression to answer what to Bian.

"Before that, we should date first, right?" Bian.