My Little Girlfriend
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"Did today's Kinan manager not come in?" Bian asked Dimas who was carrying a report for him.
"Yes, sir, he also told me not to come in today, because there is urgent business" he said." Answer Dimas.
Bian fell silent after hearing the reply from Dimas. "Do you know why you didn't come in today?" Ask later.
"Say he would go to the house of one of his closest friends, because his parents died." Clear Dimas.
"Friends close, yes.." Said Bian, who somehow made an emphasis on his sentence.
I'm why the hell?
Bian seems to be inexhaustible with himself who keeps his mind up with his unlikely encounter with Kinan in the hospital. At that time, he was on his way home from the hospital, after being treated for a few minutes by a doctor, because of his condition that had dropped and fainted earlier. However, because of the hate of the smell of the hospital Bian chose to go home immediately when his consciousness had recovered, although in fact his condition had not fully recovered.
"I told you not to go to the hospital. I'm it's okay." Said Bian who seemed upset at being forced by Dimas to come to the hospital, who had to feel the infusion of the hospital.
"You fainted so, how did I not take you to the hospital. If I hadn't gone to the room to check on you again, you would have been sleeping on the floor." Dimas replied referring to the situation of Bian who had fainted in his room.
"Here we go, let's go home now, I hate the smell of the hospital." Bian complained to Dimas to bring him home immediately.
"But sir, are you not fully healed yet?" Dimas said trying to hold Bian back from leaving.
"How long have I been treated here?" Bian asked then who instead asked for the time of his treatment.
"Just 15 minutes ago." Answer Dimas.
"Old as it turns out, then quickly prepare the car, we just go back to the hotel." Said Bian did not care and chose to stay up from the hospital bed, which he had used to lie down.
Dimas could only resign to the persistence of Bian who continued to ask him to immediately go home from the hospital, because Bian was not too fond of lingering in the hospital as it had been. Immediately Dimas followed Bian who had walked first from him.
"You've finished your administration, haven't you?" Bian asked as they walked out of the hospital.
"Already sir, I've completed the payment."
"Good, let's get out of here, I can't stand the smell." Said Bian who so hated the smell of the hospital, and could not stand the distinctive smell.
"Oh.." Dimas is seen stopping his steps for a moment because he accidentally sees someone who looks familiar to him.
Bian also stopped his steps, as Dimas who was walking beside him suddenly stopped, making him turn towards Dimas.
"Why?" Bian asked Dimas who was stopping.
"Ah sorry sir, that was I accidentally saw Kinan's manager here." Reply to Dimas who realized he had stopped suddenly.
"Manager Kinan?" Bian looked surprised to hear Kinan's name called, and tried to see the direction Dimas was looking at.
"Yes, that's him being with a man" Dimas replied as he stared at Kinan's whereabouts as he was currently seen crying in front of a man.
Bian looked at Kinan who was crying a bit in the arms of a man, who was Bayu. Although the distance was a bit far, but he could still see his figure clearly.
"We'll just go home." He said later, who preferred to go first, which was then immediately followed by Dimas behind him.
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"Sir, are you really okay to come home from the hospital just like that?" Tanya Dimas tried to break the silence.
"Eum.." Bian replied briefly with a little lackluster. He looked at me staring out the window of his car.
Dimas looked back at Bian's expression through the windshield of his car which looked lethargic and dreamy after returning home from the hospital.
"Is he angry because I took him to the hospital?"
Even back in the hotel, Bian's mood did not change. Remain silent, reflect a lot and also daydream.
"Is there anything you need again with me, sir?" Dimas asked after escorting Bian to his room.
"No one, you can go out. Today I don't want to be disturbed, please tell the others not to come to my room." Pinta Bian then, who instantly changed her clothes just like that in front of Dimas without looking back.
"good. I retreat first. I put the medicine on your table." Dimas went from before Bian, leaving Bian alone in his spacious room.
After Dimas left, Bian seemed to let out a long sigh.
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To the next day, Kinan re-entered work after the permit did not enter one day, and again there was a half-day permit.
"My eyes are not swollen." He said while looking in the mirror looking at his face and also his eyes that yesterday continued to cry.
Although one day yesterday crying as hiccups as if never to live again, but life continues as usual, without any meaningful change. Yesterday's cry seemed like a figurative without any meaning.
"When yesterday I cried, now it's like nothing. I just lost someone I love yesterday, but today it's like nothing."
Life will go on even if you feel lost, crying, or sad. The living will continue to live their lives, and the dead will be forgotten over time. Seeing that, as if reawakening that there is no point if it is too prolonged in sadness.
"Then can someone not be sad for much longer? That's cruel."
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"Why dust so much like this, even though I always routinely check really." Kinan looked surprised to see there was dust stuck in the library book.
"Didn't they see it while cleaning it?" He said again, a little sad to see the books he always cared for so dirty.
"I'll have to reprimand them later, especially those who got the reimbursement of cleaning up the library." He continued to clean books and library rooms.
Suddenly he stopped in front of the library window overlooking the estate. His eyes looked sad looking at her beauty.
"Great, if I had time to take them for a walk. And apparently, now I have no reason to come to Bayu's mas house." His mutter continued to look at the plantation with a somewhat sad expression, which was slightly reminded of Bayu's parents.
"What are you doing here?" The call of someone from behind made Kinan turn his head quickly towards that voice.
"Sir Bian."
