My Little Girlfriend

57. Reeling

"What's the phone at this hour?" Inner Kinan stared at the screen of his phone which kept ringing because it got a call from Ayu, who was the younger brother of Bayu.

"Hello." He raised a phone call from Ayu.

Kinan was quite shocked as soon as he listened to a reply from Ayu whose voice sounded trembling when he wanted to say something to her, but was held back because it was too difficult to say it.

"Well, what's wrong with you? What's the matter? Did something happen to you?" Ask Kinan again who suddenly became a worried follower.

With a heavy tone full of sadness that sounded clear in his tone, Ayu also tried to tell Kinan even though it sounded so difficult to say it directly to Kinan.

"Sorry mom, you must be shocked, I'm still shocked too." Ayu said which also shook when she told Kinan. "Because it seems that Kinan needs to know, therefore I told the same mbak Kinan, even though Bayu mas was forbidding me because it must be busy again, let alone this is still working hours." Ayu is clear from her phone.

Kinan fell silent, after hearing Ayu's explanation, suddenly his tears flowed out and soaked his cheeks. He seemed to be shaken by Ayu's explanation from across the phone, until he was fixated because he was so unreliable.

Keeping his phone away from his ear without turning off his phone, Kinan dropped his phone down with a feeling of sadness upon hearing the news Ayu told him.

He ran in a hurry to get to where Ayu is now. With tears still soaking down her cheeks, Kinan immediately headed to his room to put back his files that he had brought from the meeting room, then tried to find his bag to rush out.

Although he knew there were still a few hours left before the break, Kinan tried to get out of the hotel immediately to meet with Ayu and Bayu. However, he was a bit in a dilemma when he saw the clock in his eyes.

"Am I just waiting? I can't just walk out." He said a little frustrated with the situation that could not immediately come out, considering it was not time to rest.

Although his heart is not calm and full of worry, but Kinan can not just go out considering it is still working hours, and it looks like the hotel is busy.

"Am I allowed half a day?" Say it again, then decide for a half-day pass, and go home early today. In a hurry he immediately got out of the hotel where he worked, ran quickly to where his motorbike was, to immediately go to where Ayu was at this time.

"What else is this?" Shiva who saw from a distance the direction of Kinan's departure, and his half-day permission, increasingly made him look dislike at Kinan. "I really don't like him." His murmur was upset to see Kinan's departure with his motor matic.

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He said, Can't we be too happy? Because if it is too late in happiness, then sadness will also come to us. But, is that true? Isn't that a bit cruel to us? Just want to express yourself.

He said that happiness and sadness were tied to each other? Therefore, as already outlined by the common thread of life, we should not be excessive in expressing ourselves. A little funny, but the sentence has a point too, because where there is happiness, eating there can also be sadness.

When simple happiness is approaching him, now he seems to be aware of the reality of life, that nothing is eternal in this world, including happiness. The world is too cruel for him who never once hoped for happiness to come. However, when the happy moment approached him without being asked by him, even too comfortable with it, he seemed to be driven back by the bitterness of life.

Parents who always welcome him warmly, which is also so good to him, is very meaningful in the eyes of Kinan, because both of them he already considers as his own biological parents. From them, he could finally feel the warmth of a family. Always welcome every come to his house, making a Kinan finally able to feel the meaning of the house itself. Therefore, he could not help but grieve after hearing the news from Ayu.

Despite trying to stay calm and focused while riding his motorcycle, it is undeniable that Kinan's heart could not hide his sadness after hearing the sad news about Bayu and Ayu's parents, who is like his own birth parents.

"Mas Bayu," Call Kinan to see the figure of Bayu who was talking to Ayu.

"Kinan?" Bayu looked surprised to see Kinan's presence in the hospital, because he never felt he told him. But he seemed to have understood, after looking towards Ayu. "You said to Kinan?" Ask Bayu to his sister.

"Yes, even though Bayu mas will be angry with Ayu, but then Kinan should know about this mas, later if the same mother father has been buried, then Kinan will definitely be sad later." Obviously Ayu tried to ask her understanding to the brother.

Bayu could not get ahead of what Ayu said, he would not accept it because Kinan had already come to the hospital.

"You're here with a motorbike?" Bayu's question turned to Kinan who was already in front of them at this moment.

"Yes, I decided to get in half today, because I want to know the whereabouts of my mother and father. They're okay, aren't they?" Kinan said he hoped that the news he had received was wrong.

Bayu sighed for a moment, then tried to hold onto both of Kinan's arms that looked sad, "Mas knows that you are sad after hearing it, but danger knows that you are carrying the bike in this state, like this, let's sit down, tell me everything." Her request then led Kinan to sit in the chair.

"Please bring some drinks for Kinan." Pinta Bayu to Ayu.

"OK." Ayu also moved away from the front of Kinan and Bayu, to find the water in the hospital. Let Bayu and Kinan talk together for a moment.

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There was no sound, only cries that continued to flow from Kinan after hearing the explanation from Bayu. He wept at the news that the parents of Bayu were dead. Mr. Wage, who had been treated after a heart attack, followed his wife's departure.

"Huu..huu..huu..," Tangis Kinan who lamented the passing of Bayu's parents, "I don't know if yesterday was our last meeting, if I didn't come, would it be any different?" His murmurs were aware of the arrival to the house Bayu last night.

"You come or you don't, the result will definitely be the same, because it's not us who can determine." Bayu's reply tried to calm Kinan who continued to watch in his arms.

"Kinan is not their child, but because Kinan knows the parents of Bayu, making Kinan so sad following their departure. I'm sorry, but if Kinan adds to the burden here, it must be Bayu and Ayu who are even sadder than Kinan." Said Ayu who felt guilty for being too emotional, and slowly tried to wipe away her tears.

"Why do you apologize, I thank you for crying." Say Bayu who had tried to toughen up.