My Little Girlfriend

86. Want to Be Clear Again

There are so many things to clarify, including the relationship between the two. From a necklace that connects the two of them, the feeling arises by itself without one ever having crossed the minds of the two, especially for Bian himself. Interested, like or love is something that Bian and Kinan really want to make clear again. The same feeling they felt for the first time.

"Sir, can I answer it now?" Said Kinan slightly hesitatingly glancing towards Bian. He tried to open a conversation amid the silence that approached him with Bian.

However, suddenly the atmosphere became quiet again, because Bian did not immediately answer the question from him.

"If you refuse, I'll assume I've never heard the answer." Bian said later, with a serious expression while continuing to focus on driving his car.

Kinan who was beside her felt confused, because the answer from Bian made her speechless again. It seemed locked into Bian's words.

"I. ti.."

"We've arrived."

Kinan's speech was stifled after Bian stopped his car at a traditional restaurant . "Let's get down." He asked Kinan to get out of the car.

Kinan was hesitant, but he came down after Bian opened the door for him. With a slow step and a little discomfort, he entered the restaurant with Bian.

"I've always wanted to try this city's signature food, but I really didn't expect to make it." Bian smiles by looking at the menu book he is holding.

Kinan smiled awkwardly in reply to Bian's words. His body gestures showed discomfort when eating with Bian. He also looked around him which looked crowded with visitors.

"Can you recommend me a menu?" His words were then to smear the menu book on Kinan.

Kinan was a little surprised because he was not focused, "Ah, yes good." The answer is then to take the menu book.

Kinan's expression could not be separated from Bian's view, he looked at Kinan who was looking at the menu book he gave.

"Are you not comfortable eating here?" Said later.

Kinan turned his head to hear Bian saying, he looked awkwardly at Bian who was sitting in front of him.

"Or do you feel uncomfortable eating with me here?" Bian again uttered a sentence that was quite difficult for Kinan to answer.

His facial expression implied that he was a little confused to simply answer Bian's question.

"What do I have to answer?

"It's true that I'm a little uncomfortable, but I can't say that in front of him directly?"

"I'm not gonna bite, so just relax." Bian's smile tried to calm Kinan who looked puzzled. "If you feel uncomfortable too, just assume you're eating with your own friends." The next one who tried to melt the atmosphere.

Kinan gave a small nod with his clumsy smile, not knowing what to respond to Bian who was his own superior, and also someone who just expressed his feelings to him.

"I don't want to be nervous, but I can't. It really makes me uncomfortable." Inner Kinan with his nervous feeling.

"You don't eat?" Bian asked when he saw Kinan had not touched his meal.

"Oh, yes, I want to eat." Although awkward, Kinan tried to eat the food that had already been ordered.

"It's a food that you've recommended, it would be weird if you didn't eat, right?" Bian.

"Yes." Yeah." Kikuk Kinan tried to put food in his mouth.

Some make Kinan a little thought when eating his food, he was surprised by Bian who turned out to be able to eat the food he ordered. Because nervous, he was not aware of the order of food, so as to choose the food he usually eats and knows.

"Something intrigued me earlier." Bian tried to make a sound on the side of his meal.

"Actually, what is your relationship with the man you had met in front of your boarding house earlier?" Ask Bian to Kinan.

Kinan was still trying to find the answer to Bian's question, recalling what Bian meant.

"Ah, but Bayu.."

Now he has remembered it, because his memory was only thought by Bayu who he had met before leaving with Bian.

"What do you mean by Bayu?" Said Kinan trying to make sure.

"true." Answer Bian.

"He was my acquaintance's brother back in college."

"I know, you've told me that before. But, somehow it still makes me unsatisfied."

Kinan looked puzzled at Bian's words, as what he said did not seem strange.

"How long have you known each other?" Ask Bian again.

"Maybe over 5 years, I've forgotten a little bit about how long we've known and been close, which we've known each other since I was in college." Obviously Kinan by trying to remember his first meeting with Bayu.

"From those 5 years, what have you done?"

"What am I doing?" Kinan looked puzzled at getting such a question.

"What that long..." Bian seemed hesitant to continue his sentence.

You two are just friends! Or more than just friends?

"Nothing, forget it." Bian finally chose not to say his heart. He sipped his drink with his own annoyance.

"Wait, how different is your age from her?" Bian asked then who suddenly remembered something.

"Me and I?" Kinan asked back, to which was answered a small nod by Bian.

"We're 3 years different."

"It turns out we're the same." Mumbled Bian who somehow so a little dislike.

"The two of you are 3 years apart, then the difference between us is the same, because you and I are also 3 years different. So when are you gonna call me big brother again?" Said Bian with his serious expression staring at Kinan.

When Bian was about to wait for his answer from Kinan, another case with Kinan who was still surprised to hear Bian's sudden request.

"Why? you can't?"

"It-it's.." Kinan looked puzzled as he was about to answer, as Bian's request was making it difficult for him at the moment.

"Just when we're together, please call me brother like when we first met." Pinta Bian was a little hopeful.

"I'm.." Kinan was a little heavy when he was about to deny his unhappiness.

"Sister Bian, the word you used to say so lightly to me, it turns out it's getting harder for you now." Bian said a little disappointed by that. "Why? Are you feeling burdened now?"

"That's for sure! Then and now it's different." Inner Kinan saw the difference he and Bian now.

"Well, I won't force you, I'll wait until you're ready." Bian no longer forced Kinan, and chose to give Kinan time. "Then, let's go home." Said later.