My Little Girlfriend

100. The Asmara Continuation Between Bian and Kinan

"Why would you know that I used to like Adel?" Bian asked with his slightly surprised expression.

"Just guess, because you're always the same as him." Reply Bastian with his flat attitude.

Bian looked confused when he heard the words from his papa. He felt a strange feeling, but was not sure of it.

"So you're still not sure about how I feel about Adel?"

"What do you mean, you never told papa about it."

"Keep it, that.." Bian did not continue his sentence, so he remembered his father who suddenly told him to go to Canada after graduating from college, which eventually made him have to separate long enough from his two best friends at that time, and also distanced himself with Adel, who at that time he liked.

"Then the reason papa told me to come to Canada, what dong? Didn't mean to keep me away from Adel, did you?" He then asked for an explanation from his father.

Got a sharp question attack from the child, making Bastian slightly fixated and staring straight at the child.

"I did keep you away from him, so you could focus more on the company." Said later.

"So papa back then,.."

"Lho, do you like Adel? Mama just found out about that?" Gauri also commented on the conversation between her husband and son.

Bian was silent when his mother shared the conversation between himself and his father.

"Bian likes Adel, ma. But that was then, and Bian only realized that Bian's love was only as a friend." Reply Bian tried to explain it to the mother.

"Oh that, well, what a shame." Timpal Gauri was a little sorry about that.

"What about the people you like? Are you in a relationship with each other?" The connection again looks interested in the love of the child.

"Em.., actually.." Bian was a bit confused when it came to answering questions from his mother.

"Talk about it next time, papa wants to ask you, do you want to go back to the headquarters again?" Said Papa Bian who cut the chatter of his wife and son without further ado.

As soon as he heard the sentence thrown by his papa, Bian immediately turned to look at his papa who happened to be sitting right in front of him.

"Bian will try to think again about it later, because there are still many things that Bian must take care of at the hotel in Jogja, so Bian is not likely to leave it alone." Obviously Bian.

"As for the hotel in Jogja, papa has prepared your replacement, so the thing you are worried about is not going to happen. I hope you can think about it from now on."

"I know, pa. but still I can't go and come back as I please."

For a moment the atmosphere suddenly became silent and so tense. Gauri, who saw the tension between her son and husband, felt uncomfortable and closed her mouth tightly, without daring to join the conversation.

"Is it because of the woman you like?" With a cold and flat expression, Bastian looked at the face of his only puppet son.

"That's also true, but I mean it's about my responsibility as a person who has no trust to oversee the hotel in Jogja, especially I was only 3 months there. It would be weird if I just went back to the headquarters." Obviously Bian further.

Bastian looks silent to hear the explanation from Bian. He who was sitting right in front of his son was seen weighing the answer he was about to issue.

Papa agrees?

Presumably Bian was still quite surprised when he saw his papa who gave himself permission to stay longer at the hotel in Jogja. Because he understood very well how the nature of his papa is so stubborn and difficult to persuade him.

"Mama go inside! oh yeah, you're gonna stay here or something?" Gauri asked when her husband had left before them.

"Sorry ma, it looks like Bian is going back to Bian's apartment."

"Well then, let me tell your dad and grandpa." Gauri did not force his son's will, and obeyed his will.

"Thank you, ma. But, it looks like Bian still wants to be here for a while." The words that seemed unwilling to move from his seat.

"Oh so, you have, do as you please. Then mama stay inside first, yeah."

"Yes." Yeah." Bian replied with a smile to his mother who was about to leave him in the room.

Bian leaned for a moment his head on the sofa he was sitting on, to relieve his fatigue. Staring straight at the ceiling above him with a gaze full of various thoughts.

"Why did my hunch come true like this, anyway?" He muttered while sighing in frustration.

"Now, what should I do with him? I promised I would keep getting her heart." Bian remembered the figure of Kinan.

"When I just realized how I feel, why does it have to be like this again?" He again put on a frustrated expression.

"This is the same as what I did before." Said again who felt dejavu with his story first with Adel.

Bian was a little thought about the fate of his story with Kinan in the future. Moreover, there is a fear of him who has felt failure in relationships with people he likes.

"This time I'm sure that my feelings are not out of curiosity." Bian tried to convince himself.

...

The feeling he felt seemed so sincere, that it was difficult for Bian to let go of his feelings for Kinan, hence, because Kinan is a person who has been able to shake his heart and feelings more than what he felt in Adel first. Although a little confused at first, but once he was sure of his feelings, making Bian more obsession and so more do not want to release Kinan from his side.

But what he feared happened again. When his feelings are so sure, he must be faced with the decision made by his father. Dejavu feelings, feelings of doubt, and feelings of dilemma, now back to haunt him. Forcing herself to make wise decisions for the continuation of her relationship.

"Although I was told to wait again. This time, I won't just give up." Bian said with determination.

He ended the turmoil of his heart, and decided to return home from his family home. His steps suddenly came to a halt, as he passed through the room of his late grandmother. He changed his mind and decided to go inside.

As usual when staring at a photo of his grandmother, Bian immediately gave a polite greeting to the photo containing a picture of his grandmother's face.

"It's been a long time, Grandma?" Bian smiles at his grandmother's photo.

"I'm sorry grandma, if Bian is late saying hello to grandma."

Long enough Bian stood in front of a photo of his grandmother, there were many things he said to the grandmother who had long left him. It looks like he is complaining to his grandmother with his self-harm facing problems.