My Little Girlfriend

109. The Resolved Feelings

Bian's hand grabbed Kinan's hand that was about to leave. Simultaneously with a breath that still seemed irregular due to the slight rush, he looked at Kinan's face standing right in front of him.

"I want to talk to you, can I?" He looked at Kinan.

Kinan who was standing in front of Bian, was quite surprised to hear that remark. He who was still surprised at the arrival of Bian, felt awkwardness in his figure who was close to him, plus his sudden feeling of pounding in front of Bian

"What does he want to talk to me about, huh?" - his confused battery was pounding.

The expression on his face that was still shocked, looked so difficult for him to control. At Bian who had suddenly come and was now standing in front of him. Making his body instantly freeze and his sense of disbelief at Bian's sudden presence.

"What do you want to say to me?" Amidst her nervousness, awkwardness and pounding feeling, Kinan ventured into Bian's eyes.

"You're going home, aren't you?" Said Bian who turned to ask Kinan who was actually about to leave, remembering the day that was also getting night.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer Kinan.

"Am I arresting you? If you have any objections, let's continue tomorrow." Seeing the day growing night, Bian did not force himself to talk to Kinan.

"I'm not papa, sir." Once silent for a moment, Kinan did not mind Bian's desire to talk to him.

"If you say so, I'm relieved to hear it." Bian said showing his smile.

Looking at Bian who was smiling at him, he subconsciously shifted his gaze immediately. His feeling was quite nervous, coupled with the pounding of his chest that he was increasingly unable to control.

"Are you surprised by me suddenly coming? And I still said not sure when I'd be back here again?" Bian who had entered into his hotel room, stood looking at the silent Kinan.

"D-yes." Kinan replied amidst his awkwardness to get a fixed gaze from Bian.

"You didn't forget about our last conversation, did you?"

Kinan's eyes suddenly shook, as if responding to his feelings that were holding back his nervousness.

"On that.., I'm sorry. Actually I'm not.."

"It's okay?" Cut out Bian who wants to hear Kinan's answer directly to the point.

Kinan stared awkwardly at Bian who was staring at him with a straight look towards his two eyeballs. A look that seemed to ask for his answer.

"I.., I'm sorry." Again Kinan could only say an apology to Bian. An answer that Bian really did not want to hear and immediately made himself frown and hold the feeling of anger.

"Kinan please look me in the eye, look at me carefully. Can't you see my sincerity?" With a face that held back the sadness and with both hands that were holding Kinan's shoulders, Bian seemed to have been thirsty for patience, to Kinan who continued to push him away and put restrictions on him.

"Do you know why I came today? It's because I miss you. I miss you Kinan."

How'this?

Kinan was so surprised to see the expression Bian was making right now. He could clearly see the sincerity from his two eyes which were now looking at him fixedly and intensely.

"I know it, sir. I know that you're sincere with me, but.."

"Do you like me?"

"...."

For a moment his expression froze in front of Bian who asked for his feelings of joy.

"I said, do you like me?" Bian repeated his sentence to Kinan who was still silent.

"...."

Kinan, who was still hesitant to answer Bian's question, kept silent.

"Can't you say it? I just want to hear that answer from you?" Bian stared in frustration at Kinan in front of him who was still silent. His expression looked sad, with his chest that seemed to be able to feel a tattered feeling.

....

Without further ado ask for news, conditions and circumstances. Bian who seemed to be in a hurry, immediately said the point when he saw Kinan in front of him.

"Sorry, I'm sorry if this makes you uncomfortable. Maybe it's the effect I'm still tired of and.. " Bian let go of his hand that had been holding onto Kinan's shoulder with a guilty feeling. "And it seems like I'm in too much of a hurry today, because of that.."

"I like. I like you too." Kinan, who had tried to suppress his feelings, now ventured to tell Bian the truth, although it must be accompanied by

Bian, gazed back at Kinan, and again walked closer towards Kinan.

"What did you say?" His words tried to reconfirm what he had heard before.

"I like you." With a lowered head and a quiet voice, Kinan said back his joyful statement to Bian.

Bian, who suddenly heard Kinan's reply, froze his body. As if he still could not believe what he had just heard. However, his expression suddenly changed rapidly, with a smile painted from his lips.

"I didn't hear wrong, did I?" Bian's expression that showed a sense of pleasure tried to ask back to Kinan who looked still lowered his face in front of him.

Kinan did not seem to dare to raise his face, he was still quite embarrassed and awkward towards Bian after his joyful statement.

I'm embarrassed, how is this? - The battery that held back the shame in front of Bian.

"Look at me, Kinan, don't duck." Bian held onto Kinan's face which looked still down and his attitude, finally making Kinan lift his face.

"If you keep sitting down, I can't see your face." Said Bian smilingly staring at Kinan.

Although it was still quite awkward to meet face to face with Bian who was close to him, Kinan tried to control his expression and chest that kept pounding.

"So, you like me, right?" Still touching Kinan's face gently, Bian tried to ask Kinan's feelings back.

"D-yes." Rather embarrassed, Kinan now answered him by looking directly into Bian's eyes.

"I'm happy, I'm finally feeling avenged too." Bian was happy.

"You're not mad at me, are you?"

"angry? What's for?"

"Because I'm the new one reciprocating your feelings right now."

"No, because I understand you need time to think about it, so you don't have to apologize, I'm the one who should say it, because it's like being too rushed to hear the answer." Bian.

"Thank you." Kinan looked relieved to hear that.

"That's all?"

"Gee!" Kinan looked confusedly at Bian.

"Are there no gifts for me?" Suddenly his face was approaching Kinan, until the surprised Kinan felt a thump.

"I can do it, right?" Bian asked who was about to kiss Kinan.

A slight nod from Kinan who was a little timid, made Bian smile and began to stick his lips on Kinan's lips.

This was their second kiss, but this time with a different atmosphere, and a different status. The feeling of the two being reciprocated made the kiss look special. Once there was no hope and it seemed to float, but the feelings that are now connected to each other show the light for their relationship.

"I love you." Bian said to Kinan. He turned to kiss Kinan on the forehead gently and affectionately, his warm embrace showing his love for Kinan. Kinan who was his little girl friend first, was also a woman who was able to encourage his heart and feelings.

Kinan slammed the embrace with a thumping feeling. There was a tingling feeling in his heart that unexpectedly would end up like this with Bian, whose note was his own superior.

"My decision like this is correct, right?" His mind was on his expression of joy towards Bian that he had just done.