My Little Girlfriend

126. Letting Go of Longing

In a hug, the two hide each other's shame, and also the pounding feeling that both of them feel after kissing. There are feelings that flare up when reunited after a relationship that finally blossoms together. Kinan who was embarrassed in front of Bian, with Bian who was too excited in front of Kinan, almost made him make a mistake in front of Kinan.

There was a clumsy feeling as Bian let go of his arms and made the two face to face.

"How are you? You're fine as long as I'm not here?" Ask Bian who is trying to change the mood.

"Ah, am I good, what about you?"

The clumsy answer from Kinan made the atmosphere between the two feel awkward and uncomfortable, especially because of the kiss that the two had done together. Although the relationship between the two as a lover, but the awkwardness was still between them, especially for Kinan, considering that Bian was his own superior.

"I'm good too." Replied Bian who also felt clumsy in front of Kinan.

However, after that the atmosphere returned awkwardly between them, to re-create a quiet atmosphere between them.

"Did you come here to clean my room?" Bian who felt the atmosphere, tried to divert the other questions to change the atmosphere.

"Ah, I just want to check the temperature of your room, also want to see the cleanliness of your room." Answer Kinan.

"What do you do every day?" Ask again.

"Yes, I usually do it every morning or when I get home from work."

"Oh, then I'm bothering you, dong?" Said Bian who felt hampered Kinan's work with his sudden arrival.

"Ah, no, sir. I'm just a little surprised to see you coming, but I'm glad to see you coming." Kinan replied timidly looking at Bian's face.

Bian was fixated on hearing Kinan's reply, but he immediately smiled his smile because he was happy to hear Kinan's words.

"Good, I'm afraid you're uncomfortable with me coming without telling you first. But, next time don't make an expression like this, because I can misunderstand." His smiling words stared fixedly at Kinan's face.

While Kinan was a little nervous to hear the words that Bian had spoken to him. His heart was beating faster as if responding to him who was currently holding back a thumping feeling.

"Can you see me again at lunchtime, because there's something I want to tell you, including what I said last night." Bian.

"Ah, fine. Then I'd like to get back to my job." Reply Kinan who wants to leave.

"Actually I may not let you go, but surely others are looking for your whereabouts, so I have to let you go from here." Bian, who refuses to be left behind by Kinan, is forced to let Kinan go.

"Go, I'll see you later at lunchtime." He said again to Kinan, who this time finally oergi from his room.

....

Walking slowly with a sense that still does not believe in the arrival of Bian, Kinan who has come out of the room Bian continues to daydream the coming, while improving his appearance in the toilet.

"I just saw you come out of Mr. Bian's room, why did you come there? Is this because you know he's back?" Shiva, who was also in the same toilet as Kinan, made his comments to Kinan who was standing next to him.

Kinan, who was washing his hands on the sink, was surprised by Shiva's sudden arrival and his sudden question.

"I want, huh? Of course don't see your face here anymore." Shiva looked at her hatefully.

Kinan looked at her in silence, and there was a hint of sadness upon seeing her, for it was unexpected at Dhiva's deep hatred for her.

"When I've never done anything evil, but I just found out that it makes people hate me." He smiled bitterly.

"Alright, hate me as much as you like, the important thing is that I myself do not commit crimes against you. You want to do whatever I don't care, anyway from the beginning you didn't like me." He told Shiva and finally chose to leave.

Shiva is upset at Kinan's departure. He stared in disbelief at Kinan's indifferent attitude towards her.

"Fine, I'll do what you told me to." He smiled cunningly and went out of the toilet with his hidden plan.

.....

There was no time for him to respond to Shiva's hatred, for he had hated himself in the first place. Kinan chose to focus on the work that awaited him.

Not indifferent to his dispute with Shiva, but because there was indeed no time for him to think about it, especially his mind was now filled with Bian.

"I guess over time he won't feel angry with me anymore, but it turns out he didn't like me from the beginning" he said referring to Shiva who hated him.

No longer caring, Kinan refocused on his work, until unknowingly the time had passed without him noticing, and almost made him forget the promise he had made before with Bian.

"Geez, I'm so focused on working that I forgot my lunch hour." He said who rushed to leave.

Not going to the cafeteria to eat with his usual colleagues, Kinan who brought the tray of food in his air walked towards Bian's room.

Nervously, he pressed the button of Bian's room, and the room opened quickly as he pressed it as if Bian had been waiting for him.

"You're a little late, yeah, but I've been waiting for you." Said Bian standing in front of the door and facing directly Kinan who was currently standing in front of him.

"Ah, sorry sir, because there was a little obstacle in one of the guest rooms, so I came to the guest room to try to solve the problem, luckily it's clear now and there's no problem." Obviously Kinan was a little regretful.

"Oh, if that's the case, come in, but what do you bring? Is that food for me?" Tanya Bian saw something that Kinan had brought.

"Yes, I brought you lunch."

"Well, it turns out you're sensitive, but I haven't asked for it yet." Bian's smile expands on the small attention Kinan does for him, while Kinan blushes in embarrassment from hearing Bian's words.

"Yes, it's lunchtime, so I brought it for you." Reply Kinan a little timidly.

"It just so happens that I haven't had lunch either, thank you for bringing it for me" Bian said in a statement

"Yes, come in first, we should talk again inside" he said again asking Kinan to enter his room.

The two entered together and the door of the room was closed, which without both of them knowing there was a pair of eyes that saw the closeness of the two.