My Little Girlfriend

114. Missed him

"Sir Bian lama also turned out to be gone? He's been gone for almost a week, and he hasn't come back yet?" Said one of Kinan's colleagues, on the sidelines of their lunch.

"Yes natural lha, he is indeed super busy, besides he was assigned here only temporarily?" Other timpal.

Because of that remark, it somehow made Kinan speechless. He stopped eating it and became aware of the sentence uttered by his colleague.

"Yes, he may want to be placed here forever, where is his position as the grandson of the owner of this hotel as well, so surely he will have a higher position and that place is definitely not here." Others who agree.

Discussion of Bian from his colleagues, making Kinan in a difficult situation, especially his sudden discussion made him think. About Bian who will someday move from a branch hotel to the head office.

"I had predicted it would happen, but just by hearing it directly like this, somehow made my heart ache?"

Although he knew that day would come someday, but Kinan who had prepared himself and his heart, still did not feel relieved.

I know it will be like this, why...

He held onto his chest which suddenly felt pain.

"Bak Kinan why? Is Kinan's mom sick?" Ask one of his colleagues named Aura.

"Well, why do you think that?" Kinan, who was awakened from his daydream, answered Aura's question.

"Yes, the end of Kinan's memories from earlier was just quiet, so I thought Kinan was sick again." Reply Aura.

"Maybe Kinan is another sauces, because he's alone as long as Bian's sir isn't around." Other timpal.

"No, I'm helped by Shiva's mother."

Suddenly the atmosphere became quiet when one of his colleagues called Shiva's name. At that time, all of his colleagues who were having lunch with Kinan seemed to be looking at each other because they felt guilty calling Shiva's name, considering that there had been a conflict between Kinan and Shiva before.

"Today, the canteen is a little quiet?" Said one of his colleagues trying to melt the atmosphere.

"Yes right, today looks quieter than usual." Timpal with an awkward smile.

Kinan, just shut up even though his comrades tried to make the atmosphere more lively. His expression seemed to be indifferent to it and thought more about other things. Until lunch passed, he was still daydreaming about the contents of his conversation with his colleagues when he was put on the hand. He took a deep breath and tried to calm his heart.

"I'd better focus on work first." His words were finally trying to forget for a moment the thing that disturbed his mind.

....

However, the Dilemma felt by Kinan, is also felt by Bian who is currently still in his apartment in Jakarta. Because it is still uncertain when to move to the headquarters, making Bian has not informed this news to Kinan, although Bian himself does not want to move to the headquarters, he said, but because the actual task is only temporary at the branch office, making it a dilemma and keep thinking.

The move that will return to the headquarters also has not been told to Adel, who is his own friend, although Adnan who is also his best friend he has told the earliest, he said, Bian seemed to be weighing and waiting for the right time to tell Adel about this.

"I have to find a solution to this, because there's no time left." Said Bian who was thinking of a solution in overcoming his problem who was about to return to the headquarters, especially when he was about to say it to Kinan in the future.

"Will he be angry? or will he be disappointed in me?" Suddenly he thought about Kinan's reaction when he said his move.

Bian let out a long sigh thinking about the matter of his relationship with Kinan.

"Are we going to be okay when it comes to long distance? No, why am I afraid of gini anyway.." Bian brushed off his fear immediately at the thought of something that had not happened.

Inside his apartment, along with his work files piled up on his desk. Bian, who is now alone after being left by Adel and Adnan, returns to daydream of his relationship with Kinan who has now blossomed.

"I miss him..." By putting his longing expression on Kinan, Bian could only continue to hold him with his long breath that seemed to be his lamp that was now holding back his longing.

"Is this how it feels when people are in love? Keep missing him and keep thinking about his face like this?" He mumbled to comment on himself who continued to feel strange.

....

There are things that Bian must face as well before telling Kinan about his move to headquarters, because there will be a day where he will tell his two friends about the status of his relationship with Kinan.

"I lost the time to tell these two about my relationship. What would their reaction be if they knew about this?" Said Bian thinking about his relationship with Kinan which he would one day tell his two friends.

"What is she now?" In his reflection, he thought about Kinan who was now far away from him.

Bian glued, contemplating thinking of Kinan. His mind was always focused on the figure of Kinan, to make himself get rid of for a moment the work he had never done before.

"Well, I think I'm really crazy." He said while laughing at himself who continued to behave strangely.

The sense that was overflowing in his heart that was currently uncontrollable, made the two, both Bian and Kinan continued to think about each other's existence. From different distances and places, the two longed for each other's existence.

A slightly different relationship, with different conditions, and different status of the relationship as in general, makes it a challenge for Bian and Kinan who are both just starting a relationship, or rather the first time the two started dating.

Can feel in love and dating for the first time, making both feel confused, strange, but also happy at the same time. Now, both of them are understanding the meaning of that feeling.