My Little Girlfriend

40. Not Just Keeping a Promise?

Is it a feeling of love or is it just a momentary feeling of attraction?

Walking on anxiety, also walking on a sense of dilemma that is so tormenting this can finally only be solved by the owner of his heart.

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In the room and office for him, Bian is trapped in his daydream. The love that he had been maintaining in a woman, now he began to question again. That feeling of love? or is it just a feeling of liking as a brother?

Because of this, he chose to run away and get out of his room. Running with the strength he had in the hope of feeling sad and the burden on his mind disappeared.

After a few minutes of running around the park, with breath still stinginging, Bian dropped his body on the ground, then looked up at the star-filled night sky.

"Beautifully.." Exclaimed Bian looked at the sky with awe at the flickering of the stars in the sky.

For a long time he lay there and just stared at the night sky without doing anything, just lying on his back and looking straight at the sky above him which was filled with stars. Although he let out a long sigh a few times, it seemed that running and staring at the stars in the sky right now was enough to overcome the burden on his mind.

It was getting late, and it showed at 12pm as he stared at the clock. Bian tried to get up from his sleep, but was pensive to look forward like he was reluctant to get up and go.

Slowly he tried to get up from his seat to return to the hotel, but suddenly he changed his mind and decided to run one more round. That's how 10 minutes have passed.

With a body drenched in sweat, and breathing still irregular from running, Bian stepped back inside the hotel after finishing his run. However, a familiar figure caught his eyes until he decided to approach the person.

"What are you doing here? not home?" Tanya Bian looked at the figure of Dimas who was still around the hotel.

Dimas gave a surprised expression as soon as Bian greeted him suddenly, as he was walking straight ahead, and did not see Bian's existence from the opposite direction from him.

"Sir Bian, good night." Sapa Dimas then, who had been shocked by seeing Bian's presence, "So I went to your room to give a report, but it turns out you are not there, so I immediately left. You are running, yes.." Dimas continued to see the appearance of Bian who was wearing sports clothes and clearly visible sweat that was still wetting his face.

"You can give it to me tomorrow. These nights why are they still hanging around like this." Reply Bian, "But... Is it not you from my room, this is not a special parking direction motor huh? why can you walk from there?" Bian said confused to see Dimas coming from the direction of the motorcycle parking.

"Ah that.., there's something I want to look for there, but now it's done." Answer Dimas.

"Done?" Said Bian feeling the word Dimas a little ambiguous.

Realizing his words, Dimas tried to correct them. "Ah.I mean, I've found it.." Dimas replied again by making an awkward expression due to a mispronunciation.

Bian slightly observed Dimas' expression which looked unusual, as it was slightly nervous and unsettled. He stuck his face under it, and found his clothes a little messy and dirty. With a frown, Bian felt awkward about Dimas's behavior.

What is he hiding? why so nervous? not as usual? - Batin was astonished by Dimas' behavior today.

"Those nights? what are you looking for?" Ask Bian again.

"So I accidentally dropped my car keys, which is why I was looking for it." Dimas replied with a nervous expression staring at Bian.

"You dropped the car keys, on a special motorcycle parking lot?" Said Bian with a slight frown, a confused sign.

Dimas opened his eyes wide because he had spoken wrongly. He realized that he had done wrong to Bian because he had lied, even because it made him not dare to look at the face of Bian who was standing in front of him.

"That's actually my car key didn't go away or fall, that was I just helped change the motorcycle tyre belonging to the manager's mother." Dimas replied, who finally told Bian the truth.

"Mother manager?" Bian momentarily fell silent, as if capturing the meaning of Dimas' words. "You mean Kinan.?" His words then began to realize the identity intended by Dimas.

"Why do you know that the motorcycle tire is flat? did you meet him? and is he still here?" Bian asked again somewhat curiously, while looking for Kinan.

"He's home, I brought him." Reply Dimas when Bian tried to find Kinan's whereabouts, "I accidentally met him when he was walking home, so I knew that his motorcycle tire deflated and offered to go home together." Reciprocity.

The answer from Dimas certainly made Bian surprised, he even subconsciously widened his eyes.

"You said you drove him home?" Press Bian on the question.

"Yes." Yeah." Answer Dimas.

Bian was silent, for some reason his expression suddenly became bad and looked at Dimas with a slight coldness to the point of making Dimas himself surprised.

"Why? did I say the wrong thing, huh?.."

Dimas could only help seeing the change in expression from the top. He also realized that he had lied before finally telling the truth.

"That's the report, I brought it and I put it in your room." Dimas hurriedly explained, seeing Bian who had just been silent did not speak, making him awkward himself.

"How's the bike now?" Ask Bian who does not care about the report that is meant Dimas. Because he is now actually interested in Kinan motorcycles.

"The motor can be used again, I've changed the tires. I guess it was just a regular flat, it turned out the tires were torn, so I replaced it with the new one." Clear Dimas.

Again Bian just silent on the explanation Dimas, making Dimas feel clumsy and confused at his mistakes.

"You put that report in my room, right?" Bian made sure.

"It's sir." Answer Dimas politely.

When he was about to step into the hotel, Bian suddenly stopped and looked back at Dimas. "But.where did you learn how to change a motorcycle tire, if you yourself have never ridden a motorcycle?" Said Bian who was still curious, and had never seen Dimas use a motorbike before.

"Ah.. back in college, I often use a motorcycle and happen to know how to take care of the motorbike as well, it has been a long time not driving it, but I still remember a little, a little, and also earlier I actually helped a little with Mr. Hendra, the security hotel that is on guard now." Clear Dimas.

Bian pensive. "Why don't you just leave it to the security, and why did you replace it yourself?" Bian muttered with a dislike expression.

"Sorry sir" Dimas said, not hearing Bian's words.

"Here you go, I go in first." Bian said, then with a quick step back into the hotel left Dimas alone.

"Did I say the wrong thing, huh..?" Dimas said he felt strange after seeing Bian leave. Scratching his unrelenting head, Dimas felt puzzled by Bian's change of expression, then walked back to his car to get home.

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Once inside the room, Bian opened his jacket in a hurry, and threw it roughly towards the bed. Sipped it quickly the drink he took.

Wiping the water spill between his lips, he pensively looked at the scene in front of him, and ended with a long sigh.

"What is this?. Why am I upset?" He felt strange himself.