My Little Girlfriend

82. A Kiss of Meaning

"I..." Just as Kinan was about to reply to the sentence said by Bian, Bian suddenly kissed his lips again, which of course left his eyes wide open in shock. For a moment his body was riveted by it.

"Sir, I really can't be like this." His speech which then pushed Bian's body immediately.

"I'm sorry.." Kinan ran away from Bian's presence immediately, and just as Bian was about to grab Kinan's hand, the ringing of the phone that had just kept ringing in his pants pocket was quite disturbing to him.

With a face that seemed to hold back upset, Bian tried to reach his phone that had not been able to stay still, and he saw the name Adel listed on his phone screen.

Bian mute his voice, and chooses not to pick him up, who then walks out of the library to catch up with Kinan. He tries to find Kinan's whereabouts to explain his point, and also apologizes for his kiss which seems so surprising.

"Why was I like that, huh?." He cursed to himself, as if he did not believe in himself who could kiss Kinan. Bian let out a long sigh when he remembered the thing he did, then held his lips that had kissed Kinan earlier.

There was a chest beating when he remembered it, because it was his first kiss with a woman. But on the one hand there is a feeling of guilt for doing that to a woman who is not in a relationship with him. His expression hinted at many things to him that now seemed fixated on the events he did himself, especially on people he liked.

"Is he angry, huh?" He muttered when he remembered about Kinan who suddenly left his face.

Shortly after struggling with his own thoughts, Bian tried to continue his journey after stopping for a moment because of his guilt for his behavior in Kinan, as well as his feelings that are now increasingly visible.

"I made sure of it, and now I have no doubt about my own feelings. Now my heart is relieved, but on the one hand it still feels anxious." Batinya, when managed to ascertain his own feelings in people he likes, but the anxiety of Kinan's response still makes him keep thinking.

"Where did he go, huh?" He muttered trying to find Kinan's whereabouts.

...

Shortly after his departure, looking for Kinan's whereabouts, a pair of eyes caught him out of the library.

"Why can Mr Bian be in the library? I saw Kinan get out of there!" Shiva looked suspiciously at the two who came out of the library with a short distance, especially at the expression of the two who looked full of strange.

"Hem. is a little strange, but it is also impossible if the two have more relationships." Shiva tried to get rid of his buffet even though his face was still full of curiosity.

He walked to the place he was about to go to, with a variety of curiosity that enveloped his facial expression.

"If it's true that they have more relationships, this is completely unexpected!" His murmur wore an expression of disbelief. Halfway through, he recalls Kinan's interactions with Bian, both of whom were often involved on various occasions.

"They have met several times because of work, but is it possible to talk about library work?" Shiva murmured at the strangeness. He said he did not like the things he thought about himself, especially about the relationship between the two that seemed unusual.

"Sir Bian didn't just come home from Japan, huh?" Sviva again felt strange about what he saw.

"Hum..."

...

From Kinan's current side, who chose to come to the toilet after escaping from Bian. He still seems to be in disbelief at what just happened with Bian in the library.

"I kissed my own boss!" His murmur was still trying to digest with the thing that had happened.

"What will I do if I face him later?" He murmured again in a soft tone inside the toilet.

"I.. What should I do after he says his feelings again?" Kinan looked at the dilemma with Bian's expression of feelings towards him. His expression looked incredulous after hearing Bian who liked him.

"My chest was beating so badly that I got confused about what to do?" He muttered again while holding his chest that did not stop shaking from now on.

......................

There was a sense that was difficult to explain to the hearts of both. Full of palpitations in the chest, a red hue adorns both cheeks, to a heartbeat that beats faster than usual, looks so adorned the two who now both feel his first kiss.

Without a binding bond, reciprocated feelings for each other, or clarity in their relationship, the two are now in an ambiguous relationship.

For Bian who has tried to say his feelings clearly, it looks not calm, especially his feelings that are still not reciprocated by people he likes.

From Kinan, his feelings seem still unprepared after knowing the fact that Bian likes him. It still shows a dilemma feeling about it. Especially his own feelings for Bian.

"I never thought of him more, but because the conversation kept me thinking." Said Kinan to his feelings all this time towards Bian.

His feeling of thumping after kissing Bian can not be separated from his memory, although he tried to stay focused on his work.

Not much different from Bian who is now in his room and has changed his clothes. In the room that only left him, he dissolved in his daydream. He didn't stop thinking about kissing her with Kinan.

"I can't if you choose me to stay away from you." He muttered thinking back to his kiss on Kinan.

He switched to the phone he was holding. His finger is seen looking for a name in his cell phone contact list. And he stopped his search for a name, Kinan.

It took quite a long time for him to hear the voice of the answer from his call.

"Hello.." With a soft tone, but carefully impressed Kinan raised a call in his phone that looks no name.

"Have you come home?" The sound that came out as he picked up his phone, made Kinan feel surprised, because his voice was so familiar.

"That's it. yes I'm home, sir." Kinan replied a little lying and a tone full of caution.

"Alright, then we meet at your boarding house." Bian's remark that came back made Kinan shocked.

"Eh, but my kosan can't have any male guests.." Kinan tried to continue resisting, even though his expression looked bad.

"..."

A moment of silence approached the two. Bian was quite speechless hearing Kinan's words.

"I'm waiting for you in front of the boarding gate."

Foeto.. The voice of the call ended, leaving Kinan looking panicked.