My Little Girlfriend

81. The Beginning of Both Stories

"Pa..." One kiss had landed on his lips, as he was about to say something.

His lips had now stuck together Bian's now, and all he could do was to remain still with his shock. His expression seemed speechless again with the first thing he experienced.

In shock, Kinan tried to let go of the kiss, but Bian deepened his kiss, causing Kinan to round his eyes in surprise.

"I can't push it!" The stone is a little confused and also fixated on Bian who actually deepens his kiss.

He was now only able to give up, even though his body was trembling with nervousness and his expression was shocked because of Bian's kiss. As Bian deepened his kiss with passionate intensity, slowly the eyes that had been still open, now closed them.

This was her first kiss, therefore her chest was now beating faster than usual. There is a sense of nervousness, awkwardness, fear and also pounding at the same time, because he who has no experience in kissing before. His body did not stop trembling with the intensity of his kiss with Bian, given how adept Bian was at waiting for him in that kiss. His face was now in Bian's hands, so all he could do in a thrilling position right now was to accept it, even though in his heart he felt uneasy and ashamed.

"I.. Shame, is this true?" Her batteries question her kiss with Bian, who is her own superior.

Kinan gripped Bian's shirt when he was out of breath. When Bian released his kiss, what happened between the two was a breath that was both stinged because of the intensity of the kiss. In such a close distance at this moment, the eyes of the two of them stared at each other in silence. There was the awkwardness of Kinan's expression as soon as he stared at Bian's face within such a close distance of him.

"Ah.., that.." Kinan released his body in Bian's arms, to try to distance himself from Bian's body so close to him, but Bian instead hugged his body, which again made Kinan give a surprised expression.

As the two bodies hugged each other, there was clearly a chest beating accompanying the hearts of the two at this moment. In that embrace, both of them could only hide their nervousness in silence.

While hugging Kinan's body, which Bian thought only wanted to hide from his awkwardness.His expression looked in shock with himself who was so brave to kiss Kinan, so he did not dare to look directly at Kinan's face, and chose to hug her just like that to relieve her nervousness.

"I'm crazy." His curse on himself.

Drrt.. Drrt.. Ringing the phone from the pocket of his pocket, making his attention become diverted, until finally releasing his wound slowly. However, there was a hint of awkwardness when he let go of his injuries, the clumsiness had approached him and Kinan who was in front of him at the moment. Doubtfully Bian looked at Kinan's face, who was now looking down to avoid eye contact with him.

Seeing the awkwardness that approached them, making Bian feel awry considering he was the one who made the atmosphere awkward.

"Are you angry?" Tanya Bian tried to break the silence by ignoring the ringing of her cell phone that kept ringing.

Kinan was silent, he looked confused to answer.

"Kinan's.." Call Bian with a soft tone of voice, and again ignore the sound of his phone that continues to ring.

Kinan, who had been looking down awkwardly, slowly raised his head in doubt. He looked at Bian's face rather clumsy.

"I'll excuse you, sir." He said then who wanted to leave, considering Bian who kept paying attention to his phone.

Bian immediately held onto Kinan's hand, when he saw Kinan who was about to leave from his face, then pushed him towards the bookshelf, and then locked his body.

"I told Dimas to arrange for a moment the hotel you left, so don't go.." Said Bian staring at the face of Kinan who now put on an uncomfortable face. However, of course Kinan could only be silent, not responding to Bian's words because it was still awkward to just stare at his face.

The ringing of his phone was back he ignored by just staring at the face of Kinan who stood in front of him.

"That's best if you pick up the phone, because it keeps ringing from now on." Kinan said somewhat hesitantly looking at Bian's face, when he saw his phone ringing again.

"If I pick it up you'll go." Reply Bian who does not care about the ringing of his phone.

Kinan's eyes could only stare in disbelief at the Bian in front of him. He is not in the way he thinks now, especially what he did to him. There were various questions that he wanted to ask Bian, but was held back because of the doubts that existed in him.

"I can't ask why he kissed me?" The batteries are now confused.

In that doubt, all Kinan wanted to do now was run away from this awkward and uncomfortable atmosphere. Because until now he still can not control his expression and heart that continues to beat quickly.

"I'm not gonna apologize for that." Bian again said his sentence, with a position that now stands upright in front of Kinan, with both hands now in his pants pocket.

He released his body lock, because he saw Kinan's face that looked uncomfortable. And back to talking about the kiss he had done to her.

"There's something I wanted to make sure of earlier, and now I've found the answer." The connection again who looked back at Kinan's face fixedly.

Kinan, who was standing in front of him, could only remain silent. Because I no longer know what to respond to Bian's words.

"I like you.." Bian also returned his sentence with a soft tone staring at Kinan's face.

The words thrown by Bian, somehow made Kinan teary. His eyes paused slightly from the speech, and his chest became a little sore from holding back his cries.

Bian sighed, turning for a moment in the other direction after expressing his feelings, especially at Kinan's attitude which was still silent before him.

"I'm. sorry." Kinan emboldened himself to look at Bian's face, trying to set his expression that now looks glassy.

As soon as he heard that sentence, Bian fell silent for a moment. Slowly looking at the face of Kinan who was now staring at him with an expression holding back his two eyes that were glazed over. Bian tried to shorten his distance to Kinan, then looked at him fixedly at his two eyeballs which were now beginning to calm down, with his intense gaze accompanied by an expression that also slightly restrained his feelings of sadness.

"I told myself once, if I like someone again, then I'll never let go again." He said with a sad expression staring at Kinan's face.

"I want to be with him to the end, so that there will be no more remorse in me." He looked at Kinan's face.

"Please, don't tell me to stop liking you, because I really don't want to make any more mistakes." His gaze looked at Kinan with a little restraining of his sadness.

Kinan was at a loss for words after hearing Bian's explanation. He could not answer it, as if fixated on the sentence thrown by Bian. His expression and feelings are all dilemma, considering this is so difficult for him.

"What do I answer?"