My Little Girlfriend

94. Hope Not to Go

Darren came back after changing his clothes. A little awkwardly, he came to Kinan who was still waiting for him.

"I'm sorry if you wait a long time" he said trying to stay cool in front of Kinan, even though there was actually a little nervousness in him. Moreover, the memory of his careless attitude that still made him quite embarrassed before Kinan.

Besides, Kinan could only nod lightly as Bian said that, instead, because he also felt the same awkwardness when Bian returned from the direction of the bathroom and is now sitting in front of him wearing casual clothes and looks so different after bathing. There was a fragrant smell as soon as Bian began to sit in the same place as himself.

There was a moment of silence when both of them sat down. Making the atmosphere instantly turn awkward, especially with only the two of them in the room.

"I've put the report on your desk." Kinan's words broke the silence while holding back his awkwardness.

"Ok, I'll check." Bian, who was also awkward, grabbed the report given by Kinan and began to check his report while crossing his legs on the chair where he was sitting.

With his body still half wet because of the shower and his hair that he had not been able to neaten properly has given the impression of sexy and masculine for him who has a body that is quite stocky. Added to the glow that entered the sidelines of his body through the window increasingly emphasized his aura.

Although the current appearance is not too neat, but Bian still looked seriously at the report brought by Kinan. His face was so focused without shifting his gaze even though it had been in an atmosphere that made it a little uncomfortable because it was awkward.

While Kinan who both felt the same feeling, was seen waiting for Bian who was checking his report, although he had to endure his uncomfortable feeling of having to sit opposite Bian. There is a difficult feeling to express when unconsciously looking at Bian who now looks so serious reading his report, especially with his appearance who just finished bathing makes it look so different.

Making Kinan so silent fixated because of that, and there was a slight thumping feeling when looking at him who was focusing on reading the report. However, on the one hand, Kinan also felt amazed at Bian's attitude like that. His professional demeanor made Kinan look at him cool and a feeling of admiration. Making himself think for a moment about it, especially on how good Bian when able to distinguish between work and personal affairs.

It seemed to awaken itself to remain conscious of its position. Although actually he was nervous when he was about to approach Bian, because it was still quite awkward when he had to meet with Bian after the incident yesterday. Seeing Bian who can still stay focused on his work and remain calm, makes him feel ashamed of himself who had not focused on his work. Although what he felt was also the same as Bian felt at this time without him realizing it.

"Is there anything you want to tell me?" Bian said to Kinan who was in front of him while still staring at the contents of the report.

"Eh, no sir." Kinan was quite shocked by Bian's question with his expression that was also confused by the question.

"Oh yeah? Why did I think you were looking at me earlier, huh?" Said Bian who was now staring at Kinan who was sitting in front of him. "So, I think you've got something you want to tell me." Connect again.

Kinan who felt like he was staring at Bian earlier, suddenly became awkward and nervous himself, so he had a little trouble answering questions from Bian.

"What do I have to answer? Did I accidentally stare at him? But, why did he realize, huh?"

Kinan gets an inner upheaval when Bian asks the gaze of his true self he unconsciously does.

"If there's nothing you want to say, yasudah, maybe it's just my feelings." Bian's smile did not force Kinan to answer him and Kinan's heart immediately became relieved after hearing it.

"Oh yeah, about your report.."

"*Sial, why should everything sound, anyway." His oppressed and enduring shame* him in front of Kinan.

"Ah, it seems like my stomach is angry again." Bian smiled awkwardly at Kinan in front of him.

Hearing that made Kinan so aware of Bian who had just left the cafeteria earlier. He remembered clearly that Bian did not touch his food at all.The expression was quite surprised by Bian who until now had not eaten, but had started to enter in the afternoon.

"You haven't eaten since the cafeteria?" Kinan asked with a surprised and worried face.

"Actually.., yes." Honestly, Bian didn't try to argue.

"So, did you exercise on an empty stomach?" Said Kinan putting on his surprised face at that.

"Em.., right. But,.."

Kinan suddenly stood up from his seat and stopped the sentence Bian was about to say.

"I'll have a light meal for you and a warm tea to relax your empty stomach." He then left Bian's presence without giving Bian a chance to speak.

"He didn't listen to me who wanted to talk." Hela Bian could not prevent Kinan from going to get food for her.

Seeing Kinan's departure, at least makes Bian can calm his heart and his feelings that had been felt chaotic because of Kinan's gaze, coupled with his embarrassment to his stomach that suddenly sounded rumbling because he was hungry.

"Today's really fucked up." His murmur let out a long sigh at his reckless manner and at the incident that made him so humiliating in front of Kinan today.

For a moment he became silent, thinking back about his departure tomorrow and he who had not had time to talk to Kinan about his plan.

"I have to talk to him today." It sounds heavy to do it.

"After I said, what then? Am I going to ask him to wait for me? If he says he doesn't, what do I have to answer? Nothing is certain here."

Suddenly Bian felt anxious about it, considering he had experienced the same situation and events like this. Although it was still uncertain the reason his father called him, but his heart still felt uneasy about it.

"Damn, I'm so confused what to do now."

Presumably his feelings for Kinan were so serious, considering that he seemed reluctant to part from Kinan and did not want to leave his current place. The feeling that had only grown in a while had stuck to the corner of his deepest heart. What makes Bian so sure of his feelings for Kinan that it's hard to let go?