My Little Girlfriend

80. The End of Doubt

Walking with ambiguous feelings, is actually confusing for both. Given the absence of binding ties from the current relationship of the two. Added to the doubts that enveloped the two, to add its own burden.

For Kinan, this was something beyond his shadow, especially this was the first new thing he experienced. Therefore he was still trying to find answers to the things that made him so upset. The feeling he was feeling right now was a sense of disbelief with the various questions he had on himself, more about things he had not even thought about before.

No different from Kinan who until now still confused with his own mind. The same is felt by Bian at this time. Although he has expressed his interest, but his feelings have not been relieved. He looks still not satisfied, despite already revealing his heart to Kinan. The feeling seemed to be still stuck and not calm, until several times made him continue to feel thoughtful.

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With the two separated by this current distance, forcing the two to be apart for a while and leaving behind for a moment the awkwardness that existed between them. Although not bound by any relationship, but because of the events that occurred in the hospital, making both of them now feel a turbulent feeling.

The uncontrolled chest leaflet of feelings that began to be conveyed, now makes the two are in a closer relationship, but on the one hand is also a little confusing.

"I'm interested in you"

With just that one sentence alone, it has made both owners feel a deep sense of eternal heart, both for those who say it and for those who listen to it themselves. Sentences that are actually full of various meanings and meanings in it are what Kinan and Bian now want to clarify.

"I think I should make my sentence clear." Said Bian with great consideration after thinking long enough.

"How can I confirm the answer, huh?" While Kinan himself still could not decide the turmoil of his heart which now still seemed to be in turmoil.

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From the opposite distance and far away, for some reason both can have the same mind and eternity. The hearts of both seem to have been connected by themselves, even though they were not asked or agreed.

Within a week the two separated, and in that time also the feelings that disturbed them for a few days could be a little enlightened, although there are some things that still need both of them to make sure the answer is more clear.

"I want to see him soon." Bian said with a serious expression staring straight at the window of his hotel room.

His serious facial expression by looking straight at the window of his hotel room, made Bian so think about the thing that had bothered him all this time, even though his work remained a priority for him. However, his own feelings also seem to be the most important part of his life, given that he has been troubled several times.

After resolving her feelings of dilemma towards Adel, who is her closest friend, now she is still struck by the same feelings as Kinan, her childhood girl friend.

There are many things he wants to make sure of, especially his own feelings. Because he does not want to continue to drag on his own eternal, from the things he contemplated while in Japan, many things he can find, including the answer to his own feelings.

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Whether it was a momentary feeling, or really a feeling that continued to flow in the chest, it seemed that it could only be ascertained by the owner of his heart.

In this sense of constant worry, there are so many things to be clear about, especially the feeling itself. Inside the hotel where he works at this time, looks Kinan who is still trying to reconcile his heart that is afraid of the dilemma feeling that is plaguing him.

"Where is Kinan's sister going?" Ask a colleague.

"Ah, I'm going to the library for a second." Answer Kinan.

"Oh, okay."

Kinan again continued his journey towards the library, having finished answering a question from his colleague who happened to cross paths with him.

With a slow step, he headed for a room that was enough to make him feel happy, and comfortable every time he came to him. The library has become her favorite place to work in a hotel.

"I always like it whenever I look at books neatly lined up like this." Said Kinan as soon as he arrived at the library.

His expression turned to delight the moment he entered the library, even his face could not hide his joy by just looking at the books neatly lined up in front of him.

"What should I do, huh? Everything looks clean and tidy?" He felt confused after entering the library.

Because he already knew almost all the contents of the books on the shelves of the library, Kinan so confused himself to read what books, considering himself who had almost read all his books.

However, his eyes seemed to catch a book title that was so interesting to his attention when trying to go down several bookshelves. He stopped his steps in front of the shelf, and tried to pick up the book that had drawn his attention.

The sheets of the book he was holding, he opened slowly, and did not forget he read every sentence he saw in the book, although not everything he read. His book looks so interesting, that it unconsciously makes him drift in the contents of the story he is reading.

Although he felt his admiration for the novel he read, but his expression actually looks uncomfortable after reading it. As if he had seen a story he should not have read. He immediately put the book he held back in its original place, and chose to switch to another favorite place.

"Well.." His screams when accidentally the fall of the book on his head when he was about to walk.

Kinan held his head that felt pain, then rubbed it slowly to relieve a little pain.After that he tried to take back the book that fell on his head.

However, as he tried to retrieve his book, there was another hand that wanted to take his book. With a slightly surprised expression, Kinan turned his head forward and he was taken aback by the presence of someone in front of him, who was none other than Bian.

Surprised, Kinan could barely even balance his body when he was about to stand up, before finally being captured by Bian.

"Ah, I'm sorry." Said Kinan who tried to release his body from Bian's capture. However, Bian actually increasingly tighten the hand that holds Kinan's body, to make the body of the two more closely attached.

Of course, the things done by Bian made Kinan surprised, especially at their current closeness.

"Ah, sorry." Bian let go of his wound, giving a small smile to Kinan who was staring at him in confusion. He could only smile at his expression, then choose to put back the book he had held earlier.

"How are you?" He said it to Kinan after putting the book down.

"I'm.."

"Are you sick?" Bian's attitude that followed lowered his face closer to Kinan made Kinan shocked. Because they remember their faces getting closer to each other.

"No-no, I'm fine, sir." Kinan quickly retreated his steps, feeling quite surprised by Bian's position being so close.

"Good then. I thought you were sick." Lega Bian's.

"That's.. I'm sorry I don't know if you're back from Japan?" Kinan said trying to shake off his awkwardness.

"It's okay, because I didn't say it on purpose. But, what are you doing here? Why aren't you at your place?"

"Ah, that. sorry. Actually because I was feeling bad, so I came to the library, that I also did during the break. Ah, it's past her break." Answer Kinan who felt guilty for having been in the library for a long time.

"I'm not scolding you, I mean why did you choose to come to the library?" Said Bian.

"Because I love this place." Answer Kinan.

"That's it! I think so too, because of all the places in this hotel, why would I even find you here?"

Kinan was quite surprised by the sentence thrown by Bian, he even tried to digest with what he heard earlier.

"I haven't changed my clothes, I just got to the hotel, and now I'm right here in front of you right now. Do you know why I did it?" Said Bian again.

Deg, instantly Kinan's heart was beating fast as soon as he heard it. He did not even know why his heart suddenly became trembling because of that sentence.

"That's because I want to make sure I feel for you." Bian again said the thing he wanted to say, although Kinan still remained silent with his terpenes expression.

"Sir, that.." With doubt Kinan tried to say something to Bian who was now standing closer to him.

"S-i..." Kinan's eyes widened as Bian's face drew closer to him. Instantly making his body fixated with what he did, and unconsciously could only look at Bian's face which was now getting closer to his face.

His heart was pounding loudly, his eyes could not hide his surprise, making his body unable to move freely because he was fixated on staring at Bian.

"Can I do it?" Said Bian to Kinan who was now looking at him nervously.

"You can push my body if you want to refuse." Said Bian again who was now getting closer to Kinan's face.

"Pa.." One kiss had landed on his lips, as he was about to say something.