My Little Girlfriend

32. Salau Hit Bian

It turns out that Bian brought his lock necklace to Jogja, along with a padlock necklace owned by Adel that he had borrowed before. And, right now he was looking at her fixedly between his fingers.

"What should I do when I tell him?" He said by looking closely at the two necklaces in his hands.

"Should I say, how are you? haven't seen each other in a long time? or did I keep my promise to you, do you still remember me?." He tried to formulate the sentence he wanted to say to Kinan.

Because it feels strange and awkward, with his regret, Bian just threw the necklace on his bed. He made a frustrated expression and let out a few long breaths.

"What do I want now? he doesn't even remember me." His words that felt futile because Kinan himself did not remember him.

"When I felt guilty for forgetting the necklace and its name." Reciprocity. "And again, he himself proposed to give the initials of the letters in his necklace, so that one day I would not forget them."

Bian is completely inexhaustible with what he is doing right now.

"But that was 21 years ago. Isn't it natural that he doesn't remember? I, too, can't remember it?" He tried to understand Kinan's position.

Because he felt frustrated himself, he no longer cared and tried to lay his body on the mattress. The necklace that he had thrown on his bed, he put it back beside his sleep.

Although trying not to care, and want to get rid of the necklace, but he still stared fondly at his necklace.

...

"Hows it? have you prepared everything?" Ask Bian to Dimas, about the readiness of their departure later.

"Already sir. I've prepared everything." Answer Dimas.

"All right, let's go." Bian said again, to take care of their last business. This time they just went the two without Kinan.

The two returned to meet someone, this was his last meeting before he returned to the headquarters. There was a short business that he had to finish there immediately, so he decided to come back sooner.

Due to his promise with Adel, Bian was forced to commute between the office and the hotel for some time to come. He could not stay here longer considering there are things that he must immediately make sure, namely his heart and feelings.

"When I arrive, I'll do it soon, so that I can be sure and calm about this." Say it in the heart.

It seemed, this was a decision that he had seriously thought about a few days ago, to overcome his immortality and gloom over these few days. His expression seemed so steady and confident at the decision he would take later.

...

Bian is not a shaky person actually, he always believes in what he believes all along. He will focus on one goal, and take responsibility for it at all costs, including his feelings. Therefore, he seems firm and not easy to shake. He was the one who always kept the promises he made to himself.

However, for some reason, just because a necklace had made him confused and unfocused for a few days.

The feeling he held for Adel from long ago, even he was still guarding until this second. Although he was close and met several women while in Canada, there was no intention of him to break the promise. It seemed, this was the first time for him to feel a dilemma in his heart.

Although he can still communicate well, but to meet it feels so difficult, considering he is sometimes not in one place, because he has to meet several clients and investors.

Both himself, Adel and Adnan, are equally busy with their respective lives so it is difficult to meet and make the three relationships awkward, because they have not met for a long time.

"I came back because of it, so I tried to believe in my feelings as well as her feelings.."

Bian assures himself that what he believes is true and will never change. Therefore, he decided to go home sooner than the appointed time.

...

Bian and Dimas returned to the hotel after finishing a meeting with some of his colleagues. Before leaving, he tried to get Kinan to meet, as there was something he had to tell her as the hotel manager.

"I'm sorry I had to go back so fast." Bian said to Kinan in front of him. "This is something you should always remember, and do to the hotel." He said again while giving a map containing guides and hotel improvement matters to Kinan as long as he was not around.

"I'll be back in a few days, I still don't know when, but I'll call you soon if my business is done." Said Bian again.

"Well, I'll do as your request." Answer Kinan received the map.

Bian stared fixedly at the face of Kinan who was in front of him. There was a doubt in him about asking about the necklace.

"Sorry sir, is there anything you want to say to me?" Kinan said feeling Bian continue to look at him without saying anything.

"No one, you can go." Reply Bian later.

"I'm sorry then." Connect Kinan, then say goodbye to Bian and Dimas.

As soon as Kinan left, Bian fell silent again. He clenched his hands together and put them on the table, thinking.

"We'll just go." He said to Dimas, and stepped out of the restaurant.

There were many things that he talked about with Kinan earlier, one of which was about what he had to do as long as he was not around. As if in a hurry, Bian left just like that after saying what he wanted to say to Kinan today. Due to his accelerated departure schedule, he immediately headed to the airport today.

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"Sister, promise me you won't forget me."

"I promise. But, why don't you want me to forget you?"

"Because brother is family." His smile was so radiant and electrifying to the boy. "I love being with my sister, you know, you're a good brother."