My Little Girlfriend
112. Something That awaits
After making sure of each other's feelings for each other, but now the two must split for a moment because Bian who had to return to the headquarters because of his unfinished duties. The last moment that occurred in front of the kosan was the last time for Bian and Kinan to meet each other, especially after the relationship of the two were finally united.
When the morning has welcomed the two, Kinan and Bian are faced with a different situation. Kinan who returned to work as usual, found Bian who had left and left his room which was now empty again.
The emptiness seems so felt by Kinan, he who since last night can not sleep because he continues to think about his love for Bian and the status of his relationship with Bian who has now turned into a couple. The difference is quite felt that he felt so entered work and did not see the whereabouts of Bian who had just met him last night.
"This is not the first time." His mind on Bian's departure.
Like there was something empty when he did not see his face, although Bian's departure was not the first time he felt, but somehow his feeling became so strange, so strange, especially after his relationship with Bian who is currently officially united.
What is this feeling? Why do I want to see his face again?
Although he still does not believe in the reality of himself who has now been in a relationship with Bian, but Kinan who is still half-believed, tries to control himself, but he is still half-believed, in order not to look excessive in expressing his true feelings only the first time he felt it.
I feel happy, but also a little confused in expressing it.
This is a new thing for him, being able to be in a relationship with a man he likes is something that never existed in his shadow, because the problem of romance never crossed even though in the mind of Kinan who had only chosen to focus on work.
"I've never been in love or courting before, which is why I'm a little confused now. Moreover, the reason I was wasting my thoughts on love was because I was unsure and confident that I could find the person I wanted to be."
Despite being calm as usual, but his expression clearly could not lie to himself who was now in a situation that was so thrilling and his feelings.
Seeing that he was still unable to condition his heart after expressing his feelings in front of Bian, as well as his current self who was already in love with Bian, made him continue to feel in a confusing situation, she said, especially something that will wait for him to come forward once his relationship with Bian is known by others.
"He didn't ask for this relationship to be hidden, but it didn't seem like it needed to be made public." He said a little worried after he who has now been in a relationship with Bian.
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In a different place, Bian who had arrived at his apartment again, could not hide his pleasure after returning from Jogja. The look on his face always brings a smile, as if there is something that he should give a smile.
"Is there anything that makes you happy, Bi? And that smile?" Adel who happened to be with him felt strange when he saw Bian who did not stop smiling. With Adnan next to him, Adel looked confusedly at Bian.
Bian realized from his daydream once Adel reprimanded him, he turned to look at Adel and Adnan. His face instantly changed rapidly as he stared at his two best friends.
"Sorry, what did you say?" Reply Bian who again asked Adel because a little was not heard.
Adel was silent to see the behavior of Bian who today is a little different. "Aren't you usually like this? Is there something that makes you not focus, to express like this?" Adel looked at Bian demanding an answer.
"Expression like this how do you mean? My feelings are ordinary?" Bian asked back who felt there was nothing strange about him.
"Little." Adnan replied briefly after hesitating to say it.
"No, really, there's something weird about you, Bi." Said Adel who was so sure there was something on Bian.
"You two are so much better, my people are nothing." Reply Bian to his two best friends while trying to take a drink on the table.
"What expression did I make of you until you were this excited?" He said again, which leads to Adel.
"That's what I want to know." Adel.
Bian was silent for a moment, trying to find the right reason to answer Adel's sense of alignment.
"Em. well that's how it is, today I feel a little happy.." Said Bian who gave his sweet smile back when staring at Adel.
In addition, Adel who heard Bian's reply instantly felt strange when he saw Bian making this kind of expression, something he had never seen before.
"Feeling happy? Is that what makes you happy to keep daydreaming like this?" Ask Adel.
"Oh, so I'm daydreaming huh? I'm sorry, maybe it's because I'm just too happy." Bian again replied with a smile. His expression was clearly showing happiness.
Adel again fixated on Bian's attitude that felt a little different, and somehow his feelings suddenly felt strange, like something was stuck. Not only did he feel strange, Adnan who had just been silent, also looked strangely at Bian's attitude today.
"What makes you happy?" Adel who was still curious, asked back to Bian.
"There's an lha.." With a moment pausing his sentence, Bian smiled again when he remembered Kinan's figure. "Something I didn't know I should explain to you." He looked at his two best friends.
Both Adel and Adnan looked puzzledly at Bian's explanation. The two seemed to wonder at each other at the ambiguous sentence thrown by Bian, thus creating a sudden atmosphere of silence.
"I went to your apartment last night, but it didn't seem like you were inside, nor did you pick up the phone from me back then, so I just left. Was there anything at the time? And does that have anything to do with how you feel right now?" Adnan said that he gave his voice which was a lot of silence.
"Oh yeah? Sorry, I haven't checked my phone yet because, and actually I just got here." Reply Bian.
"Just got here? You mean you left and just got to your apartment?" Adel made his comments.
"Yep, actually I just got back from Jogja."
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