My Little Girlfriend

78. The Conferred Feelings

One sentence that struck out like lightning struck him so troubled his heart. A sentence never imagined at all by the owner of the heart, Kinanti Agustine. The girl who has lived her life for 25 years, is now in the midst of a new feeling this first time she felt. His chest trembled even more violently than usual, with his body fixated on responding to his shock.

"I didn't hear wrong, did I?"

"What should I do now?"

In his tiny innards, he could not stop thinking about the sentence Bian had thrown at him. He even had trouble sleeping because he thought about it. Although it has been flipping through the body to find a comfortable sleeping position, but still can not close both eyes.

"This is impossible. I must have just misheard. Yeah, that must be so." He wakes up from his sleep, trying to deny what he heard earlier after returning from the hospital with Bian.

"Although that's the case, I still can't stop thinking about it." His complaints are frustrated by himself.

In his frustration, Kinan again remembered the incident on his way home with Bian earlier. At that time, because he was so surprised, he could not even control his expression, as well as his heart that seemed to respond to his surprise.

In the car that only contained two people in it, it instantly created a serene silence on the two people who were inside.

"You don't have to feel burdened by the expression of feelings I've done to you. Because it's about how I feel, so let me solve it myself."

Kinan remained silent even though Bian had already said that sentence to him, because at that moment all he felt was a confused feeling of not knowing what to respond to.

Stiffened, confused, and pounding at the same time, so it is difficult to just say a reply to the sentence thrown by Bian at that time, and after that it just ends without saying anything until you go back to the boarding house.

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At the time of Kinan who continued to think about the expression of Bian's feelings, so he could not sleep despite trying to close his eyes. In his current room, who had just come from driving Kinan home, was seen also experiencing the same thing as Kinan felt. Apparently, he could not stop to think about the meeting with Kinan, especially about the expression of his feelings to Kinan.

Bian looks mixed after expressing his feelings to Kinan directly. There was a sense of relief, pleasure, but there was also a hint of anxiety enveloping his heart.

Although he had confidently said that he would resolve his own feelings, and asked Kinan not to feel burdened by it, in fact he still felt the thought of the sentence he made himself. In his heart, of course, hope his expression does not stop here, because he hopes to continue with him.

"Why did I say that, try it!" To himself, who had said his last words.

"But how could I not say that, if he had just been quiet. Even his expression just now looked burdened." His speech was referring to Kinan who was silent only after he said his sentence.

"Although so, may he really not feel burdened." The lid ends the daydream.

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One day after the incident that both made the two awkward has now passed, although both of them still think about the moment. Both, Bian and Kinan remain preoccupied by their daily activities as they usually do.

"Hey, ma'am Kinan, good morning." Greet someone on Kinan who looks rested.

"Lho Aura, how come you've come to work! Not yesterday you were still sick." Kinan looked surprised to see Aura greeting and sitting next to him.

"Lha, why are you even going to work now?"

"It's precisely because of that that that I'm entering today."

"Well! Meanin?" Confused Kinan.

"I'm still curious and also very much the same happened yesterday. Therefore, today I believe in entering, even though my body has not fully recovered." Aura.

"Well! Yesterday? Meanin?" Kinan stared confusedly at Aura who was sitting beside him.

"Eiy, mbak Kinan do not pretend not to know that dong, later I become sad." Said Aura looking at Kinan's still confused face.

"That's it, about Mr. Bian who drove Kinan's mother to the hospital." Say again.

Deg, Kinan immediately became nervous as soon as Aura brought back the matter about Bian who drove him to the hospital yesterday. His expression looked uneasy, and even scanned the surroundings so that no one would hear the conversation.

"Hey, why discuss that here. Later if anyone hears it can be misunderstood, you know!" Kinan said asking Aura to shut her mouth. " And, you could've just come in because of this, try?" Pinch Kinan on Aura's arm slowly due to the anxiety on Aura's behavior.

"Because I'm still curious, so mbak Kinan try dong's story, what happened yesterday, why.. " Aura observed the surroundings for a moment. "Why did Kinan come along with Mr. Bian yesterday." Continue in a slow tone.

Kinan swallowed his saliva, and as a result he recalled the expression of Bian's feelings towards him. "Yesterday you've got the answer from sir, em. he I mean." Answer then.

"Indeed, but I feel like there's still something stuck, you know. Especially the relationship between Kinan and sir, uh, he I mean."

Kinan was silent for a moment hearing Aura say that. "What's wrong, between us there is no relationship whatsoever, you are lacking the attitude of the lady. I'm working again, I'm going back to my job." His reply who tried to remain calm responded to Aura's attitude.

"Surely there's nothing!" Temptation Aura.

"Yes, what do you think between us is there? That's something that doesn't make sense." Kinan Reply refers to the status of those who are superiors and subordinates.

"Yes, I thought so at first too. Where maybe we can be close to the boss himself, but I changed my mind when Mr. B., he who even drove Kinan to the hospital. Tell him all his work, but does it make sense! I'm not even an exemplary employee like Kinan." Aura's voice was full of her suspicions.

Kinan until fixated on hearing all Aura's suspicions.

"Basically this child, in addition to the innate, he is sensitive to things that are not important like this. It's really dangerous, if he finds out later." Natin Kinan felt speechless at Aura's attitude.

"But between us, isn't there anything? I'm also not sure if yesterday was real. He just said he was interested in me, and he didn't like me."

"Yey.. In fact, replied dong there is a relationship between Kinan and Pak Bian."

"Hush!, I told you not to say his name." Close Kinan on the mouth of Aura.