My Little Girlfriend

103. Determined Bian

Adnan seemed to run out of words after hearing the sentence said by Bian. To him, it was something shocking, especially the sentence coming out of the mouth of a Bian.

"Now what are you going to do? If you really loved her, would you continue to pursue her, even if she had openly rejected you like this?"

"Maybe you'll find me weird, but I can't seem to get far from him. Therefore, I want to fight for it a little." Bian said with his sincerity.

Looking at Bian who was giving a serious look and expression for the first time, slightly made Adnan fixated. The expression that Bian was making at the moment, Adnan had never seen before, therefore he felt a little surprised as soon as he saw it for the first time.

"It's up to you if that's what you want, as your best friend, all I can do is support you." Adnan who is now beginning to understand, supports the wishes of his best friend.

"Thanks, but I'm still confused about my move. Howdidyou think? What should I do if that happens?" Bian tries to ask for advice from his best friend, Adnan.

"Eum.." Adnan who never experienced it, enough difficulty to answer it.

"If until that happens, maybe you should try to accept it, you can still meet even if it's just different cities."

"Your answer is the same as mine." Bian smiled wryly upon hearing Adnan's reply.

"Well! So you told your family about this?" Adnan seems quite surprised by Bian who has said about his interest in his family.

"Yes, before calling you here, I met them first and I told them the truth that there was a woman I liked there."

"So how's your family reacting?"

"Similar as you mean. They told me not to worry, because I could still meet him, well, even though they were quite shocked at first, after I said it." Bian.

"Your father and grandfather weren't really upset about this?" Ask Adnan who felt quite surprised by the response from the Bian family.

"No, they were just a little surprised. Although papa kept forcing me to think about going back to headquarters, but he wasn't angry about it, just told me to consider his request."

"Does this mean that your family agrees with you about your feelings?"

"Oh, it looks like that."

Adnan was quite surprised, because he knew very well how hard and tight the Bian family was on Bian. He did not expect Bian would be this easy to get permission from his family, because in the past when he was with Adel, looks like a look of dislike shown by papa Bian to Adel, he said, until it ends forcing Bian fairies to Canada for 2 more years and make it with Adel at that time, it feels difficult to just meet Bian.

"You said you loved her, right? But now that he has rejected you, then what if he accepts you later after you try? What are you going to do with your relationship going forward?"

"That's also what I'm thinking about right now, because about the reason she rejected me there's a connection to the same question you're asking right now."

"meaning?" Adnan was still quite confused by Bian's intentions.

"It seems he's not too sure about me. Therefore, he refused and did not accept me." Bian recounted with a slightly sad expression when he re-imagined the moment Kinan rejected his feelings.

"Because of my office, my social status, and also with myself." Again Bian gave a confusing sentence to Adnan. However, after examining it for a moment, Bian also began to understand the direction of Bian's sentence.

"Is he burdened about your background?" Adnan's question got a nod from Bian. "Then what does that mean to you?"

"She wants a more serious relationship, not just a casual sense of attraction." Reply Bian, still with his gloomy facial expression.

"more seriously? Mean wedding?"

Bian nodded confirming Adnan's opinion. And, Adnan who tried to look at the meaning of the sentence he said himself, was stunned until he was immediately silent, as if out of words.

"How now? Have you found a solution to that?"

"I'm still thinking about it, because it's not easy to do."

"You said you loved her, that means you'd do it, if you two could really come together?"

"Looks like. It's not a bad decision anyway, is it? And, I just need to convince her again later about how I feel."

Returning silent, Adnan still seemed quite shaken by the determination that Bian was about to make. It looks serious and looks confident, although previously it still looks confused and consider it.

"But, still you have to think about it carefully, because getting married is not something that is easy to do." Although still a little surprised, but Adnan wanted to give advice to Bian to think back.

"I know, that's why I don't want to be rash. My feelings for him were sincere, but about stepping up that level, it had never crossed my shadow at all, so I was still a little confused what to do when he talked about marriage. But, after I thought about it, I felt I could do it." Said Bian when thinking back about marriage.

"It looks like I'm the same as you, because it's not in my shadow at all." Adnan feels the same as Bian, because he also has not thought about the relationship that leads to marriage, because all this time too busy at work.

Both were swept away in their minds and suddenly silence was silent in the noisy atmosphere of the cafe bar they came to at this time.

...

The person the two were talking about right now, seemed to be living life as usual. Kinan remained on his usual self-activity, and worked as usual without obstacles, although sometimes the thought of Bian appeared in his mind. Although not even one day Bian left the hotel, there are different feelings felt by Kinan after the departure of Bian, to make himself feel strange about the feeling he first felt it.

Moreover, his feelings increasingly strange, after saying a sentence of rejection to Bian before his departure. He keeps thinking about what he did to Bian. There is a feeling of guilt, unease, awkwardness and on the other hand feeling a little regretful.

"Why am I like this, anyway? I should be relieved." He said that he actually felt uncomfortable after rejecting Bian's feelings.

Kinan pondered back on Bian's feelings for her who looked sincere to him. However, because his insecure sense makes himself give a limit to Bian who is quite different from him.

"No, this decision is correct, therefore I must not waver and be upset like this." Kinan tried to awaken himself to the decision he had made. However, just as suddenly his chest reacted, as if rejecting his decision.