My Little Girlfriend

110. The Relationship That Binds

Still in Bian's room, Kinan, who had just said his feelings to Bian, felt awkward and embarrassed about having to meet Bian face to face and sit next to him now.

"You said you wanted to go home, right?" Said Bian trying to melt the silent atmosphere by trying to invite Kinan to chat, and the question only got a small nod from Kinan.

"Sorry, I'm holding you back like this." He said again, who was now staring fixedly at Kinan beside him.

Kinan smiled awkwardly looking at Bian who was looking at him fixedly with the look of his eyes that were looking at him full of feeling, making it difficult to take his eyes off of Bian's gaze.

"Have you come with Mr. Dimas?" Kinan tried to shift his awkwardness by asking Bian.

"No, I came alone." Reply Bian.

Kinan gave his surprised expression to Bian's reply.

"You came by yourself? Then what about Mr Dimas?" Ask to find Dimas' whereabouts.

"Why are you even talking about Dimas, when again there is me in front of you now?" Said Bian, putting on an expression that turned into a frown.

Kinan looked confusedly at Bian, and felt a strange feeling at Bian's change in expression.

Is there something wrong with my words, huh?

Kinan tried to ask himself about the thing that was confusing him right now in front of Bian.

"Have any of my words offended you?" Ask later with a little doubt.

"True, your words so offended me, they pissed me off and made me jealous." Replied Bian who instead gave his sweet smile to Kinan who was confused.

Kinan who was still confused could only remain silent without trying to respond to Bian's answer.

"I mean, stop talking about other men while you're with me right now." Bian brought her closer to Kinan and made Kinan look awkward.

"You know, I'm actually a little jealous." His smile that now turned hugged Kinan.

Of course the expression made Kinan's heart pound even more, so it was difficult to express his shock.

My chest is pounding again, how is this? Mr. Bian must have heard it, right?

Kinan slightly held back the shame when hugged by Bian, especially at the pounding of his chest that was vibrating faster when embraced by Bian.

"Today I'm really happy, thank you?" Bian took off his wound and looked happily at Kinan in front of him. His smile made Kinan feel happy.

"Thank you for making my feelings so relieved and happy like this. My sudden arrival also became more colorful." Said Bian feeling so happy, that he unconsciously continued to sing her smile. A sweet kiss from him he landed on Kinan's forehead.

The treatment that Bian did to him, again made Kinan fixated and also felt strange himself. There is a feeling that is so tickling, pounding ungodly, but also a sense of happiness at the same time, when he must get a sweet treatment bertubi from Bian.

Since this was the first time she had felt such a warm and sweet treatment from a man who liked her, it seemed that it still made Kinan a little awkward and kept wondering to himself, instead, especially the strange feeling when feeling it directly.

"Gee, I think I've been holding you here for too long." Said Bian feeling sorry for holding Kinan for too long.

"I don't really want you to leave, but as it gets night time, it seems like I'm going to have to let you go home." He said again who felt rather fondly left behind by Kinan.

Kinan looked at the sky that was getting darker and the time that was also getting late. His expression seemed to not expect that time could go that fast, but he felt that Bian had just come before him.

"Say you still have a job at the head office, is it okay you leave it like this?" Ask Kinan then, at Bian who must come to the hotel in Jogja.

"You're right, there's still something I need to sort out at headquarters, but because of someone, it makes me have to fly here alone." Reply Bian while looking towards Kinan.

Kinan, who was meant by Bian, could only be silent with his expression confused at what Bian meant. While Bian was seen smiling at the expression Kinan made, an expression that seemed to ask for more explanation from him.

"If it wasn't for you refusing my weeklong courting call, I probably wouldn't have come here today." Reveal Bian, who finally said the reason for his arrival.

Kinan fell silent, he understood the direction of Bian's words. Reminds me of the conversation he and Bian had on the phone a while ago before Bian finally came straight here.

"I'm sorry about that, because actually at that time I also felt confused about what to answer." Reply Kinan who felt regret.

"I know, so you don't have to apologize. Although I was actually a little disappointed at that time, but if you didn't reject my invitation at that time, maybe I wouldn't be here and listen to your feelings, would I?" Bian's smile was now more accepting and no longer concerned about the rejection.

Kinan smiled knots and nodded in agreement at Bian's words. Justifying his words that are true, because anyway it has already happened to him now. Although it has already happened, it seems, until now Kinan still did not expect to be able to honestly say his feelings to Bian which he actually always doubted and he ignored all this time.

"Now you have no more reason to avoid me, therefore you cannot run away from me like before. And I have no intention of letting you go either." Said Bian looking at Kinan with seriousness, despite the smile she had from the corner of his lips.

What does that mean..

"True, you and I are now tied to each other in a relationship." Said Bian as if he could read Kinan's mind.

"Is it okay you and I are like this?" Kinan still seems to not feel calm on his relationship with Bian, even though the feelings of the two are already tied to each other.

"Why really? You scared? or just embarrassed to be with me?"

"I'm not ashamed to be with you, it's just that I'm a little scared." Honest Kinan was at the thing that worried him, although he said it a little doubtfully and carefully in front of Bian.

"Look at my eyes Kinan." Bian held onto Kinan's face which was looking down, then looked at him closely at the two female eyeballs he liked.

"Just feel inferior like this, you're telling me how you feel, because you believe in me, right?"

His speech got a small nod from Kinan.

"Because of that, try to trust me and don't be afraid anymore." Bian's smile calmed Kinan's feelings. Kinan who gained reassurance and confidence from Bian was a little calmer and started to believe it.

"It can't be this way, nih. If you continue to be here, I'm afraid I will cross the line. I'll take you home now." Said Bian who immediately stood up to drive Kinan home before his sanity was lost in front of Kinan.