Let Me Choose

Overwhelmed

"Mas Prabu hurts what the hell?" Retno smiled spoiled while holding the hand of Dr. Prabu.

"I'm sick to miss you dear." Dr. Prabu rubbed Retno's head with a smile.

"Like to make me anxious, suddenly disappeared no news what year he was sick at home. That's the hospital where consultations and treatment of all kinds of diseases why even isolate yourself at home?"

"I even feel afraid myself for a health consultation alone let alone to be treated, if you are taking care of me I would like because surely cepet cured heee..."

"That means it's a strange disease."

"Emang strange, if Dr. Burhan said it was the name of the disease of young people when not married."

"Narang is the name of the disease period can be divided into which for young people where for children and also for adults, where the disease for unmarried and married, which is, I think the same disease could befall everyone."

"Yes too? I'm just afraid to face the verdict of the disease in my body, so I better rest myself later and see you healthy again."

"Yes, look, if not?"

"I told security to take you here."

"Yeeee.coercion."

"I like the maksha."

"I don't want to be forced."

"Yes I don't want to force, how many sets yesterday advanced to the semi-finals?"

"Five."

"Lumayan kills pent-up desire fifty percent."

"Fifty percent what?"

"Yes, we're done now."

"Nake it."

"What I like is good."

"Anyways I want revenge later same Mas."

"Based for what?"

"Mas didn't watch me when I won a ticket to the semifinals and Mas instead got sick staying home without any news."

"I'm resigned dear, so you don't want to see me when I go down to the field tomorrow?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"It's okay if you're looking for a break-even, but you have to give me doping."

"Doping what?"

"Yes ammo for my spirit in the field."

"What's that?"

Dr. Prabu brought his face closer to Retno's face as shiny as Dr. Prabu smelled Retno's smooth cheeks, and Retno became embarrassed fearing that anyone would see her while they sat in the living room.

Especially in front of maybe on the terrace or in the garden there is the same Intan dr Imam who may again be dating as well as them, and behind there was Mr. Min with Bi Iyah who at any time they might pass in front of them.

Retno pinched Dr. Prabu's waist, constantly complaining and shouting.

Dr. Prabu sleeps in the lap of Retno who sits casually while watching television, deep down in her heart feelings of guilt and sinful feelings in the girl she loves so much like the weight on her shoulders and her feelings.

Retno's delicate hand stroked the hair of Dr. Prabu who was more comfortable sleeping on Retno's lap.

His hands are held to stay in that position, sometimes Dr. Prabu's hands guide Retno's hands towards her face.

Will he have the ability to be honest honestly in front of Retno, and how the injury of Retno dr Prabu really can not imagine it.

"Mas, I miss Kangjeng Mom, Kangjeng Romo and also Dimas my sister, My mother, Romoku is getting older or because I rarely see ya? the feeling of every video call Mother always cries while I in her cry feel mediocre just the longing that I always feel."

Dr. Prabu wakes up from his sleep and sits next to Retno in the same position. Then looked inside the beautiful face in front of him.

"Retno darling maybe they also feel the same feeling as you, go home so that they and you can both treat your longing. I'll take you to find out what's the right time?"

"There's always sadness every time I go home."

"Retno, if I could take away all your grief from your parents and all your family, I would do anything because it all started with my selfishness."

"For why do we only realize everything after all this time we separated after so long we did not meet each other where the beginning of our problems began. If I could find you in the past, I might have gotten an answer."

"I'm sorry Retno in the matter between us I'm the one who's the most guilty of not returning to you not seeing yourself after the incident is the thing I regret the most, though how wounded your heart is and tormented your heart is while I pass only following selfishness and anger and resentment in my heart."

"Let it be my past and now I am steady and confident in my choice to step with you because I love you."

Dr. Prabu nodded pulling Retno into his arms.

I who now feel unsure of Retno, with the burden of sin in my heart my soul feeling for you for what I have done to Alya seems to be all outside my consciousness, I'm dirty Retno I've become a stained person full of disgrace one blemish in my life that I can't erase.

I will not rest one month until these next two months because I have sown seeds on people I do not love. I have sown seeds out of a feeling of resentment, I have sown seeds with a wounded feeling with a torn feeling of self-worth, he said, I defended Retno I wanted to prove that I could also destroy even though it would be back to me a very difficult problem.

"Dear, we go home and I want to start re-establishing friendship with your family."

"Are you sure?"

"Why not?"

"I am so happy and happy Mas and if my family still rejects Mas maybe it's time that I make a choice and require me to choose between the options."

"Retno, I'm not leaving you again and I'm sure you chose your love"

"Why would you like to propose to me again?" Retno said she was still in the arms of Dr Prabu.

The deg! O Allah is it possible that I will propose to you when I am in a tense time waiting for terror from Alya? for this one or two months?

"Yes Retno, if it has become your request I will apply for you whenever you are ready and sure after that we plan our future, you finish college moving work here, you will move to work here, we're married and we're living here."

"Mas I love you."

"I am also probably more than you think my love for you."

"I'm so lazy to go to Bandung again Mas heee..."

"And again the process is all dear, just live first I will always take you whenever I have time, right when you are angry even want to resign from the current job."

"I've changed everything I'm sure of my future with you Mas because there is no peace of my heart but with you."

"Retno, please don't leave me no matter what happens to me"

"Why do we talk so we can get through 5 years and now it's our happiness that we have to fight for."

"I'm just afraid of Retno, every day every night the fear that's inside me is that I'm afraid of losing you again and I'm hard to get back to."

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