Let Me Choose

Anxiety of a Mother

"I'm sorry Mom, I'm not a good friend to Alya, I can't tell where Alya is now and I don't know what his last activity will be like because I'm also busy working."

"Desty meeting you Mom is like meeting your own child, Mother is also not a good mother as a good example giver, as a good educator as a good guide, and a good teacher, nor is he a perfect person and a good teacher of attitude to my son."

"As a friend obviously I was wrong, although I said it all started with if and when, but I gave and contributed wrong thoughts to Alya so Alya tried without clear calculations, I'm a bad influence friend, I'm not a good friend who brings Alya to good."

"Don't apologize we should pray that Alya is healthy and well wherever he is, we ran out of ways and sense to find it only one that made Mom feel calm because for more than a month her departure had contacted Mom once and that number was not active anymore she gave an explanation that Mother did not worried she said that Alya was in some distant area and was fine."

"Astagfirullah.. When is it Mom?"

"A month more, I still keep that number but every day Mom's phone is never active

I wish she'd one day wear that number and be active but still can't."

"Maybe Alya has thrown the number away, ma'am, afraid that her whereabouts are traceable, that's her choice and while we appreciate letting her calm down first, maybe one day comes her awareness she'll contact Mom again."

"Desty, I hope that one day Alya can call you and tell you where she is, I remember so much, I'm anxious and curious even if it's just the news."

"Sama, I also hope like that Mom, I wait from day to day and contact anyone friends who allow Alya can stop by I call and I come, I go, but to date there has been no result."

"Thank you, Desty."

"Did I have any word from Dr. Prabu who knew they had agreed."

"In fact, he almost every day reported and asked the latest developments from Alya news, I as a parent also confused Desty what to say to Dr. Prabu."

"What is his attitude now? does he want to take responsibility?"

"Yes, he will be responsible, but I am equally Father Alya can not say anything because Alya is not there, but I am not, Alya does not want a Dr. Prabu responsible for his actions that make us feel surprised."

"Mother Prabu is married, will Alya be the second wife?"

"How else, I think everything is in the hands of Dr. Prabu, and all is not really thought of a dilemma also for Alya, unable to think that far Alya even went without news."

"Are you the same father not looking for another solution? looking for a surrogate husband for Alya?"

"Either Desty, we can not consult with Alya because Alya is not there, it occurred to us like that, but we have to ask Alya what he wants, he said, it's good how we get confused. To provide input and solutions, we can not take any decisions because Alya is not there, so all are deadlocked."

"What do you think about Alya going far away from Desty?"

"I think it's all about Alya's discomfort at home as well as at work. At that time he had talked and confided to me that he claimed to be much wrong towards both parents, at least that's his honest confession."

Sofyan Wijaya's mother silently looked at Desty and so far away her thoughts on her child. Alya's honesty has indeed been heard many times with an apology to her as her parents.

"But everything has happened we can not go back to the back, he can not provide the best way out for his parents who struggle every day to discuss the problem. Also the state of Dr. Prabu such as not allowing Alya to advance in such a position, it is completely wrong that it is possible if he is clearly still thinking of accepting dr. Prabu's responsibility as his second wife."

"What might be a problem is that Dr Prabu's wife would she accept the decision if she had been married? indeed the decision is in the hands of Dr Prabu if his wife is not willing will he still marry Alya?"

"Who's the wife that Desty wants to be with? for whatever reason, but circumstances require that Dr. Prabu make a decision."

"It's too much of a problem, involving everyone and family, and too painful for his wife, so Alya might think so, too, so it's better not to take a decision and live what he believes is right."

"Yes Desty Mommy can touch the heart of your son."

"Mothers know that Dr Prabu's decision to marry Alya has permission from his wife?"

"We're talking not that far as Desty, because when we came here we couldn't give any answer, me and his father just accept without Alya."

"That's it?"

"Is it possible that Desty heard Alya's complaint before she left? you're his close friend."

"Possibly Alya is confused and stressed also faces her problem, this is just a possibility and my view. Alya wanted to distance herself from the problem and get out as far as possible from the discomfort she felt." Desty was sure like that.

"Yes Desty Mother also now feels, Alya every morning treated with discomfort at home. Mother and Father are looking for a way out that does not meet the point. Mom panicked, embarrassed and anxious and various fears mixed into one so as to cause new problems in the family such as fighting for understanding every day."

"It was once complained Alya to me Mom, but I did not expect Alya to take such a bold step to live alone and away from family."

"We should have been better able to understand the feelings of his son to regard all these events as calamities, then we sat together to find a solution."

"May Alya be well and feel not far from me as his friend, I also always open the way of communication between my busy lives"

"We should embrace Alya more to be asked for an opinion after all Alya is an adult, and should understand us as parents again confused looking for what is best for him."

"Mother's concerns are very reasonable Desty here is also Alya does not take care of herself, invited to control the pregnancy he does not want to know what the pregnancy is like at this time, Mother is getting thinking, just thinking about it, however bad it is still the mother's son."

"She's also my best friend, Mom."

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Let Me Choose Less than ten episodes.

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