Let Me Choose

Let Me Choose
Heavy burden of mind



"Sorry chief sister Miranti, it's been a few days that the leadership room hasn't been cleaned how is this?" a cleaning service man asked the chief nun Miranti who had just arrived.


"It's okay just yesterday later also if you feel you have to clean it just clean it, go to another room first "


"Good Mom."


The chief sister Miranti just shook her head given the strangeness that is now again happening in her leadership, even involving herself, wants it to be over soon and the chief nun Miranti wants to apologize to Sister Retno.


Eight o'clock the leader came to be seen walking in the parking lot to his room, his dashing appearance all exhausted in service, service, shaving looks young in a dark blue suit almost black or dongker like a movie star in drakor-drakor which is now rife on television.


Sister chief Miranti again plunged into the field to help in the ER and directed the nurse because the patient suddenly boomed, there are those who want to give birth there are also critically ill and the most emergency there are patients in traffic accidents, there are those who want to give birth, and the people in the group became uncontrollable.


The chief nurse Miranti approached Dr. Prabu who was walking and walked with her while chatting.


"Good morning, boss, so fresh as it looks?"


"Oh, morning too, sister, how are you today?"


"It's fine, doc."


"Alhamdulillah."


"Dr Prabu does the room want to be cleaned?"


"Later first, just yesterday Retno later that afternoon I want to be with him later in the afternoon and the night should not be assigned to accompany Dr. SpOG practice Barin first Retno in my room."


"Dokter yakin?"


"Yes!"


Sister chief Miranti took a deep breath and they separated in their respective rooms, there will be let alone the ridiculous plan of Dr Prabu for Retno? bathin nurse chief Miranti.


KKN just walked to two weeks and Retno is still like a marathon hunting for absences and the time felt in the chase is so draining and feeling.


This afternoon Retno came early to the special attention of the chief nun Harni who felt sorry for her assistant, after hearing her story with Dr. Prabu and dr. Burhan on Sunday night, and Retno is allowed to leave early, but although leaving early the name of the trip is far still unpredictable especially now the rainy season, again, come yes still almost coincides with the time of absence activities and sip changes to begin.


Sister Erna was a friend of her fellow sisters who accompanied Dr. SpOG practice smiling and greeting her when meeting Retno in front of the guard room, and at that time the chief nun Miranti came with her instructions.


"Suster Retno please tonight do not accompany Dr. SpOG practice, something must be done and cleaned in the leadership room." the face of the chief nun Miranti still wryly looked at Retno.


"Good Mom."


And before long Retno came to the room of the chief nun Miranti with a room cleaner, broom, wipe, and mop and glass cleaning fluid, nun chief Miranti could not bear to see Retno taking all her orders and doing so sincerely.


"Mom, isn't the leader's room locked?"


"It doesn't seem to."


"Oh yeah, I clean it up first."


"Yes." Miranti's head nurse looked at Retno claustrophobicly.


Retno began to clean up the papers and maps in the room even on the floor all and saw one paper that had not been signed clearly there written the name of the leader Dr. Prabu Seto Wardhanna.


The deg! Retno was like stopping her heartbeat her eyes were pusar looking at the paper and convincingly also spelled out one name written on the paper, sure this one name that always existed in his heart was in his dreams and was in his do'a-do'a all this time, is this the answer of his many years of prayer? and is this Dr Prabu Seto Wardhana who used to fill his heart?


Why am I so stupid not to read every piece of paper in front of me that's so many piled up on this table? Does Mas Prabu know I'm Retno? why don't you want your identity to be open? is Mas Prabu married? why do all this to me Oh Allah I really do not understand, wildly and guerrilla to and fro with the breath of hunting and limp Retno looking for other evidence his brain so chaotic, so desperate, no matter what else opens the file cabinet, but as soon as he stacked the files and opened the drawer of Dr. Prabu's work desk and found a signboard that might have been deliberately used in the chopsticks and with trembling hands Retno took a name carving made of brass steel it clearly says Dr. Prabu Seto Wardhana and below it is a small director's letter.


Her eyes continued to sweep away everything inside the drawer.and one white percis ring she was wearing was currently lying in the corner of the drawer, a drawer, with a trembling Retno took it and slightly stroked and brought closer to his finger, the difference in color used by him was a bit faded and the one from the desk drawer was still a bit shiny, but still a little shiny, tears unstoppable again Retno sat down beside the work desk of Dr Prabu, his tears fell unbearably scattered his head on the table in a sitting state, sitting down, I don't know what his current heart felt like that must have been angry, upset, anxious and so scared.


Retno unconsciously returned the ring to its original place and at that time two people entered the room, Retno was amazed and surprised to be even more limp not sure what she saw, Mas Prabu with a woman holding hands entered his room, not saying anything and not sure with everything felt dark Retno's view, too heavy the burden of his mind, too emphasis in every activity, too much emphasis in every activity, the intimidation that so the question to date from the chief nun Miranti, tired of the journey that was so draining his energy and sleep deprivation for hunting time just for absence, is very difficult, complications of problems in himself and his heart this time reached a peak of shock seeing Mas Prabu with a woman darkened brain and his vision Retno fainted drooping not remember anything.


Dr. Prabu and Intan are shocked not to be trapped, Retno fainted beside her desk by holding the signboard that will be returned in place.


"Astaghfirullahaladzim, O Allah, Brother, what do I say?" Intan panicked and approached Retno holding hands and patting softly on Retno's cheek.


"Don't even have a lot of fast talk we picked up on the couch."


"Pity you to bed to be comfortable."


"Come on, come on."


Retno on the bopong to a single bed that is intended for the leader just to rest.


Dr. Prabu ran outside and called the chief nun Miranti who was ready to go home.


"Suster Miranti please Retno passed out in my room." Dr. Prabu was anxious and went straight back.


"Astagfirullah why is this so?" sister chief Miranti throws her bag and half runs into the director's room and directly breaks through getting rid of the sisters and dr. Prabu himself.


"Take the action of doctor Prabu, nurse please take a stethoscope check heart rate and tension dock! sister KKN please get some wind oil in the nurse's room and the others get some warm sweet tea quickly."


All the instructions were given to run around, and there was only Dr. Prabu, the chief nurse of Miranti, Intan and Ismi, came a nurse who brought a stethoscope and gave it to Dr. Prabu, in the sister who carries wind oil and sweet tea.


"Please let the others wait outside so that Sister Retno is examined by Dr. Prabu and let me wait also so that there are not too many people as well."


Ismi and Ella remain beside Retno they are still anxious about the state of her best friend.


"Suster KKN please come out, I can handle it with dr Prabu here!"


Ismi the same Ella came out without being able to argue anymore, Intan sat on the sofa and looked at her Big Brother who was again checking on Retno.


"His heart is normal, his blood pressure is weak, please take the same infusion of equipment and the pole so that there is energy and a little immediately, please take the same equipment and the tube, later after the infusion entered in the kiss, the oil of the wind so that it will quickly roar."


The chief sister Miranti came out and gave orders again to the sisters.


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