Let Me Choose

Enjoy the end of disappointment

"Try from earlier you want me to take a walk, we eat it outside not ngerepotin Bu Harni."

Retno was just silent with a straight forward look as if she was paying attention to something when her gaze was empty.

"Retno where do you want to go has a purpose? it's 9 o'clock more than a quarter if you want to watch it still if you just go for a walk and go around to where?"

"I'm not going anywhere I just want to talk seriously with Mas Prabu."

"Okay, we're looking for a comfortable and quiet seat, right when talking about it that's good."

Arriving at the city park that there are still many young visitors who enjoy their activities, chatting, skateboarding, and, cycling or just sitting around and walking like Dr. Prabu and Retno they occupy a seat that is quite good for relaxing.

"Just say, is Mas Prabu still in love with me?"

"Why do you ask that?"dr. Prabu stared at Retno not expecting the question that Retno was going to ask just now.

"That's not the answer and that's the question as well." Retno.

"I answered yes! I still love to wear it with you besides love and love also love and want to keep hugging, especially I love it more if you are not angry mulu."

"Stop! the long answer I talk seriously is no longer a joke."

"Yes I'm ready to be a listener, and your serious interlocutor, taken seriously even pout with angry jokes too."

"I want clarity."

"What about?"

"Yes about us what does care about other people, want Mas Prabu what kind of relationship we want to continue or how?"

"You're asking him weird." Dr. Prabu as usual.

"Considering it strange for a woman to ask for clarity?"

"I mean ask so you already know I'm serious from the past too, I have not made a decision and step because I want to finish one problem, you solve first KKN, I have not yet made a decision, now even more you want to resign work I even confused myself to face you who are angry constantly."

"Mas himself so because of, I am not calm and will always be jealous of people who are curious about Mas."

"Aren't I jealous of you? moreover, you always take advantage of the opportunity, I want to see your chat with Arya who is not clear"

"About the indistinct caterpillar that ngintil Mas continues, it's a geeky person makes you sick."

"Retno already, I know well his parents do not overdo give bad predicate to others, he wants to like me or anyone but I do not like him, he said, I like you the same."

"But I don't like him getting your attention, and people like that will get curious!"

"Okay, I'll see where he wonders just like me, if I'm going to melt with the flick he's what's with your charm Retno!"

"There search!"

"Not looking for him he will come to me, who knows he who will understand me not like you difficult to understand and only angry unclear."

"Oh, so there really is a desire Mas same him huh?!"

"It's because you pushed me on and blamed me."

"So I was wrong all this time? Mas itself is not wrong hold the handle of the stick and look at a smile laugh together what is it all about?"

"Yes I don't feel wrong, because there is no use of reason and martial arts in front of you, and I'm wrong also because I love you too much, too, love made me wrong in everything I made a wrong decision five years ago, and wrong now wants to fix it, all decisions are in your hands."

Retno was silent and did not look at Dr. Prabu.

"Why silence is your decision complete? are we going to torture ourselves again? how many more years? ten years? twenty more years? not enough? so when do you understand it?"

"Mas cornered me as if I were wrong, but we are both selfish with our feelings."

"Stop! Retno is not the solution like this that I want, now I ask, do you still love me?"

"Why are you asking me about that too?"

"Because I want to know and hear for myself from your words."

"We're just going home."

"Kok the answer is that?"

"That's not the answer!"

"Then? hang everything incomplete and tomorrow still want to connect with his anger?"

"I want to go home."

"I want that answer!"

"Mas!"

"Continue?"

"I want to sleep tired."

"Sleep here!" dr. Prabu patted his left chest.

"No."

"Where to go home alone."

"Not funny."

"It's not funny, let alone pouting."

Always and always so the solution of both of his problems there is no word other than the word they love each other but both are difficult to understand with their respective egos, in the past the feeling is not like this there is always a way out of every problem but now why all the dead ends either before and now the problem is different again? the age is getting older should be more wise to face problems? dr. Prabu let everything flow.

Dr. Prabu took Retno's hand and headed for her car they sat quietly at the house, and until sister Harni's house before getting off the car Dr. Prabu still wanted to ask but glanced Retno had evaporated, and then he got a glance at her, so stop to talk again, his feelings unfortunately succumb to all the peace that is expected in line with the hope of Retno's face beaming again.

Retno went into the pavilion room of her room and followed by Dr. Prabu, then dr. Prabu first fell asleep in the bed Retno and Retno looked at her, he who is sleepy does not want his bed taken or must share with people who make his heart upset and angry.

"Why? still want to be angry?"

Retno did not answer just sitting on the edge of the bed and Dr. Prabu hugged his back from behind gently and in the sense of Retno was silent Dr. Prabu got up and put his head on his lap.

"Don't be angry again, baby, I miss you."

"We're going to split up?"

"Haaaaaaaa..Who would have to part first?"

"There is no need but ideally so."

"I want to be different from others, it's up to me, or don't want to be separated again? I won't do it, darling."

A million thoughts floated filled the space of the brain and mind Retno somehow, can not be described clearly, but one that feels comfortable flowing when he was near Dr. Prabu.

"Can you answer my last question?" dr. Prabu got up and sat down and there was no distance between them.

Retno glanced and with a distance of a few centimeters was warm breath Dr. Prabu who was looking at him from the side, Retno was a bit unsteady and wanted to turn her face again but one hand of Dr. Prabu held her, Retno held her back, slowly and very slowly the face was no longer a distance and the next touch of softness felt by Retno and they repeated with full feeling as it was yesterday afternoon in the room of Dr. Prabu in the hospital.

Twice in a day, Dr. Prabu touched Retno and the feeling deepened.

Both enjoy forgetting to be angry and disappointed and forget all the problems that exist only the feeling of being spilled and gushed.

Happy re-in-place😘💐😍🙏