Let Me Choose

Let Me Choose
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"Retno please forgive me, I'm in a misguided position, I thought you'd understand better and I beg you to understand and have to understand."


"Ngapain Mas follow me? just want some understanding? I'm not an sorry production factory that every time mistakes are resolved by apologizing! but it must be with the promise of change not just sorry it is finished. That's not what I want"


"Retno, I resigned in the wrong position, but believe me it's for good, I've said from the beginning everything Alya is nobody in my heart already, you don't sulk like this, you don't sulk like this, the problem with how she feels about me I don't want to know what's in my heart is you."


"I'm, lazy to argue."


"Thank God, I'm just worried that you're going away angry, just ask that I'll always be ready even if tired of fighting people on the field, just to make sure you don't get mad at me."


"Can't you give an explanation? some kind of understanding for that caterpillar? why is being that person so slow and slow? firmly dong slightly the same caterpillar, Mas also equally itchy!"


"Yes ibuuuun... Retno, I have told Alya and I do not know her usual attitude as if she had no burden, just imagine you in my position I'm a director in charge of a hospital in the likable son of an official in our neighborhood, and our hearts have I handed to you are you not sure of the same sincerity of my heart? do I have to be fierce and put on a sadistic face?"


Retno just silence and contemplate herself, sometimes her heart is also in conflict because I love Mas Prabu too much and let jealousy roam freely poisoning her heart and mind.


"Let's take a walk not here just let our hearts and minds open, we watch and we go to places we used to stop by."


"I'm tired, I'm going to sleep."


"Come, if I want to sleep together, sleep together, right?"


"Mas!"


"Shhh.. You don't scream fear of your people in anything like me."


"Reverse my phone!"


"No."


"Reverse!"


"I'm back, but if you want to come out with me and a sweet smile also not angry anymore."


Retno covered her face with the tip of her veil in her heart feeling goiter where there are more angry people can smile sweetly.


"Retno listen to me, let's go out and I'll talk to you."


"I'm lazy."


"You're being so stubborn now?"


"Why not like it?"


"I like heeeeee..."


"I want to resign from my job after KKN and I want to go home, I will continue my family business, I will start a new life without pain in my heart, and the reality of the love I fought for was far from my wishful expectations."


"What's? Retno, don't you think about my feelings? is that your best way to ignore the feeling in your heart?"


"Mas, still think about Mas's feelings, while Mas himself has thought about my feelings?"


"So I caught you here because I thought about how you felt, and wanted to apologize! why don't you understand me? let's take off KKN I'll take you to your family I'll ask you and I'll seriously fight for my feelings, I'm also tired Retno we're just a matter of jealousy and jealousy just like my jealousy towards you."


Retno was stunned, and only this time saw Mas Prabu's angry face.


"It's so hard to understand a woman's heart, think well understand you only so many years we know only parted long I can't, did I fail to dive into you Retno? how do I understand someone I just met like Alya? the foolishness with the feelings of others, where the feelings we once had together so easily disappeared just because of unreasonable jealousy."


Retno was still silent, Dr. Prabu took Retno's phone and opened it but used a password key.


"What's the password's name?" Retno was silent.


"Say!"


"What do you want?"


"Wait on! I'm jealous of you too, right?"


"I'm not jealous, I just don't like it."


"That's the same thing, what's the difference?"


"You think I'm messing around with you heh? Retno are we always going to fight, misunderstand and get angry like this?" dr. Prabu half whispered in Retno's ear.


Retno felt goosebumps unwilling to look at the angry face, and tried to look the other way, "I'm not going to get out of here until you say the password of this phone and stop bending your face."


Retno was still pouting.


"I assure you, Retno, that I will not let go of you and that is my promise!"


Retno was silent, did not deny nor did she look at Dr. Prabu and sleep on her back against dr. Prabu who was still sitting at the end of his bed, his face on the cover of the end of his veil facing the wall.


"Retno, eat here first with Pak Prabu I'm ready."


"Yes Mom."


Retno lazily came out, the words of Sister Harni who spoke to Retno from her door.


"If you sleep in the front room here and Mr. Prabu in your room, do not mess yes you two do not allow me to sleep together, if the fight is not finished on the line tomorrow, then tomorrow,now just eat before it's too late."


The wise old man Dr. Prabu smiled, and before long Retno walked into his room again and just stood at the door.


"What's? bring food?"


"Mas, where do you want to eat in the dining room what's here?"


"If you don't bother wanting to be here anyway so I can eat while looking at you."


"Basic!" Retno walked back outside and entered the house and returned with food and all complete with the help of Sister Harni.


"Eat Mr. Prabu, how it is."


"It's amazing that this is also Miss Harni, not the menu that matters that we eat the same as who we used to be."


"Yes yes please, I stay first."


"Mom together let's eat here."


"Oh, I've been together with his father who has not eaten your stay here."


"Yes, thank you."


"Not thank you yet, let's continue."


Retno took her rice and side dishes so that dr. Prabu choose his own that he likes, Retno ate first dr. Prabu has not started still picky and look at each small bowl containing various side dishes and vegetables.


"Nobody likes it?" Retno.


"It doesn't seem all good, let alone eat it the same as you."


"Eat first don't be lazy, here I take." Retno scoops the side dishes and vegetables and Dr. Prabu thrusts the dishes.


"That dong dear, good same husband"


"When did he become a husband?"


"Sometimes will."


"More and more."