Let Me Choose

After party

There is no party that does not end, nothing is perfect, sometimes in life you need to introspection yourself need to teach yourself and taste, also yourself to contemplate yourself.

Everything that looks so pleasant so beautiful turns out to be just a mere outward view, whether in it porous or sick torn like empty feelings and thoughts Retno when after her wedding reception.

Likewise in the reception party Retno and dr Prabu this time finally ended as well. The reception party which started from 09.00 was finished at 17 as usual ngaret until Maghrib there were still guests who arrived late when everything was almost done, and the bride had changed clothes.

Retno's parents and all of her relatives and siblings, had said goodbye after the Ashar prayers ahead of the reception.

Congratulation and crying haru also the embrace of both parents pain in the sense of Retno, their words of advice and adage like the pointed tip of a dagger that pierced right in the heart.

What his mother said before returning home about the obedience of a wife to a husband, about the service of a wife to a husband with multiple merits, with peerless glory, about the service of a wife to a husband, how digested Retno all felt to be a burden on her shoulders.

How much Retno wanted to practice all that her mother said, and apply in her daily life, in the household she built.

But what is obtained in real life is contrary to everyone's view of one happy word. Apparently the word happy has not become a true happiness in Retno's life and in her household.

Her household had been smeared by disgrace, and the black stain of the scent of lies and infidelity.

There is no choice but that I will leave this house until time leads me to certainty, also give one hope and bright spot so LET ME CHOOSE which path is good according to my heart and feelings. All good bad is a risk that I will face. I don't want to live with someone who hides lies and betrayals.

Should I ask you tonight? should I ask for night clarity? will I be ready to hear the confession and honesty that may be so painful from a husband I love so much?

The time after the reception is a very awaited time for every couple, but why is it happening to me like this?

What is my fault and my sin? do I love Mas Prabu too much, why is love so painful? when that sense of flying was taken somewhere.

Retno's feelings and heart raged at interesting and stalling battles, until I arrived at the decision tonight I must ask! why linger? tonight or night at any time will not change the questions and answers. Before it all goes away before things get even more painful.

But the desire was revived because at home there are still two parents Mas Prabu who has now become his father-in-law and his brothers are still here and also other relatives. His heart softened again trying to be patient in compulsion.

Retno sat on the side of the bed raising her head with a pillow, looking at her phone full of messages and calls.

His heart was not calm, his mind floated unsteadily, in his heart just kept arguing. One little lie she did to her husband just to avoid him from touching her, was so guilty. But somehow the big lie that Mas Prabu hid from before marriage was a burden in his life.

The more she remembered the more hate that increasingly wanted to immediately hear the explanation of what her husband would say later.

A woman claims to be pregnant for her actions, containing the flesh and blood of her husband, what should the wife do, and how should she react?

"Darling, eat first yuk, it seems that from earlier you did not eat anything, it just so happens that there is still Mother Father also Intan how about we have dinner together?"

"I'm not hungry."

"But at least appreciate them, we go down yuk! even if it's just me."

Retno smiled and nodded, her heart breaking when it comes to the word parents.

Dr. Prabu thrust his hand and greeted Retno with a feeling of abandon.

"Don't see the mess, because it will eliminate our appetite and sleep appetite and rest, let everything later will also be sorted out in time, the former party is like this."

Dr. Prabu grabbed Retno's shoulder while peeping beside her head. They go down one step one step trying to compensate for Retno's step which is not the same as her long-term step.

"You're not in the mood yet, baby? I can't wait for him."

"If you can't wait, you won't find what you want."

"It seems so unfavorable to me dear, the period of just one night now has to pause for days a very annoying wait."

"Hell boy, leave me alone? oh no! one except but the other."

Retno is just a manyun and welcomed to laugh at her husband.

Dr. Prabu called Bi Iyah to prepare their dinner and met his parents.

Retno tried to help provide food and arrange it at the table, there was still so much food available.

Dr. Prabu forbade her, but Retno insisted on serving her husband, whether tomorrow according to Retno's heart.

All have gathered at the dining table is no exception Intan and Dr Imam SpOG who have not returned home because there is still much to be addressed.

With the lead of his father Dr. Prabu, as well as the greeting do'a may there be blessing from this joint meal, especially for the smoothness and happiness of his son's household with Nak Retno.

"Father of the same family comes home tomorrow, son." His father Dr Prabu spoke while looking at his son in between his mouthfuls.

"It's okay to stay here a few days, too."

"Rahma who still wants to be here, ma'am, can it be Kak Prabu?"

"Ssssssssst..no, you go to school tomorrow Rahma, who will you go home with? Your brother may be busy after all these days of not getting to work."

"Said Kak Imam, Rahma wanted to be ushered he said as an apple to Kak Intan."

"Well, is it. You are there, when is the apple?" His mother mediates while passing her disapproval on Rahma."

Dr. Imam and Intan just smiled at the pouting Rahma."

"Later to take a vacation, how many days will you be here? we're walking, aren't we, baby? dr. Prabu comforts Rahma while asking and glances at Retno

Retno nodded her assent with a smile.

"Sister Prabu, Retno we open the card now yes eat, Rahma wants to know the contents."

"Ish.it's all for your brother, they're still tired of the morning until tomorrow until your brother has time." His mother reminded him of his youngest son who was curious.

"Yes Rahma, we open up after eating so that everyone knows what it contains, but some of it, the mother is tired to rest first." Retno was so wise to her sister-in-law.

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