Let Me Choose

The caterpillar story

"If that's what you want I'm not forcing, rest I'm ready to listen whenever you can tell," said Dr. Prabu while stroking Retno's head which only silently covered her face with the tip of her veil.

Dr. Prabu kisses Retno's head and gets out of bed. Usually let Retno calm down first, if forced even more difficult to talk to, maybe Retno gathers strength and hopes to be able to strongly tell stories about her heart irritation.

"I'm in the pool back, honey, would you like a drink? I'll get it first if you want, eat fruit also like yuk yuk yuk want?" once again take dr Prabu while shaking Retno's arm. But Retno was just silent, it took readiness to talk like that. Dr. Prabu did not force, his affection for Retno beat everything better to give up according to his heart, and let his wife calm down first.

"Silence is also not a solution to the problem, if it is calm call me Yes Honey," said Dr. Prabu still gently rubbed Retno's back and went out of the room and down the stairs, and then, not one bit read why everything became like this, what has to do

from yesterday's incident? but what's the problem?

His habit of feeding fish in the back pond has always been a routine to refresh himself from his busy at the office, not a hobby but just feel happy to see the fish and fish ornamental increasingly more and more growing and developing. Being a separate entertainment when tired and saturated in the work of telling everything with Retno his wife who is pregnant feels lost all tired.

Seeing his wife healthy and his smile when they chat it was not like the moment passed, always in their camera and perpetuate Retno togetherness in a state of big stomach.

Usually with Retno while dipping her feet into the pool and sitting on the edge of the pond let the fish and then pass through their legs.

Maybe because it is tame and the fish also like it is not afraid of movement, come again come again because maybe if there are people and movement there must be food.

The beautiful moment they miss when Retno is pregnant and always walk behind her house to breathe fresh air that is shady and shady as well as green trees planted by Pak Min and Bi Iyah on the sidelines leisure time.

Dr. Prabu is fond of feeding the fish, sometimes squatting to more closely see the fish at close range.

Unknowingly, Bi Iyah came to him slowly.

"Oh Auntie?" Dr. Prabu stood up while holding the fish food container in his hand.

"Well, Mr. Doctor, the doctor did not buy it, just bought dry seasoning, because there was a woman who suddenly came to say, Doctor, ma'am, I don't know what he said Bibi did not understand," said Bi Iyah with a mimic still frightened.

"What's? what is Bi? who is that guy?" dr. Prabu replied so astonished and frowned.

"Auntie doesn't know Mr. doctor, suddenly the woman came to say loudly and loudly to the doctor and the doctor also replied to him but Auntie did not understand what they said," bi Iyah replied so honestly.

"Retno said back to that guy? what did they say Bi?" ask Dr. Prabu again, asking for clarity Bi Iyah in giving information and explanation.

"Just bad thing, Doctor, caterpillar everything the doctor said to that person, even when Aunt asked who that person was Doctor? aunty said. The doctor said crazy, he said," Bi Iyah replied as if remembering that the speech stored in his brain was the word 'fur wrestling.'

The deg! dr Prabu's heart immediately beat fast, meaning that Retno had met Alya in the market what were they saying in the public space?

Lest Alya attacks Retno blindly, it may happen and Alya who does not compromise with the rules, all arbitrarily wherever he is.

Dr. Prabu dropped the fish-eating spot and ran inside the house and went straight up the stairs.

Opening the door of the room but Retno was no longer asleep, dizzy looking and finally Dr. Prabu saw his wife was standing on the front porch balcony fence while looking away to the valley below.

Dr. Prabu walked up to his wife and hugged her from behind while kissing Retno's left cheek.

Retno was silent, not as usual hugged back spoiled and buried her head in her husband's chest.

"Darling to calm down? we're eating yuk under the wan?" said Dr. Prabu while still hugging Retno's back which is getting fatter and her weight is increasing with her gestational age.

"What's up, honey? why is it so soon that decision is taken, haven't we agreed that you'll get priority service at the hospital here?" dr. Prabu answered gently while holding both wrists of Retno.

"I feel uncomfortable here Mas, feel there is a threat, I feel unsettled to do anything more than see my own husband as if carried away by the flow of people who still want to take advantage of the opportunity," retno said coldly.

"Dear Ajeng what's wrong? Did you meet Alya at the market? what's he saying? why hear Him?" dr. Prabu still gently persuaded and diverted the conversation.

"Mas already asked Bi Iyah? yes Alya arrogantly said to me casually, it seems he is still curious about Mas Prabu, I am sick of all his words it seems like his words he still wants to enter into being among us!" retno answered filled with emotion.

"Astagfirullah, it's all not right Honey, Alya is married and again the pregnancy program in Dr. Imam," said Dr. Prabu trying to convince Retno.

"But why did he say that if my son had not died there would have been memories of that moment! who likes those words what they mean if not the curiosity that's still in his heart?" retno's shout made Dr. Prabu shocked.

"Ajeng, calm down it's His business we don't serve us to avoid it," said Dr. Prabu while pulling to embrace Retno.

"If you can avoid! but with his deceit, can you avoid him? keep everything from entering into our environment, it all started with the pregnancy program! Alya has been in Mas's work environment now, so He bravely berates I say I'm ordinary, and I don't accept in the humiliation of people!" retno said what he heard Alya's words earlier.

"Then what do you want?"

"I want to give birth in Pekalongan with or without Mas Prabu!"

"Jang! I'm your husband I also have the right to determine where best you'll give birth later."

"But if I feel uncomfortable here and uncomfortable again would Mas want to force?"

"It's not a matter of forcing it, but think about it carefully and clearly."

"Mas, obviously Alya was still curious about Mas, especially now that she was hard to get pregnant did Mas not understand?"

"Jang! it's a business He's got nothing to do and I'm totally it's his fate it's his destiny!"

"But he clearly said that He would fight for what he wanted! I remember those words from the caterpillar!"

"I have to how to Ajeng?"

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