Let Me Choose

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Retno, I know and understand your heart best, you're angry you hate, you're disappointed in me I know! You cut ties until there's no number I can call, I'm trying to understand all that.

Understand, that is now the word that I am meaning of all the events that we went through, now I live everything with sincerity.

I know you haven't opened this e-mail yet but I don't care, I want to pass on a note of my life's journey to you baby...

I have come to family A as a form of responsibility for solving problems that are somehow, but A disappeared somewhere, relatives have been in contact, he said, no one knows or comes.

I don't expect anything back from you, baby, but I feel like you should know it all.

There's no more excruciating feeling than when I don't know about my wife, but I do pray that you're okay.

- Miss you so much...

Dr. Prabu closed his laptop, which is reflected in his memory only a Retno and Retno who are so attached and not lost from his brain and mind.

Want to step on the gas pedal to Bandung and come in front of his wife, hugging him while whispering reveal a million unbearable longings.

Who could instantly dispel the taste that many years in waking up with his heart, the sweet honey of love that was new in his squat with all his feelings had to run aground instantly.

Dr. Prabu is like a dazed man, everything in his house reminds of his wife, the used sleepwear that has not been washed is so reminiscent of everything, dr Prabu kissed her as if to treat the gaping wound in her heart with tears.

His heart ached, his soul was also a wound so longing that now only his shadow was incarnated in every place that Retno ever placed.

All so reminiscent, the glasses they once used when drinking herbs together, blankets, chairs, soap and everything in this house left the charm of his wife in the mind of Dr. Prabu.

Not a word said to Bi Iyah or Mr. Min who is at home with him, they also understand better, also see the facial expression as well as the response if the employer is in trouble, and they also see the face, Let alone to ask really they will not be able to do it, only do'a and do'a in his heart may both households get along well again only that is the best hope of them.

Dr. Prabu tries to live his days normally as usual although still unavoidable people's questions and also the look of a gloomy face but a little can be hidden.

Trying to let go and ignore her increasingly aching heart.

Seeking certainty Alya who went nowhere, as if desperate in a dilemma, Mother Sofyan Wijaya The mayor's wife fell ill. All the events so shook him, disturbing his mind so many roots of the problems caused by the consequences of his mistakes, that's where Dr. Prabu realized and tried to melt his heart into a person who sincerely lived everything.

After the departure of his wife, Dr. Prabu came to Alya's parents a discussion should be taken as proof of responsibility if even to marry Alya dr. Prabu ready even though all is not based on love, but all of that is spoiled because Alya disappeared without a trace and rumors.

Dr. Prabu is getting worse in his solitude, hoping to solve his problems one by one, now has to think about other things again and change to find news Alya first, the intention of marrying him even though religiously, he is still married, and it was approved by Alya's parents as proof of his biological father and honest confession.

Admittedly Alya's parents, the intention and readiness of Dr. Prabu to marry his son is a mere formality but that's okay, the recognition is also a bright spot for Mr. Sofyan Wijaya and his wife.

Will try to find the best way according to what is in his mind, after considering the bad good turns out he has no other way but to marry her that is the choice as a consequence.

Sister chief Miranti asks where is the director's wife? haven't you moved here to work and settled here? that's the question that the people closest to him only Dr. SpOG who understands everything.

Since their leave was completed only Dr. Prabu who returned to activities invisible face of the director's wife, but the chief nun Miranti was eager to meet and wanted to tease her a little, as a habit for couples who have just had a marriage, and live life as a new married couple.

Dr. Prabu quite replied that Retno took a leave of absence first because she wanted to focus on the script, although that answer is very understandable but still cause astonishment, not from yesterday also Retno went to college while working, but also did not do so, but why just want to focus on the thesis until taking an indefinite leave of absence?

But the astonishment was only in the heart of the chief nun Miranti who was actually the chief nun Miranti had no idea what was going on.

Consecrating his wife is really not able, in his heart there is always a small ray of hope, although deep in his heart Dr. Prabu hopes the apology his wife wants to say, he said, and he promised to hold fast to that apology throughout his life as a valuable opportunity given.

It's the third day since Dr. Prabu came back to work and probably the fifth day since that night Retno left home, dr. Prabu became uncomfortable in his house all reminding the one in his house so reminiscent of his wife.

Especially when entering his private room where they combine love, so tight-hearted Dr. Prabu imagine his wife in his arms and they explore each other the turmoil they feel at that time.

But all is now lost in an instant, making Dr. Prabu rarely go home, all activities are just in the office, all activities are, go home and change clothes and go back to the office and do not talk to Bi Iyah or Mr. Min.

But even though trying to busy yourself with all activities and activities still everything reminds Retno of his wife, what is he doing? maybe at her boarding house, or on campus with her friends telling her about the failure of their household, or eating, or again telling her to the chief nun Harni, or being alone like him who missed him so much.

Where is the direction of the step now increasingly uncertain, if until Alya not found what will happen? will he be forever in uncertainty?

Dr. Prabu looked at the laptop nanar in front of him, the only means of communication for himself, to be able to pour out his heart to his wife.

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