Let Me Choose

Feel lazy

As usual at three o'clock in the morning the alarm phone Retno sounds, and with a sense of reluctance Retno squirming and waking up, his body feels sore and his head feels dizzy, but don't make it all that it feels to be spoiled, any spoiled to whom? all of this is his desire and choice and in his eyes his two best friends are still slumbering in the blanket not the least woke up with Retno alarm.

Retno smiled happily when she could share happily with her friends like last night when they were in love envelope girang instead of playing like kindergarten child in love pocket money to buy candy.

For Retno about finance is not a problem, though, his parents always send him every month and from his regular job salary is also far enough to suffice him even though his parents did not pay in the early days Retno stated moving from economy to health because they did not agree, but gradually they can accept and understand especially Retno while working in health as well, the long road from economic child to health after two years in the economy and start again in health from the beginning takes D 3, and, three years ago he was afraid of not being able to financially and work because at that time his parents did not agree and did not send money, and now Alhamdulillah after finishing three years Retno wants to finish her S1 and return to being a student.

Retno gets dressed after leaving the bathroom, and before drinking warm water first and honey for stamina and for breakfast because it is still too early Retno likes it later in her job and her best friend sister Aisyah once her understanding likes to have provided breakfast for Retno to know all the problems of her best friend Retno to be concerned and help as much as possible.

Without saying goodbye to his best friend because still in his sleep Retno slowly opened the door and out closed the door again with a prayer in his heart hopefully protected and survived the smooth journey.

And percis like yesterday Retno asked for help the same security stop the bus for her and security was already smiling at Retno, she said, because this time the security no longer sleeps in his post but has a way in the yard of his guard post.

By wearing a black jacket can not be separated hat and glasses of this floating man noticed everything in Retno did from starting out the employee's room and smiling greeting security and stopping the bus majors Bandung whether that's the one who coming from the terminal of Tasikmalaya, or from Pangandaran, Ciamis and other origin buses that go to Bandung.

After Retno boarded the bus and drove, Dr. Prabu let out a long sigh, so did not want his heart to lose the moment about Retno, seeing it was happiness and at the same time arousing his revenge as well.

Memories take him flying erratically from two people who asked for help all refused, his best friend Dr. SpOG also the chief nun Miranti also forced to play a role to his wishes, am I too evil? or can not forgive the Retno family and most recognized by Dr. Prabu himself has not been able to make peace with his past especially now Retno is in front of him in his power.

The beautiful moment of riding the bus looms back in the memory of Dr. Prabu, when Prabu and Retno were still in love.... when the road to the crater Tangkuban Parahu or when Retno joined Prabu to return to his home that is not so far from the city of Bandung, Prabu proudly holding Retno's hand holding it all the way, and Retno pamperedly hugged Prabu's arm and their hearts found a new peace they felt, the world only belonged to the two of them no matter the other fillers.

The pain in the chest of Dr. Prabu is more acute when he finds himself still so in love and unfortunately in the figure of Retno, but reality is not as beautiful as his expectations, but reality is not as beautiful, make lazy to do anything and like not passionate in everything other than so excited when going to meet Retno and remember the promise of his heart will not start a relationship with any woman before knowing and getting news Retno already married.

Now Retno is in front of him in this hospital which Dr Prabu himself the leader is Retno married? all of those questions have not yet got an answer as well why become a lecture on health and many more questions on his chest.

Dr Prabu entered the hospital canteen which was busy almost 24 hours and only a few hours pause all were active. And he ordered the drink he wanted no one recognized him probably also because rarely dr. Prabu into the canteen can even be counted with fingers.

Everything in front of him seemed to tell all about his two years together with Retno, still remember his favorite Retno drinking milk chocolate and it might be a habit brought from his family, he said, and Dr. Prabu looked at the chocolate milk in front of him with a sense of tightness as well as tempe in fried wheat and leeks are not too dry called tempe mendoan in a thin plate near a glass of chocolate milk, chocolate, originally Dr. Prabu did not like the food and drinks but for the sake of appreciating the people who served it finally in drinking and in eating also and so on became a habit and addiction.

"Cobain deh Mas delicious how I made the recipe for the palace of hereditary mendoan." Retno with a spoiled smile and expectantly looked at the handsome face in front of her to just taste the food in her treats.

"I don't like Jeng's oil much."

"That's been drained for a long time and dialasi tissue food Mas, continue to drink the faded angel into the throat."

And it is delicious also savory salty taste of mendoan tempe in a mixture paired with warm chocolate milk heemhgt.so delicious and addictive again.

Dr. Prabu paid for all the food and drink he ordered without touching it at all and just looked at it with all his memories in mind.

The cafeteria attendant was astonished to see this man, the message but not in the slightest just in view.

"Mom. how many have I been?"

"Everything was fifteen thousand." looked at the cafeteria mother in astonishment.

With a step gontai dr Prabu walked back to his room and OB was surprised that his blind morning leader was already in his office what is this slipping? what is certain is that Dr. Prabu slept in the office precisely sleeping and bablas until night, because last night was sleep-deprived.

Want to shower no toiletries, want breakfast not yet bath it feels bad and dr. Prabu just sit on the sofa while looking at his phone and a new message from the chief nun Miranti.

"Sorry sir, I have not received a telephone number nor the personal data of Sister Retno, but my estimates and views of Sister Retno are not married."

Dr. Prabu smiled to himself reading the report from the chief nun Miranti, a strange task indeed which he assigned himself to the current chief nun Miranti, let the important thing now his heart began to be satisfied with everything that Sister Miranti burdened Retno, especially considering the next three months less than a few days Retno will with the responsibility always come to his room.

The day is rather noon and some employees began to come who require their duties a little morning such as OB and cleaning service as well as kitchen staff food providers all patients and employees, who are, also the change of night sif to day that comes home and who comes, also people who wait for patients to come and go.

While Dr. Prabu is still sitting on the sofa of his office with the room already cleaned but by itself Dr. Prabu has not washed his face as well.

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