Let Me Choose

Turn hate into love again

Two days in the treatment room makes Retno so want to quickly get out and free his all, and about nine o'clock in the morning dr. Panji checked the last condition of Retno who handled it from the beginning, and Retno looks so fresh and Dr. Prabu is also there to make sure that Retno's condition can get out of the treatment room.

All the attention of Dr. Prabu did not make Retno change her attitude, just thank you for not being revealed there may be a confession from her heart but the rest still feel hate and not worth forgiving.

"Seriously doc can go home?" dr. Prabu asked Dr. Panji.

"It has been better and more stable Mr. Prabu, stay recovery, home atmosphere encourages suggestions someone to quickly feel recovered and healthy, healthy, please may go home but do not forget the medicine in regular drinking and spend do not forget to rest first one or two days before the activity returned slowly."

"Okay, thank you, Dr. Panji."

"The spirit to be healthy, Ma'am Retno."

"Thank you doctor."

"Yes yes, yes..."

Dr. Panji came out accompanied by his escort sisters live dr. Prabu and Retno both, Retno cleaned up her belongings put in her big pocket and want to call her friends Ella and Isti to pick her up, Retno, but just about to stomp the phone's contact button Dr. Prabu snatch it and put it in his pants pocket, Retno looked at him with a cold face.

"I want to talk to you seriously before you make any decisions."

"What do you want to talk about? is there anything to discuss between us?"

"Many!"

"I don't want to."

"I'll force it."

"Basic selfish."

"Say whatever you like."

"Reverse my phone!"

"No!"

"Reverse no?"

"Please take it yourself."

"I'm not kidding!"

"Who would joke?"

"Back my phone!"

"We agreed that I'd like to talk, after we talk I'll turn your phone around."

"Please talk what?"

"Just sit down I'll call your friend, let's help get your stuff, what's your friend's name here?"

"Ella, my phone has no pulse can not call "

"I've filled it." and Dr. Prabu starts the call.

"Yes sorry this is not Retno but I'm dr Prabu, I want to ask for help to bring her things Retno, let her Retno I take the streets first so it's a little segeran while sunbathing."

"Oh, yes yes yes, so can you go home Mr Retno sir?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Alhamdulillah."

The conversation closed and Dr. Prabu put Retno's phone back in his pocket again.

"Here's the phone."

"Later Ajeng, after I talk to you, soft what the hell is hard, I also do not eat you anyway."

Ella and Ismi come without further ado they understand the meaning of the two men, they must be talking and Ella sees Retno still a bit pale but fresher than yesterday sitting on the edge of the bed and Dr. Prabu standing by the window, Ella comes up to Retno and rubs her hands.

"Congratulations Ma'am is healthy again, I'm the same Isti to the room first yes." Retno nodded.

"Please tell me what?"

"It's not good to talk here, would you like it in my room or in the back garden?"

"You don't have to be long-winded and buy time to talk here what the hell is difficult?"

"Pretty-beautiful really bad."

Retno just grunts.

"If you want to be fierce I can also be more fierce, so where do we talk?"

"Whatever."

"Come to my room."

Dr. Prabu went out first and headed to his room, and Retno who was still a little slow so cold even though the weather was a little hot, and, the morning breeze towards noon greeted him outside shaking the shoots and flowers of Bougenville in the hospital yard, Retno with her arms folded on her chest entered the leadership room and Dr. Prabu allowed her to sit on the sofa.

"You cold?"

Retno did not answer just quietly did not look at Dr. Prabu who closed the door and then sat next to him.

Dr. Prabu went to his desk turned off the AC and took his drink that was still intact and thrust it on Retno, Retno refused but Dr. Prabu still forced her.

"Drink while it's still warm."

In order to shorten the time Retno finally drank it, the warm tea was a little sweet and so delicious in her mouth that it was a bit bitter because it took too much medicine but the food that entered was only porridge.

"Retno isn't this the moment we've been hoping for all along? don't lie and don't deny that we confess our true feelings, honestly I still love you so much, let's start again we lay out the pieces of our hearts that are both hurt, let's start again, I'm sorry I can't forget you."

Retno just looked down

"Are you feeling like me too?"

"No."

"Don't lie! I see everything, that love, that longing, and that hope, it's all in your eyes."

"I don't love Mas Prabu anymore and I won't."

"Okay, I accept all that, meaning I have misjudged you all this time, but why do you still wear that ring that we both bought at Tangkuban Parahu Tourism at that time? why does every note on your phone contain your longing for me and every moment of waiting, why am I the only one in your do'a-do'a and why are you still alone?"

"Enough! enough Mas if Mas already know all that, I admit I am also the same as Mas Prabu, even I said maybe I can not live without Mas Prabu, Mas Prabu, but I'm not a person who can only pretend and hide and play with the feelings of others like Mas Prabu, I'm honest with myself, to Sister Harni whom I consider my second parents I still love you very much Mas, but what Mas Prabu did was so painful my heart was unethical that I tore up all the sketches I painted every day in my waiting, would I still accept my apology, and was there such an apology in my heart? I really know, I hurt Mas, I'm disappointed Mas I felt humiliated and bloody and felt so much pain in my heart."

Retno cried for the first time.

"What should I do to treat your wounds Ajeng, there is no regret that I have experienced as I regret now, I regret now, even though I don't deserve to be forgiven, I will still wait for that word to come out and come from you, Ajeng."

Dr. Prabu came down from his seat and rested on both ends of Retno's thigh who sat crying and grabbed both hands and kissed her and held her tightly as if he did not want to lose again.

"I'm sorry Ajeng, Retno, I will fulfill my promise to your Father to make you happy for the rest of my life if I get an apology from you."

The more sad the heart of Retno to hear the words more or less five years ago in the words of Dr. Prabu and now all that is heard again, again, subconsciously they had already hugged on the guest sofa and spilled all the burden of feeling they felt.

Dr. Prabu wiped his tears and wiped Retno's tears with his hands, both looking at her and all the tightness in his chest was now a bit loose.

"I hate it!"

"I know that, and I'm gonna try and turn that hate into love again."

Dr. Prabu grabbed Retno's hand and head back and was drowned back into her arms, feeling the shakes that once existed and they felt and long lost all have returned.

The door opened suddenly and...

"Sister, may I go with the Imam for a walk.oh yes aampuuuun sorry..."

Retno was flabbergasted and pushed Dr. Prabu's body and let go of his embrace, sat down, and the woman came back to Mas Prabu's room, and found herself again crying and hugging.

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