Let Me Choose

I agree

"Where do you agree? frankly I feel anxious seeing you in this condition, sorry not that I see your problems, but rather that you're a woman."

Rendra glanced at Alya who was beside her, then continued her talk.

"It is necessary, however, to be a protector and also to have a backrest in this life, not only as a lover or husband but a friend is also very much needed in any situation and condition. Come with me there must be happiness and contentment there."

"I agree Rendra, I've studied economics, I will be the teacher as I can or whatever I will try with the knowledge that I have."

"Well, really come with me?"

"Rendra, why are you so kind to me when I have been frankly all, I am not a good woman, I am pregnant, out of wedlock again, she said, my condition is also my problem but I don't see an ugly response in your eyes to me."

"Do I have to judge you a jerk? wild and naughty? no Alya! basically the ugliness and ugliness is so thin the difference, it could be that people who do bad things to repent to the straight path, will return to be the right people." Rendra took a heavy breath.

"But on the contrary a good person falls into the temptation of uncontrollable lust to inflict disgrace on him and great sin on his shoulders but does not repent will still be an unrighteous person."

Alya just silently heard what Rendra said.

"Alya, I have no right to judge the bad of anyone, including you, even if the incident that happened to you is a disgrace to your life, I will never interfere or judge judging your judgment is ugly, everyone has a past everyone has a dark life, instead I want to embrace the people who are worst in their lives, he said, like his spirit I give motivation to people who are traumatized by disaster."

"Am I like someone who's been hit by a disaster?"

"Yes, you're in trouble, you have a dark story, no backings, no close people, no friends, you're in a volatile state, your parents' quarrels may be traumatized throughout your life, you're unstable in the face of life, baby if you don't follow my advice."

Alya was stunned, felt really right what Rendra said, not the least wrong, felt his life motivated now, even though in many problems, he could contribute a speck of happiness to others, he said, maybe for those who are more in need in the refugee area.

Alya wants to go to Rendra

"Okay, our deal is to be best friends from now on."

Rendra thrust her hand back with a laugh and Alya was just as welcoming as she was laughing.

"You'll I'll introduce you to the village chief later, as the person in charge of our village as an area affected by the eruption may also be the coordinator in the evacuation and also I will introduce to my parents they only live alone because my sister is one-on-oneone is still in college in Surabaya.

"Yes Rendra, thank you very much."

"No need to thank Alya, I didn't give you anything, instead I should thank you, you are willing to volunteer in my village, you can stay in my house, you can stay in my house, both of my parents are quite big house can accommodate you and everyday you can go to the shelter."

"But at least you gave way and direction to my step."

"No Alya, again I have not given you anything, even if you come to my village it is the call of your own heart."

"Well I assume that's my heart's call, Rendra you give way and hopefully in the future we'll be good friends."

"OK Alya I am now your friend, actually my village does not have an immediate impact maybe now still in a standby position but some are also affected, in the village I became a refuge also from a neighboring village."

"Rendra, I'm ashamed of both your parents, how will I be able to be frank with them? or am I hiding my pregnancy?"

Rendra looked at Alya to explore what the meaning was said just now as she and Rendra looked for a thoughtful answer to her words

Rendra was afraid Alya was offended and so the thought was also afraid that his parents misunderstood them, but since long ago in his house was a shelter for his friends fellow nature lovers fellow friends traveling, up the mountain, and, and camper together, boy friend and girl friend.

"Alya, there will be times when you have the right time and opportunity to open up to anyone, and that's all you can know."

"Ssssssssst..already, do not use everything that happens so regret us, but make every opportunity and day after day to be able to change us for the better again, but make every opportunity and day in the future to be able to change us for the better, who knows where you are here, open your eyes, open your heart and meet what it means to be with family, with others, with friends, all will feel more meaningful."

"Yes Rendra you are right, may I get the greatest wisdom in my life, here may God lead me to more self-awareness and self-introspection."

"Alhamdulillah, may Alya you get through all her, it's my do'a as your best friend. Now calm your heart, for the purpose of your steps is clear."

Alya rubbed her stomach that still looked flat, with the intention in her heart that was so strong and grateful God still loved her even though she was full of contempt and sin, as well as disgrace and reproach.

A speck of hope is reflected in Alya's face now, which surely a problem has been resolved if he now has a purpose to want to go to a place of refuge.

Giving meaning to life for others even though he is also a person who needs help, but on the one hand he has a strong determination to live with his fetus wherever he is.

"You're holding a cell phone?" Rendra resuscitated Alya's daydream.

"Mobile phones exist, just haven't bought the card, I broke it and threw it away why intend to seclude myself until I got the peace."

"I'd guess. Tomorrow I'll buy you a new card." Rendra smiled

"Yes thanks to Rendra, why didn't you ask me my story until I got pregnant and left home?"

"I have what right to you Alya, I'm afraid my question you accept as a burden and as a corner you."

"Oh my goodness, Rendra, there's a man who's so nice and polite like you."

"Haaaa.do not praise me much later you regret."

"I don't praise you just the honesty of my heart."

"If it's true honesty, I thank you."

They laughed together as if they forgot their respective problems, especially Alya, momentarily forgot that he was faced with the problems he created himself which now surrounds him.

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