Let Me Choose

Share the sadness

"Come on my son, I thought you were coming here, Mom and Dad are your parents now, this is your home come every time you want and there is time."

Retno tears spilled by itself in her mother-in-law's arms, Retno was unable to say anything only sadness was spilled, wanted to reduce the burden of feeling in her heart, Retno was unable to say anything, want to share the sadness that Retno also does not know with whom she should share.

Coming to her in-laws may be able to get a little enlightenment from the darkness of Retno's heart in the midst of the problems that are covering her household now.

Retno is still wise in looking at the problem, Retno does not spread her husband's disgrace to others, but Retno only wants to ask her parents if they know, if they know, but if they don't know Retno wants to share it and tell stories.

His father-in-law just sat down and stunned not knowing what to do, also in his words as an opening word to his son-in-law.

"Mom, I don't know what all my household problems are now, that's to the knowledge of Mom and Dad?"

"Sit down first, Rahma please bring a drink for your sister."

"Yes Mom." Rahma who was standing at the door of the room watched her Sister-in-law cry in her mother's arms and went straight towards the kitchen, coming with 2 glasses of drinking water in the tray that must be somehow for who one is

another glass.

"Sum up first let your heart calm down." Her mother-in-law poured water on Retno, Retno drank it a few sips as if dragging water through her throat.

For a moment everything was silent, Retno did not want to repeat her question.

"My child, there are things that you need to tell first as a parent, not the intention of Mother defending and justifying the actions and mistakes of your child, but it would be wiser to listen to explanations, she said, let Nak Retno also wisely judge everything."

Retno was silent, all this time she was fixated and her mind was fixed on the problems and cases that surrounded her husband.

Emotions can not be avoided again until he left the house, just want to avoid a more tapered quarrel is also more serious.

"Mother in my son's dilemma, when the mayor came to this house to convey everything that happened, Mother was shocked, Mother was angry, Mother was disappointed, even wanted Mother not to forgive Mother's child."

There were tears in her mother-in-law's eyes.

"But everything has happened there is nothing that can be returned to the beginning, like clockwork that we can not turn in the opposite direction, I think I'm just looking for the best way out, even if it's going to hurt me, your heart my son, someone else's heart."

Retno's mother-in-law took a heavy breath, thinking it wise to mediate between the problems of her son and daughter-in-law.

"What was the power of Mom at that time, Nak Retno? when the mayor comes? Which mother will be strong when her son has spread out the wedding invitation comes so heavy trouble, she said, on the one hand, I want you to know before you carry out the marriage contract let it be a consideration and not a problem also thorn in the beginning of your marriage, but on the other hand your pride, also your family, and your family, mother's child's self-esteem is also the Mother's family here into a very heavy consideration for Mother."

Retno's mother-in-law picked up the intact glass, drank it to just loosen her feelings before continuing the conversation.

"Mother is sick, Mother does not dare to meet others, Mother's face is like in the dirt of humiliation, until Mother's Son comes to beg for forgiveness and tell all the truth is also his fault, and promises to solve his problems." until there, her mother-in-law stopped talking like she was not strong enough to retell.

"Mom, I know the problem, also the family here knows better first, I just want Mom's thoughtful opinion what should I do as a wife?"

"My son, in every household there will be problems and trials, honestly I don't want to side with anyone, who will solve your household problems is you two, she said, but if it's still so hot now because of each other's emotions, it's better as Nak Retno did it avoid it first, until our hearts can think well what we should decide."

Retno just wiped her tears, looking down.

"Yes Mother..."

"But at least among you is still so much love and affection that has been awakened, should it collapse again without an apology?"

"Mother, I've forgiven Mas Prabu a lot but this time it's so hard for me to forgive. It felt to me that this betrayal was like a knife that stabbed my heart let alone this before we did the marriage contract and was uncovered after I was legally his wife."

"Mom leave everything to you my son, you feel you are living, again Mother is not on the side of anyone do the best in your heart because that is what you will live next, she said, just don't make a decision that will make you regret."

"Saran from Mr. Nak Retno, do not decide anything in the near future is enough for you to separate first, Nak Retno in Bandung with busy scripts, with busy scripts, and not just, Nak Prabu in Tasikmalaya with his daily life until you can properly find a way out of each other to find the most appropriate decision to decide." Her father-in-law Retno took part in his heart talk to contribute his best thoughts.

"Thank you Mother, Father, I'm out of the house not as a bad wife, but as I said earlier, avoiding arguments and emotions that are increasing more and more I feel."

"Yes my son."

"I broke off communication with Mas Prabu and I no longer use that phone number that I want to self-examination and calm down, I live in Bandung Mother, I live in Bandung, I'm trying to finish my thesis I've resigned from my job, and I'm going to focus on my script and plan ahead after graduation maybe I'll go home to Pekalongan continue the family business."

"Run what Nak Retno considers good, what should I say if my child comes home? should I tell you that you came here?

"It's okay just say, I'm still Mom's son-in-law, I'm still Mom's daughter-in-law, I deserve to come here."

"Retno, I'm sorry Mom, Dad and all the family here, if there's anything Mom and Dad can do say I'll try to treat your heartache."

"No Ma'am, as Mother said only we can solve everything because this is our household, pray I'll be able to stay strong and let me stay in Bandung, may our separation and our distance for some time, there will be things and open my heart can forgive Mas Prabu."

"Hopefully my son, it will be a mother do'a-do'a for you."

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