Let Me Choose

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Retno thought about what she should do, how to behave to her husband who started half an hour ago. She also changed the way she looked at her husband drastically.

Is all this karma from my parents who didn't follow

his wish? I'm sorry Romo, Kangjeng Mom, I'm not a good boy, but to get better do I have to go through all these ordeals?

Am I up to it? the problem I face now is so heavy, another with a separation for 5 years ago that I can pass, he said, another also with the treatment of Mas Prabu when I KKN avenge him all that I can pass and we finish together by producing changes that are very meaningful.

We gained wisdom from our meeting and found out who we were, with the honest confession that Mas Prabu and I still love each other.

But for this time I have not received any explanation from Mas Prabu, but my heart has been torn and bleeding, I have become a dust grain that is tossed in the wind and do not know which valley will be thrown.

I was worried, I was nervous, I was upset, I was angry, I was hurt, I hated everything, what I had to do to cover all that in front of Mas Prabu until the reception was over.

In front of my parents my brothers and relatives, in front of my in-laws as well as everyone who knew me well and was close, whereas I had already proposed moving to work here, in the hospital that Mas Prabu leads.

What if my parents knew my fate was like this now, what would my parents' attitude be to laugh at me or to keep welcoming me?

Harmony and harmony in everyone's view, that is what appears from outside my relationship with Mas Prabu, it turns out everything is rotten, full of falsehood and sweet on the face only.

In fact, Mas Prabu is no more as a jerk as the caterpillar that spreads itch Alya. Alya is a painting of unattainable ambition, justifying all means, with his sleazy tactics of wanting something that might become possible with over ambition.

How is the attitude of all my friends who so praise the harmony of our relationship even though it is only their judgment but they consider my relationship with Mas Prabu is something ideal in their eyes.

Mas Prabu woke up with red eyes after sleeping for more than an hour with pleasure.

"Darling you didn't sleep?"

"I'm not sleepy yet, I seem to have heartburn and lumbago."

"I'm sorry I slept."

"It's okay, Mommy."

So Retno wanted to issue a million questions and a million insults to the man who had been her husband, and showed in front of her face an sacrilegious video, he said, and the photos he has done with an itchy caterpillar that has always been a parasite in his relationships for a long time.

"A little while we're here, don't rest?"

"No need, I want to rest like I want to come to the moon Mas."

"I don't know about it, baby, do you usually have complaints?"

"Like that, my emotions run high, always angry and irritable, like I want to eat someone else's taste."

"Kok I just heard, baby, is there a complaint like that?"

"All women will experience it, but there is also an ordinary acute, I belong to the category of acute."

"OK if I already know it will not be surprised again if you are careless and quickly offended."

"Mas, where did my job move get?"

"Here the deal, you have become an employee at TMC Tasikmalaya dear do not have to think about anything else."

"I didn't think it was final yet, it seemed like I changed my mind."

"What do you mean, baby? don't want to move here, what do you want?"

"I feel not ready with all the changes at once Mas, I moved work, moved house left the boarding house at Bu Harni's house, college is still in Bandung just want to start the thesis is done KKN."

"That's just a labile emotion and a cursory thought yet to be lived dear, all will be well."

"My heart says it's not okay Mas, I'm an ordinary human I need to adjust to my status, to my circumstances, to my move, to a new atmosphere at work, to my adjustment as a son-in-law, to my, and my adjustments as Mas' wife."

"Oh my God, everyone lives on the road, I am beside you now."

"Yes, I'm so scared of my future."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I love you so much, I'm not ready to lose, I'm so at peace with you that I'm not ready for my condition to be distracted by anything."

"Ehemght...Ma'am I forgot that front turn left what's right?" Dimas cleared his throat while asking Retno the same surprise Dr. Prabu who looks from the rearview mirror in the car if they are hugging again.

Whether intentionally or coincidentally, but it is beneficial for Retno who is reluctant and lazy to make out, even Retno will limit their every togetherness, there will be limits such as reluctance of his heart to be close together like a married couple. Until Retno heard all the explanations from her husband.

Whether sin or whatever it is, Retno does not want to be like a fool controlled by passionate love, for Retno I am the legitimate wife of Mas Prabu, but I'm gonna act not like a good wife like Mas Prabu's cheating on her.

"Oh, left Dimas, time forgot again." Retno answered.

"Heeee.. forgot to remember Ma'am, afraid bablas to Bandung later."

"What do you think is it that you're not focusing?"

"Heeee.." I didn't think anything of it."

"Mas Dimas has a candidate what is not?" Hadi asked his sister-in-law with a smile.

"There's a Mas, but it's not serious."

"Oh yeah? which person is this?"

"The opposite of Mas Prabu haaaa..."

"You mean the Sundanese? how and where love this location, you're going to college in Java?"

"There's deeeh..." Dimas laughed and chuckled to himself.

"Cok now not invited by the girl heh? Retno was rather enthusiastic kepo just wanted to know his sister's business.

"I still think and have not known Romo and Mother, later."

"Don't most think the girl's tar is taken by people how, will you be busy with business?" Retno gives a little enlightenment.

"No, we have a commitment, I graduated from college focusing on new work seriously thinking about the future."

"What is the class now?" dr Prabu added.

"So together with Ms Retno, out of KKN and just want a thesis. Been busy every day, want to leave can not because it is the end of college."

"You'll be smart to walk three-three." Retno comforts her sister.

"Triple down anyway?"

"That's three, work, college together dating."

"Oh that's what it means...Retno sak so to health, not in the economy that many challenges. I'm going to bother myself heee..."

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