Let Me Choose

I'm not comfortable

"Master I want to get out of here, I'm uncomfortable, I'm not calm here, and I feel threatened I want to focus on my birth by not being bothered by things that don't mean anything at all," retno said with tears rising.

Dr. Prabu silently looked at his wife's face from the side, who turned his face to hide that Retno was crying again.

"If it doesn't mean we ignore it, why would you leave? we face it all together, what does that guy want?" dr. Prabu answered so close to Retno. His hands rubbed his wife's shoulders and head trying to tell her the honesty of his heart.

"I don't want to serve a madman, I'm still sane I still have hope and a future I'm going to have a Son and I don't want to be bothered with things like that, I don't want to get involved in anything and if I can get it done, he'll show his face and don't disturb our household any more!" retno said with emotion as if so hurt for no reason and because in maki kayak people have a big mistake in front of the crowd.

Dr. Prabu sighed, trying to hug and calm his wife. Find the right word how to Retno can understand if all need thought and time to go through it.

"I don't accept being treated like that! what right did that man have on me? brother no, parents are not impudently rebuking me like that, in my life I have never been yelled at by my own parents like that and I am valued to the greatest extent in my family my own parents cherish me so much but each other who have nothing to do with the same once and I have nothing wrong at all so unethical that man spoke before me!" long Retno talks about her uneg-uneg. All the contents of his heart, annoyance and discomfort are released and hope Mas Prabu can understand.

"Ajeng, be patient do not get carried away with emotions, about Him is his own business, let it be." sidelines dr. Prabu hope to calm Retno who is so angry as it looks, feeling contemptible and harassed at will.

"I'll let him know that if He doesn't bother me, don't threaten me, I don't pressure me, but like this I'll fight for what's mine!" said Retno while sitting on the porch seat avoiding her husband's grip, feeling it did not calm her down

"Yes, don't even want to go I won't be willing to get away from me Darling" Dr. Prabu hugged Retno and buried his head in Retno's lap sitting on the porch chair.

Unimaginably far from his beloved wife, let alone Retno contain the fruit of their love may be half crazy like Dr. Prabu if Retno back away from his side.

Enough of their separation while waiting for each other for five years, and their separation after marriage until finally Retno came home with all her consciousness with a filling stomach.

All that does not want to happen again, anything will be done while Prabu can, in order to maintain their wives and children.

"But Mas has to come He told me to apologize to me because he had cursed me in front of many people, I feel I have no problem with that person and never again intimidate me and threaten Me, I don't like it in that way, I don't want any business with Him, I don't want any business with Him, maybe it's the rest of Mas's business so get everything done!" retno's orders were so seen cornered her husband Prabu.

Dr Prabu understands that the problem is not really his problem but why bring his wife all? what does Alya want? why is it so true what Retno said his wife became a thorn in her household and life?

There must be a solution because all does not give peace to his wife now, also in his life.

Dr. Prabu breathed heavily on what reason did he come to Alya and had Alya apologize to his wife what kind of ethic was that? it feels awkward and not necessarily.

Retno asked like that, the point is to stop everything, maybe have to ask the help of Dr. Imam to tell Alya not to come to her household again, because they often meet but Dr Imam is also now being worried about his personal problems.

"Honey, calm down You are pregnant do not follow the emotions, we go down and drink first, it's okay to go to the market also stay a list of everything you need love Bi Iyah let her do the shopping, she said, what's difficult?"

"Mas is not a matter of shopping or anything else, but convincing my heart to be calm without being disturbed by irresponsible people is the most important thing, not that simple. Anyway what would he want to come with threats, insults and other bad things to me?" Retno stared intently at her husband hoping that there would be one ability to solve everything.

"Dear, we think together what kind of solution, if together it will be better as long as you do not first take a direct decision want this so want so I become confused and afraid too, as long as you do not want to, I don't want to be away from You Honey let alone soon you enter 9 months of pregnancy I want to be together to enjoy the moment of our togetherness, it should start next week already in check every week for the smoothness and comfort of your birth later," said Dr. Prabu in a soft voice.

"Okay, I'm moving doctors and hospitals, if I need to I don't give birth in that hospital, I'm sick of having to meet that person!"

"Ajeng, not so dear, what do all my colleagues say later? chief Sister Miranti is so eager to be your companion later he said, also Dr Imam SpOG do you have a sweet promise of our memories?" dr. Prabu answered so giving a very reasonable understanding.

"Why do you only think about the views and feelings of others? why don't you think about my feelings? what does it feel like to be reviled by someone who knows no, said just because I became Mas Prabu's wife? I don't understand, Mas, what's my fault? why am I always being run over by people I don't understand why is it so hard to force their feelings and desires?" retno looked so sad.

"Well, Dear Teacher, I'm just following your wishes, but don't forget it's our test because other people see your life as too good, as well as mine. Then they imagine being you and I want it that way when actually everyone each has their own problems."

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