Let Me Choose

What am I supposed to do?

"Yes, Waalaikum salaam Bu Harni, what's the matter, until you take the time to tell me if Retno is okay?" dr. Prabu's voice from across the phone was so shocked and felt there was something very important that Sister Harni wanted to convey to her.

"No Mr Prabu, Retno news is fine how is Mr Prabu there, is it still a long time to stay there or have planned to return home?"

"Although at home living here can share, can gather with others to socialize with people from various regions with fellow volunteers with fellow health workers there is a pleasure in itself. But even then we have a responsibility for the work, the, most here I am about two weeks again because the disaster has begun to subside and people have been willing to organize their own lives some have gone home, some have come home, it's just that our health still provides services in every barracks post at some point of refuge."

"Yes yes...Does Mr. Prabu not feel the same kangen wife?"

"Oh my goodness, Sister Harni, if that matter is not asked at all times, every time that fills my brain is only Retno and Retno, if that is not the case, every time that fills my brain, if I don't teach myself what it's like to fly there hugging my wife and taking her home."

"I don't think the doctor feels bad."

"Suster Harni my longing is so heavy, every day and night I go through like a dazed person, but because my own consciousness feels full of sin I feel myself unworthy to be forgiven, I was trying to find a diversion of my feelings and was in this place for a while. This is all I can do and the best."

"How about Pak Prabu to solve the problem that is surrounding the Pak Prabu household has arrived where? sorry I asked scared too presumptuous"

"It's okay Miss Harni. I tried before coming here to visit Alya's family, which is the mayor's family I want to be responsible whatever the risk with Retno later. Although it was not in my heart to be held responsible, but now it is my act even though it is not a hundred percent of me who is guilty, Alya took part in this but what can I do if I don't find Alya? Alya disappeared somewhere until now."

"Oh yeah?"

"Nobody knows where he is, close relatives in contact with none of Alya's arrivals, my sense of responsibility is delayed and I don't know when."

"Numbers the feelings of both parents is also possible?"

"I consulted with both of his parents, his parents got sick and had been admitted to the hospital where I worked, but there was nothing I could do, until now just monitoring waiting for news from both parents whether they find Alya and get news, until this moment there has been no news of Alya's whereabouts."

Silent.

"Until this moment Alya disappeared somewhere maybe he felt he had disappointed both parents, or he felt guilty I don't know, maybe he went far somewhere, maybe he went far somewhere, Whether he's in good health or what kind of condition I don't know, and that's what I'm really looking forward to."

"As it seems?"

"Yes, so to be responsible and the form of responsibility I will marry her is hampered until now, I can not get any certainty Miss Harni."

"When is that not certain, doctor?"

"Just like when I don't know, I'm just waiting for him."

"Pak Prabu today I want to convey maybe good news for Mr. Prabu."

"What news is Miss Harni?"

"I got a message from Mr. Prabu's wife, Retno, I have always discussed giving input to encourage and support Retno, every time there is an opportunity to arrive at a conclusion Pak Prabu's wife said from the beginning had also forgiven Mr. Prabu. One more Retno allows Pak Prabu to marry Alya, and Retno accepts Alya as a woman no matter what her name is in your household may people say honey."

"O Allah, Sister Harni, what does Retno say to my wife?"

"Yes, but permission to accept Alya's presence in your household, while time will not change Retno to return home until she finishes her script and passes, Retno said, maybe he's gathering some sort of mental strength and flipping through the mind what's best for the way forward."

"Retno..thank you dear..."

"One more time, I congratulate you Mr. Prabu because Retno is also currently pregnant with the fruit of your love."

Dr. Prabu forgot who he was, on the phone he cried sobbing while calling Retno's name and apologizing for her mistake, apologizing for the betrayal that was far from what she expected would be the result.

Dr. Prabu roared like a defeated man from the battlefield, regretting his meaningless self, calling Retno's name so far from his reach, saying words of regret and self so much wrong.

"Sir Prabu, Retno's willingness to accept another woman in her home life may be based on her pregnancy, because she told me she would not let go if she did not feel."

"Suster Harni, how much I wanted to go to her, prostrate at her feet begging for mercy, and thank her for her spaciousness. I want to hug her and I want to make her happy the rest of my life for the rest of my age."

"Maybe Retno feels what Alya feels, while pregnant there is no one who is responsible and thinks also for her child, what will her future be like? and later his status will be questioned to the community environment."

"Suster, please give me Retno's phone number, where she's up to now on her graduation terms I can't wait to pick her up!"

"Sorry Dr. Prabu, Retno has not allowed to give you her phone number, because it will interfere with the concentration on her activities now."

"Oh Allah, Miss Harni, what shall I do?"

"Patience, tawaqal and wait until Retno is really ready to go home."

"Yes Bu Harni, I will patiently wait for him and keep trying to find information on where Alya is and keep in communication with his family."

"Fortunately Pak Prabu can have a wife like Retno."

"Mom I really don't know what to say to Retno, when I receive her pregnancy news, maybe just thank you for still thinking of me as her husband."

"Draw the heart of Dr. Prabu as well as the heart of Retno, appreciate all her sacrifices do not waste, because if you hurt her again, I don't know what her decision will be."

"Yes Miss Harni, will I remember everything, every eye job there is only Retno in my eyes, does she look a bit fat? or is he cravings thin?

I can't wait to wipe her stomach and whisper an apology to the life in her womb."

"Yes Dr. Prabu hopefully the doctor will soon get the certainty of Alya news, and can realize the hope of being able to pick up Retno here."

"Thank you so much Sister Harni."

Dr. Prabu rubbed his tears, his whole body felt sweaty, and immediately looked for his mother Alya's phone number Sofyan Wijaya's mother to ask her latest news.

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Let Me Choose Less than ten episodes.

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