Let Me Choose

Alya's restlessness

"You sick, son? you look pale and lethargic like that why?" Alya's mother held her son's hand after Alya sat on the sofa of the living room.

"No Ma, I'm just a little soy."

"Night you didn't come home, just telephon Mama who are you sleeping there with your friend Desty right?"

"I-iya Ma'am, I was lazy to go home just to sleep there, happened to be a lot of visitors last week so I helped because the barista was just as overwhelmed waitress." Alya lied to cover it all up.

"Alhamdulillah, I want that blessing."

Alya was stunned to hear the words from her mother that last night her mother said it was a blessing but for her it was a calamity. Yes, a great calamity only because of his ambition only because of his desire even he who fell himself into the pit of blasphemy, his holiness was taken in a struggle of anger that lit up Dr. Prabu.

But all that Alya had experienced did not make himself deterred even though it seemed silent, spoiled, spoiled, home children like less sociable but Alya has a very hard heart is difficult to estimate and to be conquered by anyone until his wishes are achieved.

Like his determination this time he who wants to go forward somehow to nowhere, one silly hope may he be 'pregnant'. Really Alya wishes that are excessive and beyond anyone's expectations, that's for sure.

Already he now feels defeated in front of dr Prabu. But he wants to rise from that mistake with new ammunition with the terror and new hope he has designed.

"You look really cute, tired and also your face looks pale, then take a shower first so Mama will prepare breakfast for what breakfast?"

"No need Ma I don't feel hungry later, after bathing I'm hungry and want breakfast I'm looking for myself."

"Yes Mama has a meeting with her mothers of the complex here because yesterday the essay has been completed, and now it may start again so Mama is expected to attend the meeting this time."

"Oh, yes Alya also want to take a bath first and maybe later in the day it runs out, Alya will go again to the bakery and continue maybe help and supervise at the cafe."

Alya passed to her room in the sight of her mother who was a little surprised to see the appearance of her other child than usual, always neat, always fresh but this morning she came in a haggard state, pale with uninspired gontai steps.

Alya thought continuously about the events of last night like a shadow that kept following her. His reckless move last night had produced a kind of fear in him even though all of that could be brushed aside with such a high level of confidence.

If she was pregnant, it would be a disgrace to her family. Moreover, his family is a respected person as the number one ruler in this municipality. But at once maybe this as a weapon also for him to get Dr. Prabu who felt wet braids himself to retreat.

There is no word to back down for Alya especially in the present moment, and the next fear of fear said Dr. Prabu is an inviolable decision that is the word accountability if she is pregnant.

Alya sat on her bed and let her wishful thinking wander if and if in her be one hope and consolation for herself

Should she tell her best friend Desty? if last night's events were so real and Alya himself got himself after being torn apart by the stains created by himself.

Alya recalls the time when Dr. Prabu was filled with anger, committing to self-unification not on the basis of love, moreover, Alya found that he felt hurt and Dr. Prabu did it violently and Alya did not feel anything other than the word pain and pain throughout his body.

Alya entered the bathroom still with all her daydreams. Shaking his body while rubbing his queen's stomach.

Alya seemed to see Dr. Prabu was groaning his innocent body, kissing violently, groping the sensitive part and biting it with lust in the reflection of the bathroom glass. Alya saw the figure of her who was so desperate outside the thinking of common sense this is the love that dominates her. Alya smiled at the reflection of her face.

Alya thought, in general the best time to do the test is after a missed menstrual period. After doing the relationship between men and women can be ascertained if there is a conception and it has been the results of research experts and can not be doubted.

So Alya still has a lot of time for his plans ahead and questions about him will all be answered approximately 1 month later as well.

It can take up to three weeks after ***** login to****** so that the pregnancy test is accurate and that will be the most exciting time for Alya.

This is because the pregnancy is not in his desire but if this is one way he makes it easier to have dr. Prabu then 'pregnant!' maybe everything will go easy. It can take up to a week for****** to fertilize an egg, and a week or more for an egg that has been implanted into the uterus to fertilize. considering that Alya goosebumps herself.

The best part of the allowable testpack after having sex last night can we do as well actually. Just open the test pack, follow the instructions, and wait for the recommended time to see the results.

Even so, the results can be wrong if the test is done too early, then one month is the time to wait until finally get an answer.

Chief Alya was so filled with millions of words namely, pregnant, check, testpack now, just wait 1 month, check to the doctor, the attitude of his parents, the views of the community, the ridicule of the neighbors, and so on, dr. Prabu and his future, marriage, unrecognized and irresponsible, stacked again all the words filled Alya's brain and mind.

"Well...." Alya shouted throwing her body onto the bed and cried.

So unfocused Alya with his thoughts all came to him with questions as if his parents also again saw him with disbelief and a face full of question marks.

Alya reaches for her phone to contact her best friend Desty and now she really needs a friend and Alya wants to share even a black whatever disgrace this Desty as her best friend still has to know, who knows Desty can provide a way out of the turmoil over the anxiety of his heart at this time.

Alya throws back her phone feeling she is not ready to share the story with her own friend.

His eyes turned to the bag he had brought from the cafe and Aliya grabbed it open and one sophisticated camera was so in unfortunately. The series to have a resolution of 24.3 MP (Mega Pixel) sensor 35mm full-frame Exmor is equivalent to the best DSLR camera Alya has with the skills to use it.

The camera uses the latest BIONZ X processor, as well as the most advanced auto focus resulting in exceptional sensitivity, detail and quality. Make the user free to express with any pose and will produce images with high quality.

The latest BIONZ X camera processing engine can make color rendering more real, reduce noise better, also burst mode images become faster.

Alya has mastered all the details of the usefulness function of everything in his camera, and one more now his camera contains one moment of photo results and sophisticated record ready Alya print someday in need.

Currently Alya just holding the camera was not able to open it. As if the camera will reopen everything he has done from starting to enter the room so as to get the moments he wants, also when he mengumbu dr. Prabu with his own feelings of love.

With a feeling of emptiness Alya saved back the camera after being put in her bag.

There was nothing he could do but to be still and remember the series of events, until at noon he was preparing to go to the cafe and bakery back.

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