Let Me Choose

Overindulgence

Like marathon dr. Prabu and Ella looking for Retno and almost to all corners of the hospital but no, terbesit bad mind dr. Prabu Retno go to the highway, and, or to the train tracks or to Cimulu times or to the Mall Asia Plaza upstairs, or to where it is appropriate to go to an angry, emotional, betrayed person, heartache and falling.

In the tiredness of dr Prabu leaning against the wall GOR is commonly used when competing and training. It sounds screeching people are exercising or again exercising, with a loud voice release the burden and reduce the burden when competing.

''Huph...Huph..huh..."

Dr. Prabu got up and walked non-stop to the door of GOR and from a distance it looks Retno is playing on the field with someone who knows who, maybe visitors who want to practice by watching quite a few spectators, there are quite a few spectators, who was sitting in the field stands with his leisure.

Sweat splashed his veil and his clothes were wet and the opponent was also equally soaked, Dr. Prabu sat in the back corner of Retno playing, and he was soaking wet, high-level emotional play resulted in a score of three sets in a landslide Retno won the match and opponent Retno played over Retno and regretted it by laughing admiring Retno's game, and, by giving a thumbs up a man may be a worker or student who is not yet proficient in holding a racket, then ask for a photo together Retno and Retno nod and pose like a celebrity athlete who just won the olympiade event, dr. Prabu put together the same upper teeth below and felt jealous of the man's treatment of Retno who asked for some poses to take a photo together.

With impatience and emotion due to jealousy also Dr. Prabu approached them and Retno was surprised.

"Hi hai...what the fuck is your holding and affectionate play?!" dr. Prabu pulled the man's hand rough and the man gawked uncomprehendingly.

"Sorry, we're just rehearsing together"

"Exercises alone do not play hold and photos all who lo?" sulcan dr Prabu.

"Who are you too? come angry like it's been hit by a stun, what hit the lightning heh?"

"Gue's future husband!" dr. Prabu pointed at his chest.

"Newly the candidate is already proud, if it has become a proud new husband."

"Lo, what the hell is that?"

"That's a fact, isn't it?"

Dr. Prabu did not realize that Retno had passed and walked to the edge of the field while taking her bag.

"Once again look out!"

"Haaaaaaaa.. ngancam, what is nantangin?"

"What do you want?"

Dr. Prabu pointed at the man with emotion and ran after Retno and blocked her steps, trying to grab her hand but Retno dodged, and from a distance the male opponent of Retno's training was heard laughing.

"Woi..again cold war huh?"

Dr. Prabu did not pay attention to the man's words earlier, in his heart if it is close, it is certain that his raw bogem makes a tear in the mouth of a person.

"Retno wait! I want to talk, it's not like you think, I'm not like that, let's talk in my room if not in the back garden."

Retno did not see Dr. Prabu who continued to squeeze it, in the barrier from the left turn to the right and in the barrier from the right turn to the left, do not say a word and let alone see it until in front of his mess room Retno entered and dr Prabu also entered and then Retno looked at him very cold, very cold, Ella who was sleeping immediately sat down and Ismi who was in the bathroom turned her head out.

"Why did you come in here?"

"I want to talk."

"I don't want to."

"You don't want you to have to hear my explanation"

"Other explanation?"

"Pak Prabu, Ma'am Retno if you want to talk here, let's talk well let me same Ismi out first, if you want to talk here, I'm the same Ismi is not good at eavesdropping on your conversation and you also will not be free to talk, let's Ismi we go out!" Ella gives Dr. Prabu and Retno a chance to solve their problems.

"Come on, what's in my room to talk to here?"

"I told you I don't want to talk!"

"Retno is patient and listen to my explanation."

"I don't want to hear any explanation so get out now, I'm gonna take a shower!"

Dr. Prabu blocked the bathroom door and stood there, all in silence with emotions still burning in each other's hearts, after a while Dr. Prabu approached Retno who was still standing on the side of the wall.

"Retno I don't want this bad atmosphere, and I don't know where I'm talking to, all beyond my control and all of this coming up, you came at the right moment to stop all that I feel lucky because of all the events in front of you. It wasn't me who approached Alya but Alya who took advantage of the slightest opportunity."

"Have you spoken?"

"I don't mind your reasoning Dr Prabu, but the commitment between us is void!"

"No Retno, I know that's not what your heart wants but I think you need some time to calm down first."

"I'm gonna take a shower, watch out!"

"Retno you're an emotion."

"I'm emotional, so why not?"

"May, but his emotions control a little don't be blind like this, playing with photos of new people, holding hands with other men in the field like celebrities, do you deserve that?"

"Oh apparently dr Prabu does not like me in the grip of others? photos of other men? then why not ask a Retno what a Retno likes to see dr Prabu puttyan, in elus-elus also maybe in the hug of the woman itchy? let us show off our dislike, we break even our calculations of introspection of ourselves, each of us, if I can challenge the itchy girl in the field can't just pretend to be sick and seduce men who have no stand and rejection, men are labile and perverted."

"Retno, Retno.." Dr. Prabu tried to softly calm Retno who spoke uncontrollably like a possessed person, who was possessed, although his heart is very angry and emotional also in the words of a man who has no stand and rejection, a man is unstable and careless.

"I'm tired I'm tired of finding a reality that is far from my imagination, I want to go far from this reality, maybe I will be crazy long ago here, maybe, one that I never thought of why didn't Mas Prabu say that there was me in your heart, so hard? let the caterpillar know! everyone in this hospital has turned into such a terrible monster for me, and every time it is ready to plunge me, you dr. Prabu are so heartless, sister-in-chief Miranti is just as annoying and your friend Dr. Imam just as stabbing me with a pretence that itchy chick is like a disgusting caterpillar in my eyes!"

"Remissing!"

"What?"

"I catch on as if it wasn't you, speaking so rudely, not the once gentle Retno."

"Did you know? I can be rude like everyone else and can be more gentle than everyone else, but being weak doesn't make me successful as a person who is valued and looked at rightly, I can be as brutal as a street woman because Mas started all this, so what else would Mas Prabu put in my eyes?"

"Retno said anything about me, but you should know my position, who am I now? as a matter of course we have to respect others, like me the leader here let's say I'm the director here, automatically I get in touch with all the private and government local officials not so easy to deal with that kind of thing, Alya does like me but I don't, I say once again I don't like it, I don't like it, I admit Alya son of a mayor my friend in the government, can not I suddenly refuse clearly, I think there will be a time later let's go to the cafe, and I introduce you maybe in that way more thoughtful and Alya must also understand, all not necessarily with excessive emotions."

Retno Silence is admittedly too emotional and also rude, the words of Mas Prabu are very understood and wise, but whatever it is the impact of his frustration that so in a row received bad treatment from Dr. Prabu and his people in this hospital.

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Thanks though.