Let Me Choose

Conveniences

"Sabar Al, the story is already told, so that the food is not disturbed. You must eat a lot so that the child you bear is healthy and can grow properly."

"The child who is present without being desired."

"Don't say so, all children are holy without sin, their parents are sinful, so they need to repent and sincerity to live it. Okay you already feel not to be a good child but at least be a good mother for your child who you will be born."

"Yes Mas Rendra, I'll try to be better."

"If we've eaten, we go home, do you still have activities?"

"Usually if I'm not tired I don't go home first, I help mothers make food, and I also teach a little science cooking small cakes who knows useful."

"Oh yeah? you are smart to cook apparently, pantesan this morning breakfast like fried bananas dimodif ala cafe-cafe that."

"My life is in that field." Rendra looked at Alya, in her heart said if Alya was not in trouble and not in a state of pregnancy maybe she would fall in love and long would be in love, but in this present moment the feeling is not love to be given, but the sympathetic feeling of a friend.

"So what now, what's going home to the barracks again?"

"I'm a little dizzy, we'll just go home."

"Alright, let's be careful down."

Rendra helped get Alya's shoes that were scattered far away, they came down from the food stall and left the place to eat.

"Is it that you get dizzy every day?"

"Not really."

"Have you ever checked your pregnancy?"

"Not yet."

"Would you like me to drop off check now?"

"Don't mind?"

"Come, even if Puskesmas in a natural disaster emergency we just check to get there."

Alya did not answer just riding the bike slowly and Rendra also brought his motorbike carefully.

The puskesmas were a bit loose, probably because the time was already noon, Alya felt what she felt like. The first time she checked her pregnancy and now she is only accompanied by a friend who a few weeks ago only known her can imagine what she felt like, what she felt like, neither his mother nor anyone should have accompanied him under any circumstances.

Rendra understood Alya's feelings, like what, as a friend took a role that should not be her who is on Alya's side at this time.

Rendra accompanies from the start of the list, and when examined further consultations, one that makes Alya stunned Rendra becomes the person in charge of her and she tries to hide everything until she mentions that she is the husband of Alya.

Rendra apologized for everything after everything was done, because to not beat around the bush and facilitate the consultation and data and Alya responded with various feelings, there was pain, shame, shame, felt that it had been a lot of trouble and borrowed the identity of his best friend.

They went home with the results of the examination, and PR. Alya lack of vitamins, low tension, the age of the womb has reached eight weeks or approximately two months stepping on the third month, the fetus is active and grows according to the age of the womb, one that is a record of food intake from Mothers who must be sufficient, do not have much thought and more rest.

Alya admitted, he lacks rest is right, too avoid solitude to not think too much about any things. Lack of sleep is clear lately he slept almost above 24 pm, especially early knowing he was pregnant.

Rendra runs back his father's old motorbike and stops in his front yard.

Alya looks tired and sits on the terrace chair before entering the house and followed Rendra across the table as a barrier.

"Al, I suggest that the condition is not possible not every day is also okay to come to the refugee camp."

"I feel strong, I'm here for that."

"Most people feel that way, feel strong, healthy, but in reality they are weak and even sick but if according to the diagnosis of midwife you have many shortcomings, then, your weight should start to rise said the midwife had not moved still like the beginning you have not been pregnant."

Alya quiet.

"You should not take it all in your heart, live it all let what has happened and one you need to always remember, life in your body that you have to take care of because it is a day care for you, grace however the story is not all women can go through those times, there are so many ways out there to get pregnant."

Alya was still silent, what was she supposed to say to Rendra? he really can't tell me everything.

"I left a little money for your needs, sorry when you refused but now please don't refuse, buy what you want, food, clothes or whatever."

"I believe, but hold my money as a reserve for the unexpected."

Alya returned. Should he refuse to give Rendra back? his kindness is also the kindness of both parents to accommodate him even though they know he is pregnant without status.

"Have my Mother and Father been kind to you all this time?"

"Good Mas, they're of tremendous concern in any case, even because it's too good I feel awkward and embarrassed myself."

"That is the advantage of parents, we must be grateful to still have them. Are both of your parents still complete?"

"Still Mas, I've come to think of my parents, I've been wrong a lot, I've been humiliating them, I've smeared and hurt them damaging their self-esteem. Too many of my faults, and I cut off communication somehow like my Father's Mother now."

"How many brothers are you, Al?"

"I'm an only child."

"What area are you from?"

"Tasikmalaya."

"I work there too."

"I expected it."

"O Allah Al, at least tell them, do not let them be in anxiety."

"It's been, but it's been a long time two weeks ago, but I didn't open communication with them, only I'm fine and there's one area so far from home."

"Alya, however they are your closest people, and they must be worried about you"

"Do you have any friends? let's go through him let him tell your parents."

"I want to live my life here first Mas, away from everyone."

"I understand Al, but how do your parents, do they understand? how sick are you? if anything happens, will you not regret it? think about it."

"But I'm starting to feel at home here, getting used to living it all, let alone Mas Rendra there are friends for discussion and conversation."

"Al, I can't stay here forever, there's a responsibility I have to wait and I can't leave, try to establish communication with your best friend whoever it is, try to convey to your parents that your presence is fine, send a picture of you so you can convince both parents that you are okay, tell me the truth if you want to get far."

"Yes Mas Rendra, I'll try."

"Once dong do not burden yourself with problems also do not burden our parents try to rise and live independently also responsible for themselves."

Why every time I talk to Mas Rendra there is always calmness and being around him is a comfort.

His attention and protective attitude were so intense, but I realized who I was? and who is Mas Rendra I do not know and I do not dare to save the slightest taste and hope.

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