Let Me Choose

Let Me Choose
Still stiff and stiff



Dr. Prabu pondered to himself at the cafe table while his eyes were always looking out which clearly saw the activities outside the cafe, remembering Retno and seeing her change feels healed from old wounds that so tussled her heart and feelings, a million anxieties


still haunting him like the incident this morning was so unpleasant to his eyes,


Arya although Retno's brother remains a threat to her misstep Retno could turn to hate him again and turn to someone who is not clear is an Aryan.


But all that is not easy it seems for Retno to turn away from her love, evidently five years apart still waiting and love him proved on his phone and laptop only his name is always called and in miss him, but everything could have changed.


Dr. Prabu smiled to remember everything and thought the steps that Retno would take to re-notify their relationship to her parents as well as to her extended family later even though her Father Retno Raden Haryo Atmojo was sick again, but at least his extended family must be involved in the decision, especially this concerns the future of Retno.


All the fantasies of Dr. Prabu alternated and now the shadow of Retno became his wife and their happiness that was in front of his eyes made his chest feel warm and catapulted all his happiness... Retno when all our love is real, all so I long, every second from now on is a struggle to reach that happy hope.


Dr. Prabu walking in the hospital corridor to the room of a friend may also be more appropriate as his old friend Dr. Burhan, who always give support for his loneliness and always remind and regret himself not to have a daughter who end up being the material of their jokes.


Dr. Prabu's eyes swept all corners of the hospital hoping to see someone who had just this morning they were the same as one car and sitting side by side, walking a bit at a slow right and his heart still hope even though just looking at a glance might be able to calm his bath.


''Uh, dr. Prabu.keesel ya wait for Retno who is still working."


"Oh, Miss Harni is not also Mom."


"Just let's talk here in my room is okay, I happen to be free, Retno is still accompanying SpOG doctors again there is an SC action." chief Sister Harni goes in first followed by Dr. Prabu.


"It's okay Miss Barin Retno work first, usually what time he finished if in the KKN time like this?"


"Last lunch break I told him to stop and let him get ready, rest first, pray, eat and if the woman and her old makeup heee... sometimes the wayward also eat later in the car he said, I don't know what not to eat people."


Dr. Prabu just smiled while sitting on one of the chairs.


"Sir Prabu, what will I drink"


"No need Mom I've had a drink at the cafe ahead of it, seriously not."


"Where is Retno angry anymore?"


"Yes that's it Mom, sometimes the emotions like a really sensitive innate serious only and just now I saw his smile heee..."


"Please, maybe his heart has not been able to accept Dr. Prabu because the meeting between the two of you is not in accordance with what was in his imagination all along."


"Yes, Mom."


"But I'm sure there's nothing else in his heart I make sure of that, because every time he confides in me it's just Mr. Prabu who he always calls."


"Oh yeah?"


"Yes, sometimes I give input to many men who like and hope seriously with Sister Retno, but she does not budge on her stance and her heart's belief that Pak Prabu will come to see her."


"Who was Mom this morning?"


"Yes, one of the serious ones expects Retno's sister who still survives and is persistent, although maybe the response she receives is the same as in other men cold."


"Say that's Retno Bu's roommate?"


"Ah, what brother wong found here, like there aja deh ah.but do not know also that sekampung may like there is still a distant brother connection, that is, I have also talked with Mas Arya, it's called Mas Arya, when I asked the brothers not he said not only his house deket only so it feels like a brother met sekampung in the region..."


"Oh, that's it, ma'am."


"I was thinking Mas Arya who seemed to be in love with sister Retno, but I thought another after recently Sister Retno said that Mas Prabu was present again in front of Sister Retno with the most annoying leader call at that time I ever told you."


"Heeeeeeeeee.actually I'm not that annoying Mom, but why is it when I knew there was one student by the name of Retno and I saw clearly yes it was my Retno who five years ago crossed my ugly mind and my cunning intentions and revenge alone, without me knowing Retno's real struggle."


"Oh, uh I was just talking to Sister Harni why?"


"Say he was just waiting in front of him, or in Mr. Burhan's room."


"Ssssssssst...sister Retno why the hell should be the question of the same thing, indeed why? here is also the same how the ends wait for you, had met Mother in front of Mother who invited dr. Prabu here so chat deh entanglement."


"Suster Aisyah this is my senior Mas Prabu on campus." Sister Aisyah thrust her hand and dr. Prabu greeted her with a smile.


"It's nice to meet you Mas Prabu."


"Together."


"How about if we eat together first I can not ask Miss Harni?"


"Of course you can go ahead."


"How's rento?"


"May ya Sister Aisyah?" sister Aisyah nodded while smiling shyly.


"Because I don't know where to eat please choose later, also Miss Harni join us."


"Thank you Dr. Prabu, Mother next time please the young young, I already have a abstinence heee.lagian want to pray first."


At RM.


Finally only three of them sat at the table lesehan Sundanese restaurant 'Ponyo'. At first everything seemed stiff but Retno tried to give an attitude as if accustomed especially in front of her friend Sister Aisyah, let Sister Aisyah not feel awkward by always inviting communication and chatting more than with dr. Prabu himself.


Dr. Prabu is more understanding, knowing that Retno's attitude was not as flexible as five years ago, there is a stiff feeling that can not be avoided especially Dr. Prabu sitting percis in front of him and always his gaze deliberately directed at him.


"Order as you both like, which way I will go." Dr. Prabu gave freedom to Retno and sister Aisyah.


"It won't fit." Retno spoke without seeing Dr. Prabu busy looking at the menu book.


"I believe you can pick the best one on that menu."


"So seriously, you didn't choose yourself?" Retno glanced at Dr. Prabu who was engrossed in seeing his phone.


"Heemght..pick it."


Feels like eating with the office alone it feels awkward and all self-limiting each although Dr. Prabu sometimes teases the two women in front of him with his clothes or praises him but can not be avoided all looks just stiff.


"Retno after this I wait at the hospital mosque, yes, where to go before leaving for Tasikmalaya?"


"Not going anywhere else just wait for my clothes in between from the laundry, if not wearing a uniform will be punished and sanctioned again in the place of KKN."


"He must obey the rules so as not to be punished, Sister Aisyah?" dr. Prabu is not happy with the words of Retno's satire.


"The Betul is Mas Prabu."


Dr. Prabu just smiled and Retno was silent.


"Seriously have you eaten nothing else in the message? maybe a drink, what's juice?"


"Already Mas Prabu, full thanks a lot for the treat." sister Aisyah represents her best friend Retno.


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