Let Me Choose

Painful memories

Dr. Prabu Seto Wardhana scrunched his forehead as he looked at the pile of maps on the desk of the chief nun Miranti as he walked around controlling all the parts of the hospital where he worked, and it was done routinely as the best service as well as routine inspection as the main leader at Tasikmalaya Medical Center, or commonly called TMC, in the column of the map box clearly written one name with a permanent marker,

Raden Ajeng Retno Ayuningty.

Deg ! one name that he wanted to forget from the memory and travel records of his life that had scratched too severe a wound so deep in his heart, even though Dr. Prabu himself was not sure of his own feelings, but why until now so sick and hurt every time he heard a single word name Retno?

Is it Retno or Ajeng her lover first while studying in Bandung? or does it just happen to have the same name? can't be! one name of the Javanese blue blood noble that is so sacred is not so easy to apply to everyone, although a name is the right of all parents as a do'a to their children, but this is all so tickling for Dr. Prabu to see it also open the CV and files in the folder.

Thousands of questions hang mining in his brain, if this is true Retno his close friend first why so here? did he apply for a job at this hospital? has he graduated in economics and been an economics graduate? where is Retno now? hows karaan? are you married?

Being engrossed with a thousand questions came the chief nun Miranti, and was intrigued when she knew her leader was in her room. Sister chief Miranti was embarrassed that she was nowhere to be when Dr Prabu came to her room.

"Oh dr Prabu, sorry I had an urgent in the front lobby. Helping nurses who are busy with IGD patients want to give birth."

"It's okay I just look around by chance the room is closed, and when I tap there is no answer and I enter no one, sorry I was sassy to enter without permission first."

The chief sister Miranti smiled in relief while nodding respectfully and remained standing beside her desk.

"What's that file on the red map?" dr. Prabu pointed to the pile of red maps that had been seen and in his rabbi.

"Oh that, the file and CV of students who want KKN in this hospital doc I have not seen again, very busy."

Dr. Prabu nodded as she put her lips together, sister Miranti saw that her leader was still handsome even though his lips were too thick, if only he had not been married and was young, he would probably be the culprit of the soft gossip at this time when he was both in one room heee...

"Can I see one? I want to see the requirements and other files as a condition of joining KKN students now."

"Oh, please sir."

Dr. Prabu took one map and parted out of the room, excused the chief nun Miranti and headed to rush to her room.

Dr. Prabu felt his heart thumping along the steps of his steps towards his room and was pounding more and more while sitting at his desk.

By wiping his tie but more to calm his heart Dr. Prabu took his drink on the right glass of his desk and closed it until it fell down because it shook and trembled both hands. With a single sip of drinking water in the glass and then in the store back into place, it was so difficult to swallow it felt bad mineral water in his throat.

One sheet of the map was opened, two more sheets were written and clearly read "Raden Ajeng Retno Ayuningtyas"

up to her personal biodata

And the more stubborn as drifting heart and body of Dr. Prabu when he saw a photo that was so clear that Retno. Five years ago filled his day with their love, with pushy eyes once again Dr. Prabu observed and rubbed the photo with a broken feeling.

Why are you back in front of me? open the old wounds I tried to treat. I want to forget everything! is this karma or my destiny? why can't you run away from the painful reality about you, Retno?

Dr. Prabu leaned his limp body on his chair, feeling like a long journey of feeling his body. Lunglai and powerless, seemed paralyzed all his joints, Retno why are you present again in front of me when I will start to organize myself and gradually forget?

Five years is not a moment I avoid and forget you and the dark side of my love story journey, I am still alone with the rest of the love that still exists and the grudge that never goes out on your family!

Why is he still alone until now, with a position that is so qualified, there is no rejection from any woman on him if he really wants and intentions. So great trauma rejection and humiliation Raden Haryo Atmojo when he graduated college and intend to apply for their daughter who was still an economics student status at one of the private universities in the city of Bandung, Bandung, he had just graduated from medicine with a very unreasonable reason not a noble descendant and not clear seedlings bebet and its weight.

No matter how much love these two couples have. Prabu and Retno at that time finally lost and weak also all ended up at the tip of the tongue of the word of the Roman noble descendant Raden Haryo Atmojo. Batik operators and traders from the most famous batik centers of Pekalongan city.

Still ringing his words Romo Retno like lightning blaring in the ears of dr Prabu. And it was made a cannon whip in the life of Dr. Prabu until now he sat in the chair and the current leadership room.

"What are you proud of your doctor's title that just hatched? my son's future and life should be as good as that of his ancestors. Obviously the origin of the lineage is clear, there is no part for ordinary people to be able to blend in one sacred bond with our blue blood, look for one that is worth your while, the future of my son I have prepared well!"

Why Retno is still in college and now only KKN? shouldn't it have been finished three years ago? also why become a KKN in the Faculty of Health majoring in nursing?

Dr. Prabu photographed each sheet of the file as well as Retno's photo which still smiled sweetly stirred Dr. Prabu's heart, even though the paper had been covered by the cover of the map again. And after taking a heavy breath Dr. Prabu came out again and returned the map to the table of the chief nun Miranti.

Dr. Prabu hurried back to his room his heart was so afraid or I don't know and not ready with the reality that was before him instead of being afraid, but feel not ready to meet and greet with his ex-lover who has not met for more than five years, ex? I don't know.

For a moment Dr. Prabu imagined a noble child with blue blood Anak Raden Haryo Atmojo, Retno who was so beautiful with yellow skin and eyes so sharp, nose pointed, and so beautiful, black eyebrows and lips that are so voluptuous.

Prabu is so fond of touching it, tall slim with a smile that is very difficult to forget to make himself fall in love accidentally, he said, while eating in the canteen senior student Prabu Seto Wardhana again fix his shoelaces Retno again chat with his friend while carrying food because his eyes did not look down blocked food trays, so hit Prabu. And his drink spilled on Prabu's jacket and soaked, when Prabu's friend harassed Retno by telling Prabu to kiss her in front of her friends in return and typical apology of senior students julid at junior, who was the only one who wanted to kiss her, but Prabu is not that easy, seeing that Retno was so pale that Prabu immediately invited her to sit and give a drink afraid of Retno fainting.

And from then on they were acquaintances and exchanged mobile numbers.

Sorry, the author again revised this novel to be even better🙏

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