Let Me Choose

Let Me Choose
I wanted to look at you last night



"Thank you, Doctor. Bibi has been introduced to the same candidate Doctor Aunt excuse me first, let's Miss Retno.''


"Oh, I'm Bi please."


"Eh Bi, if Mang Min is asleep?" dr. Prabu like someone forgot and missed why Mr. Min was not called to get acquainted with Retno.


"Pak Min has slept Mr. doctor was used to a bit of waist pain the same as colds he said, I have incandescent and in the scrap also rubbed using rubbing drugs like to immediately meningan usually, he said, sorry if you have to wake up, justin tomorrow again Mr. Doctor Pak Min acquaintance with Ms. Retno."


"Oh, yes it's okay, let Mr. Min rest if it's not healthy."


"Thank you Bi ya."


"Don't say thanks Mom, thanks for what? my heart is so glad that the doctor is here."


"For Bi's drink." Retno smiled as she nodded.


Bi Iyah nodded back with a happy face and heart, as well as a do'a that never stopped in her heart for the smoothness and happiness of the doctor who was very much respected.


So long he waited for such a moment, Mr. Doctor brought someone so beautiful and friendly as a future wife, may they mate and his life full of blessing.


"Retno we start someday in this house. After getting acquainted with my family members here in our future home."


"Yes, but I'm ashamed that I have to stay here, even though Bi Iyah and Mr. Min I don't want to disappoint them with a negative view on me, we must take care of their hearts and good views towards us, even if we do nothing."


"Retno, so much respect for you even when you're facing a domestic assistant in my house. Once they keep their negative views on us, you care so much about the judgment of others, I feel proud of your principles."


"They were Mas's parents. It will not be far with our parents to judge and how to look at a relationship as well as problems."


"Betul Retno, the hearts of parents must be like that feeling anxious towards their children. When children can not keep themselves mature still afraid of not being able to maintain self-esteem, their love is indeed no limit."


"So, I'll drive you home." Retno hugged the arm of Dr. Prabu.


"Retno, it's night sleep here want in my room may. Want in the guest room can also be in Intan's room there in front, the key from inside I sleep on the sofa waiting and looking after you."


"Mas. I'm not good, I'm going home anyway."


"I haven't talked to you, baby, I won't do anything, believe me!"


"Yes, I'm sleeping now."


"Heith...Don't you, my own life is here? look it's only nine o'clock past a minute."


"Yeeee...Mas Prabu cheated my turn to ask to be delivered home said late at night. But it's my turn to go to sleep because the night is said to be only 9 o'clock anyway not very consistent."


"His name also still wants to be fond of heee..."


"Yes, I'm following Mas Prabu's wishes just want to talk until morning too, but if I fall asleep on the sofa here is okay?"


"Sleep, wherever you want, I'll wait for you I'll have you staring at your face all night."


"There's really no work, wait for people to sleep."


"I don't talk anymore, I just want to hug you and convince myself that we're not dreaming about Retno right now."


"Indeed Mas Prabu is not sure, if I am currently beside you Mas?" Retno rests her head next to Dr. Prabu's shoulder.


Retno rubbed Dr. Prabu's cheeks with one hand stroking her hair with a loving look.


dr. Prabu closed his eyes in a soft touch of Retno. Holding her hand to stay there, then pulling her in a deep, soulful hold.


Feel every beat of their heart. As well as making both drown and drift in silence.


"Retno, I love you."


"Mas, I can't be far away either and I don't want to be apart for long like yesterday" Mas."


"Who wants to split up? we're serious about living together"


"I can't calm down Mas Prabu, somehow my days are always anxious waiting for the time we face my parents and my family all."


"Dear I can understand all your anxiety is reasonable, I'm not worried nor am I afraid because I have the strength while we still love each other that's our strength."


"I got a call yesterday from Kangjeng Mother maybe they're already very upset with me. Know not Mas at the end of the conversation Mother leave a message like this, bring whoever you believe for your future. Romo the same mother will approve it as long as you are sure of the choice."


Silent...


"I cried Mas can't answer what Kangjeng Mother said, maybe Kangjeng I already know from Dimas my sister if I want to go home after this KKN."


"Rethno. Did you give a little idea to your parents that what you were going to bring and propose to you again was the old me?"


"I've given everything to my brother Dimas. Dimas knew that I couldn't turn to another heart and that what I'm waiting for now has returned is probably what Dimas told Kangjeng Ibu."


"Retno here I am, the one I fear in my life as well in the future I am afraid of making you unhappy. I don't want to hurt your heart, if I could just make up for all my mistakes. Let me spend the rest of my life living my days with you and giving you happiness."


"I'm the same Mas, I'm not a perfect person but I'm trying to be better and learn to take responsibility for myself and my parents. Against my parents especially I felt guilty with protests that were too harsh just following my selfishness at that time, when they were not what people saw, they were so appreciative and understanding."


"You're right Retno if we had been slow to give understanding to your parents, reassuring them that I could support you, if I could make you happy maybe they'd understand."


"Yes, I think so too. Not even we rebel and fight them and finally we part so long wait for each other, and wait for each other when our hearts can not be lied to we both miss."


Never mind Retno, all destinations must have their journey as well as our love, Now I just want to be with you at all times and times into the future."


"If you want to sleep let me wait until you sleep, I love you I won't hurt you."


"I sleep here, let Mas be sure I'm not here in Mas's dream."


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