Let Me Choose

I've heard everything

"Ella I can't rest in peace if I haven't asked Sister Harni's permission, why am I so careless? the feeling yesterday of my phone I got in my jacket pocket but nothing."

"Just ask permission to be able to call from the same office Mas Prabu your Ma'am, there must be a telephone number where you work will still be a shade."

"I'm not who Ella is anymore, maybe I'm not even the person she's ever known."

"That may be the feeling of Ms Retno alone, which may not be so, I saw your Mas Prabu panic yesterday, also during what it feels like time in the bopong?"

"All I felt was my soul pain and my body Ella, missing all the feelings that I had been saving all this time getting a reality like this." Retno looks sad while eating porridge that has no taste.

"Maybe Mr. Prabu there is an element of kidding Maak time."

"Handling is not like that Ella, I've finally found the truth, there is nothing to wait for, there is no real hope Mas Prabu himself has with other women now."

"Sabar Mbak maybe the way Mbak met with Pak Prabu should be like this, we only plan but God is the one who regulates and determines everything."

Retno stopped eating and taking medicine, trying to refresh her brain and mind with sleep, shuddered as Dr. Prabu carried her body in a panic, her breathing collided with her breathing which was only a few centimeters away, just a few centimeters away,also when Retno was still conscious Dr. Prabu clasped his hands and stored in his mouth and nose and repeatedly kissed his forehead what sense is still there?

Time shows at 10 am Retno woke up from her deep sleep, after taking the medicine early this morning with the feeling of her body was a bit quite mengingan delicious and a little light but still remained limp, but still limp, enter someone from Imam SpOG and have been smiling since opening the door.

"Hi, how are the rumors even in the care of not yesterday was meningan?"

Retno just smiled wryly.

"Know not from the morning either how many times dr. Prabu look at you who are still sleeping back and forth like a chicken to lay heee eggs."

"Who's worried about hypocrites, doctor? me or who? all are as hypocritical as Dr. Imam himself!" dr. Imam was stunned Retno could speak so spicy.

"The same jerk pranks me as if I would not know who I am yet, when you honorable doctors know who I am! pretending to be good to invite friends to dig up information and ask this it must be Dr Imam in order dr Prabu right?"

"Retno I'm not like that, I admit from the beginning you KKN I know who you are, Dr. Prabu told me, please distinguish me from Dr. Prabu even I do not support dr. Prabu pranking you at that time I sincerely want to be friends with you."

"I can't trust anyone in this hospital all on the crazy, some pretended good, also who obviously don't like it there, thanks for his pretend friendship dr Imam! I can go crazy here and I won't extend my KKN here, I want to go back to Bandung."

"Rethno! you must hear the explanation, both from me the chief sister Miranti as well from dr Prabu himself, do you know dr Prabu is also as tortured as you, waiting and waiting for news and looking for you, Prabu said, why is he still alone and you are still alone? that's because you guys are still in love!"

"Return, Retno! you misjudged me, Dr. Prabu, and Sister Miranti you wouldn't understand if you couldn't give us a chance to explain everything."

"I don't want any more explanation to see and hear those names Dr Imam my heart is already sick! and bloody, what was in front of my eyes yesterday and before that was the fact, I wanted to go home, I was so humiliated here I was disappointed, my do'a-do, my five-year wait was answered already, I was so disappointed, I want to live for myself and start thinking about my future instead of waiting for a painful past."

Comes Dr. Prabu with an erratic feeling trying to calm Retno's anger.

"Retno dear you will be sick again, should rest not emotions and anger like this has been rested again yes let me wait."

Retno woke up with a sultry and watery red eyes like a hungry tiger waking up from her sleep.

"Hey dear Dr Prabu, what do you want from me now? I will not pretend like you, like a fool hiding behind his desk, I Raden Ajeng Retno Ayuningtyas Raden Haryo Atmojo's son dares to leave home and parents in pursuit of his love, I defied my own parents' orders, defied the one sanctuary of my life, my own Father, I went out of my house and tried to live alone in the waiting that was not until when, when, I didn't accept my parents' treatment of the people I loved back then, I protested loudly to my parents I dropped out of college from economics and turned to health in the hope that it would be easier to meet my lover."

Retno stopped and wept bitterly as she brushed off the hand that calmed her.

"Do you guys know? My father was angry and did not pay for my life, I lived alone with only my friends, my father was shocked to know I never came home and I moved to college, finally my Father is sick until now, is my sacrifice not enough? for a word of love I keep? from this second I remove this ring Dr Prabu, I will not wear it again, I hate you all! I just wanted to apologize to my Father I'm guilty of opposing him just to fight for someone who even trampled on my pride."

Retno opened and slammed the ring that was coiled on her ring finger, the ring bounced out of nowhere, Retno was really hurt and hurt.

Dr. Prabu ambushed him hugging Retno tightly and did not let go even though Retno was in a violent revolt, his heart sorely listening to Retno's confession and a long journey of solitude awaited him, his heart breaking, dr. Prabu rubbed and calmed him down and gave a code to Dr. Imam to take drinking water which from earlier just stood looking and heard Retno spewing out her anger.

"Drink a little, let's calm down."

Retno was still clenching her lips together with her teeth, the anger of hate and others were still controlling her, the more hateful and wanting to go out running as far as possible when the chief nun Miranti came to see her.

Sister chief Miranti was stunned when she saw the leader of Dr. Prabu was hugging the sister Retno who was crying and undo his intention to visit while poking the hand of Dr. Imam nurse chief Miranti invited dr. Imam out of the room.

"Cry that I do not forbid you to cry, let your heart be a little relieved." Dr. Prabu looked at the face that had always been in his heart, now shed tears before him.

Retno looked back at that sympathetic and handsome face with a feeling of hatred, the bottom of the face full of pretence in Retno's heart said and cursed him.

"I've heard everything, just an apology that I beg of you, and another one sees I always wear this ring even though you've removed it and thrown it away."

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