Let Me Choose

Heartache and hurt

Dr. Prabu looked closely at Retno's still unconscious beautiful face and clasped her hands with her million guilty feelings, her heartache as well, all happened far from his estimate Retno may not have had lunch because he hurriedly wanted to catch up with his time, imagining Retno had not eaten in the heart of Dr. Prabu so concerned to see him.

Come the chief nun Miranti with the infusan pole and all the other equipment, the, carefully dr. Prabu began to bind Retno's hands so that the veins arise and provide needles to be injected into the veins and connected to a pumpkin hose containing intravenous fluids, which is, and in install adhesive so as not to easily shake finished already ties in the open dr Prabu set the drops that enter the Retno vein.

The chief nurse Miranti kissed the wind oil on Retno's nose, after a long reaction and Retno began to blink her eyes.

Retno started to frown and probably started to think where she was now, the first one to see was the chief nun Miranti who had been so annoying all this time, but this time again smiled very sweetly and nodded, then on the one person who so make his heart stubborn and feel unsure it is Mas Prabu who is just as annoying as the chief sister Miranti, and another tall slender beauty Retno would not take a glance at him and tried to cover her face with both hands but there was a slightly painful burden on her left hand Retno realized herself again on the infusion.

The chief sisters Miranti and Intan go out and let dr. Prabu sit next to Retno, what he wanted to say when he met Mas Prabu was all lost somewhere and currently only wanted to run as far as possible avoiding the look of that face, Retno turned her face not looking at the person who was trying to hold her fingers and always Retno let go by pulling it, the atmosphere was so quiet just a tear drop that fell one from the corner of her eyeball.

"Cry if it makes your heart relieved." That's all that comes out of Dr. Prabu's lips.

What I have to say is all clear Mas Prabu has been with other women, and held such a high position in this hospital, such a brilliant career achievement, whereas I am only a KKN student who expects good grades from his place to do KKN activities, and Dr. Prabu arbitrarily treats himself like a cleaning service, like a cleaning service, OB and the like impossible Mas Prabu did not know who he was from the beginning.

There is hatred in the heart of Retno hate as much as she hates, there is not the slightest sympathetic feeling in the name of leader, leader, and Retno might end her KKN earlier than her other friends that is her current determination and intention.

He felt humiliated here Retno understood all that the chief nun Miranti ordered was definitely the director's order to harass her, insult her lowest and avenge her heartache, can he not be hurt?

Retno's determination has been unanimous to leave this place and everything that is experienced and seen is the answer to all her questions so far, Mas Prabu is not as imagined, he said, the longing that has been lost for so many years has been with the abuse and humiliation he received, the love that was always in his guard was destroyed in front of his eyes when Mas Prabu took another woman, and sympathetic sense also admiration somehow now tackled poranda when he knew himself as a toy rabbit in front of dr Prabu without knowing Retno identity of Dr. Prabu himself.

I'm a fool if I stay here, so the toys and the man who has to do this that's not supposed to be my job, be a place of punishment and punishment even so small my mistakes, he said, retno's heart was wounded and bleeding so badly that he realized all that and maybe one more Mas Prabu wanted me to fail in KKN this time with not the slightest tolerance for leniency in his presence.

Retno tried to turn off the drip of the infusion hose and tried to open the needle by forcing herself with one hand and blood out of the needle that was shaken, he said, dr. Prabu holds and blocks Retno's hand and tries to prevent her from releasing the infusion and then cleans the blood dripping into the bottom of Retno's hand.

"Hold and spend one infusion bag only, you are weak need energy intake."

Retno was silent and Dr. Prabu wiped the tip of Retno's eyeball which was still watery, and Retno felt unwilling to receive the attention of the pretense.

Missing the hours of Retno KKN activities that night and Retno did not care anymore, at nine Ismi and Ella visited him, seen a handsome person sitting next to Retno holding hands Retno who was still lying down spent one bag of infusion and occasionally kissed the hands of Retno, Ismi and Ella looked at each other and held back her steps.

Intrigued by Ella and Ismi then knocked on the door and looked at her head, Dr. Prabu let go of her hand and stood up to give his friend Retno a chance.

There are no words from Retno or her two best friends just the crying and hugs they do.

"Ella open the infusion it's all done." Retno tried to get up and fix her veil, her eyes were swollen and her nose was red from crying.

"Yes Ma'am, I rest in my room." Ella looked at the figure of the man standing not far from them as if asking for approval and the man nodded his allowance.

Retno in open her infusion and try to get down in a hurry to not care about anything.

Retno did not care about the screams of Dr. Prabu who chased after her and just kept walking towards her mess, and until the room immediately took her suitcase and put all her belongings and packed them, and, finished one suitcase turned to a tote bag stuffing the shoes of books and everything, at the door stood Dr. Prabu and Dr. SpOG looked at Retno packing all her things.

"Suster KKN his friend Retno please come out first there are all misunderstandings and all need to be clear first."

Ella and Ismi come out with a myriad of clueless things going on and invite a million questions in her heart.

Dr. Prabu entered slowly and tried to stop Retno's activities by catching her hand and Retno looked at Dr. Prabu's face with a face full of anger while trying to release her handrails.

"Retno you misunderstood, where are you going to pack all your clothes?"

Retno just keep putting everything in her bag and change now the big plastic bag in its contents and align it on the side of the wall, dr. Prabu also continues to obstruct and try to prevent by giving understanding with his speech.

"Retno, where are you going tonight?"

There's no answer.

"I'm wrong, I've been so willing to treat you."

Retno only looked at Dr. Prabu with a glint of dislike eyes.

"I'm sorry, I'm so wrong with you."

"Ella, Ismi please help me, bring my things in front of me now also go home to Bandung, Bandung, I end this KKN I don't care anymore with everything I don't want to see any more hypocritical faces and hateful faces."

Ella and Ismi, who were talking to Imam SpOG, gasped and ran inside stunned.

"Sir Retno, what is all this? why is this so?"

"Ask the director of this hospital, it's enough for me to be here tonight, even if it goes on, it'll be a waste, before I go crazy here."

Dr. Prabu hugged Retno immediately in front of Ella and Ismi as well as Dr. SpOG Imam, they were stunned and did not expect there would be such a sight.

Retno tried to break away and rebelled with all her might but the strong embrace of Dr. Prabu did not make Retno released, instead becoming limp himself and crying in the arms of Dr. Prabu.

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