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What's wrong with me? why am I thinking so much about that woman? Who is he I don't know, which person is he I don't know, from what kind of family I really don't know, but why is it like I'm so taken all the time just to think about an Alya?

What's that woman's relationship like? can you get pregnant before you get married? Astarghfirullahaladzim aposchland.

Rendra rubbed his face expelling the shadows about Aliya from his brain and mind.

What kind of family must be from a chaotic family, without rules and discipline, may also be from a broken home family or victims of parental lack of affection and or victims of divorce of both parents, both parents, or victims of divorce, or the victims of free association.

Rendra's mind is so divided between work and his hometown and Alya, which the last two weeks were entrusted to his parents' house.

Sometimes Rendra called her situation, They talk and ask each other questions, Alya talk ever college means not from a very backward family even though Rendra does not know exactly what kind of family?

Still remember when he came with Alya, his mother immediately leaned in with questions.

Rendra as usual, can convince his mother and father that Alya is his friend who wants to volunteer at the refugee camp.

Her mother could understand even when she was told that Alya was pregnant, although at first her mother seemed shocked to receive a friend of her child and would live in her house pregnant without ties and without a husband.

And Rendra convinces her mother that it wasn't her who caused Alya's pregnancy. Also Alya is a good girl, but why get pregnant out of wedlock and leave home?

Slowly Rendra explained everything to his Father's Mother only according to his estimation that Alya could not open, because he was also shocked, so to be able to calm down, can introspection, self-mursing, self-reflecting, want to get out of his problems by going from home to avoid conflict with his parents also avoid Mother Father who every day continuously discuss his problems and no other language than about his mistakes.

Let him feel, see, and serve people, and serve himself, take care of himself and take care of himself like what? how about that parent too?

Finally his Father's Mother Rendra agreed, in addition to pity looks good son, also beautiful, looks independent, as long as all is not troublesome and can take care of himself.

One that makes Rendra feel calm, when they talk on the phone Alya sounds familiar and the romance is not ketusnya anymore, also said to be at home here Mother Father is very good and one more I got a lesson from everything in the refugee camp.

One last sentence that made Rendra stunned, 'When did Mas Rendra come home?'

There is a sense of kangen always in his hometown, especially when exposed to natural disasters, just as his parents were also kangen doing missions like before he had a career and a job.

Could she be the same as Alya? ah..impossible! Who is alya? what kind of girl? pregnant and whose child is it?

Rendra threw away that little taste.

Both parents will certainly not agree, and a million lectures in the row of course and himself also no sense and he must get good people, he said, whose life plates are not girls in trouble like Alya.

Rendra kept thinking on the bus trip back to his hometown, his, and his heart smiled when he came home last month there was Alya next to him and met all the way they chatted until finally Alya came to his village to volunteer for his offer.

It hasn't even been a month already to go home again what's up? is it because there is Alya? is it because in her village there is another disaster? I don't know for sure Rendra this weekend wants to go home.

Want it to feel Rendra digs further and can know how the Alya family, until pregnant, and until decided to move away from home instead of asking for accountability from the biological father of the child in the womb, he said, instead of alienating themselves and intend to give birth.

There is something to be straightened out about Rendra Alya and her parents, afraid that both parents can not accept Alya anymore and are willing to accommodate when Alya's content grows bigger later.

It is understandable what the response of others to his family will be like while his family in his hometown includes people who are considered good, including people who are considered good, what Rendra should have done had Alya asked for his help to stay there would he have gone from there looking for shelter just how much Rendra would not have had the heart, if his Father's mother would not accept him again.

All the ways have been thought of Rendra but no one is fit and Rendra also have to hear the opinion of Alya will be until when is there? and next step will be where Rendra does not know.

Rendra fell asleep in the seat of the night bus that took him to the direction of his hometown, and finally arrived in front of his house, his small mas house and his family lived.

His mother welcomed his favorite child with the excitement and astonishment of not usually going home so soon, the new feeling a few weeks ago is now back again.

"Oh, you're home again, son?"

Before long the door of Alya's room opened, Alya came out when the morning prayer rumbled and enthusiastically greeted Rendra who again sat down to rest while drinking warm tea.

"Mas Rendra's home? why not go home first if you want to go home?"

"No, I wasn't planning it. But come to think of a vacation there mending me here who knows my vacation can be more useful."

"Yes, sorry I just woke up, went to the bathroom first."

"Oh, please." Rendra looked at Alya from behind who was dressed like mothers with short-handed batik patterns, with her hair tied all up.

Alya was not an ugly person, she was beautiful and well-groomed, her tall body was visible to her neck as well as some of her smooth white calves, making Rendra turn her face the other way, not letting her soul wander.

After completing the morning prayers Alya helped his mother Rendra in the kitchen, prepare breakfast and make snacks typical of the area, sometimes Alya also tried cakes that are easy to make make his mother Rendra happy.

And that morning Alya made a cake that for him was very simple and easy but for his mother Rendra something new and contemporary food, bananas fried crispy cheese which is abundant material, staying complement such as milk and cheese is also chocolate sprinkles, as well as chocolate bars that Alya deliberately bought after his activities in the refugee camp.

Alya was proud when his Father's Mother Rendra also now Rendra tasted it and all praised it.

Inexhaustible thought for Rendra, Alya smart girl, beautiful, good, smart cooking, how to get pregnant first?

"Al, later with me to the evacuation, yes, I have a donation from my office, also from my school alumni group later we leave it to the committee."

"Yes, it's."

"You don't get too tired, take care of your health too."

"I'm a regular person, it's nice to be in the middle of them and have a lot of friends heee..."

"What kind of girl friend are guys?"

"Yes girlfriends guys, all one goal is to help lighten their load of what we can."

I envy you Al, you can be totally devoted while I'm at odds with the world of work."

"Don't do so, now Mas Rendra can take the time, work is also an obligation and consequent on work is our responsibility."

Rendra looked at Alya from top to bottom there was no shortage of this girl just what was wrong with her?

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