Let Me Choose

I miss you Retno

On the way to Bandung incessantly dr Prabu glanced beside him where Retno sat while closing her eyes and occasionally held and squeezed Retno's fingers on the sidelines passing clutch and focused on the road which will be in his vehicle.

Like a dream it feels but as if there were no premonitions and omens before, the face of Dr. Prabu was so bright but not to whistle, his own happiness for him can drive and be alone with Retno who has only been in his imagination.

Another with Retno who can not be separated from her own feelings and recognize the charm of the Prabu in her heart, as if the dream was also when he could not resist the forced kiss earlier that he actually missed her so much and so enjoyed getting rid of all his hatred, aaaaah...

how powerless to reject all that he indeed craved, like a shower of water on a traveler who had traveled far.

And finally he resigned in a status of half peace with Dr. Prabu and helpless in his arms and in his hot kiss, yes half peace because his heart was still anxious and needed to convince himself first, he said, and the one that Retno wants from now on is to be more careful with her own feelings, enough misunderstandings for so long to be a barrier to their love, waiting for each other, longing for each other, each other wanted news and inflicted immeasurable pain.

"You want to stop first? we eat, huh?" Retno opened her eyes because Dr. Prabu touched her shoulder.

"Later on."

"Frankly I'm not hungry, just looking at you I'm full, and maybe seeing your smile can be a week strong not eat."

"Mas!"

"Dear, I'm trying to be honest with you."

"I don't like your honesty."

"Honesty does not like, pretend not to like, lies also do not like, what do you want.later I love you that you definitely like."

Retno just kept quiet and closed her eyes again, do not want to argue nor do you want to talk, do not want anything, huh? do not-don't like Mas Prabu me too, just looking at you I'm full, and maybe if you see your smile can not eat a week strong, not eating, finally Retno amused herself to think what Mas Prabu said.

Retno covered her face with the tip of her veil and Dr. Prabu smiled still like Retno who used to always cover her face with the tip of her veil when angry and when embarrassed.

Dr. Prabu touches Retno's shoulder and Retno is surprised maybe again daydreaming, or again sleeping.

"Hi, sleep huh? where will this be in a minute."

"Oh, I overslept, to the boarding house where I was."

"Well, what area is it?"

"To the hospital from there let me guide you later."

"Ready."

The car drove towards the hospital and after near Retno guided her to a road that had never been passed by Dr. Prabu and finally arrived at a house that was so risky and beautiful, a woman who Dr. Prabu knows is the chief sister Harni out with her husband and children welcome who came and with a typical smile.

"Retno the nights he came home dear, sleep here you are still recovering, actually his room is cleaned every day even though the person did not have time to go home, he said, let's go please enter Mr. Prabu in thought to want to go home tomorrow."

"Yes ma'am thank you, this meaning also can not be held back." Dr. Prabu replied Sister Harni.

Retno approached sister Harni and hugged her while crying, like a child was brought to her parents and sister Harni rubbed Retno's back and took her to sit.

"Ssssssssst.. have not to say anything Mother knows your heart, let's sit down Alhamdulillah already healthy."

Rest in the front room let's drop off... Retno entered the room in the view of Dr. Prabu who was so satisfied to see it, Retno's life so far only with others who were so good to her maybe because of her kindness as well, Retno's life so far, dr. Prabu feels Retno's heart away from her parents just hoping for a miracle to wait for her all along with the love and loyalty she holds, and in fact he expected himself to have hurt his feelings so much, he even avenged heartache with full selfishness and arrogance as a person who has power in his place.

Sister Harni comes out and sits opposite Dr. Prabu.

"It's healthy to recover, two three more days as usual can move again Mom"

"Thank God Mr. Prabu, actually Retno occupies a pavilion room next to the house but in and out of this house is the same and ordinary."

"I'm really sorry Mom has involved and at the same time inconvenienced Mom with my problems."

"Cok her apologies to me? it's Retno."

"I've apologized many times, but it seems Retno can't forgive me yet."

"Can't forgive yet but want to be escorted home heee..."

"Either Ma was too much my fault with Retno, considering her struggle and maintaining her feelings for me seemed far beyond me, all this time I was just busy with my feelings of hate and resentment, he said, I don't think about Retno's own feelings."

"Already have... I know Retno's heart is so soft, her heart and her feelings, she can go through everything on her own with her patience, I'm sure you're still in love, Retno needs to calm herself down so she can take any decision."

"Yes ma'am, I told you to go out for the night."

"Height, where is Mr Prabu going?"

"I actually want to wait for him but not good too, let me just find lodging."

"Just sleep here later in the night, if you don't sleep in Retno's room because Retno will sleep in this room."

"Can you please Mom?"

"Can I come in?"

Sister Harni is indeed the most understanding person thought Dr. Prabu, always giving a chance to people who are still so eager to be alone.

Dr. Prabu knocked on the door and entered, seeing Retno not sleeping again sitting on the top end of the bed while looking at her phone.

"Can I come in?" no answer Retno just glanced and back engrossed with her phone.

"I just want to remind you that you've taken the medicine?"

"It."

"Yes, but don't be so manyun."

"Why did you come in here?"

"You see you're pouting, eh no, can't I go home with Sister Harni, but I don't have a room to sleep in, can you share a bed with me?"

"What's? there's no way Sister Harni would have said that."

"I-iiiiiii yes sorry is not that I mean I ask permission to sleep in the pavilion you may not?"

"Whatever!"

"That means you can, thank you baby, actually I want to sleep here heeee..."

"It's out!"

"Yes I'm out, but let me hold you first."

As usual without a cue Dr. Prabu hugged Retno and first took her phone slowly, and put it on the bed.

"Well, there will be Miss Harni."

"I am in love with her free time." Dr. Prabu rubbed and clutched the slender body that was in a position to sit at the end of the bed and Dr. Prabu stood in front of Retno.

"Out is ah..."

"A little while."

"Mas iiiiiiiiih..."

"Tell me you miss me first, don't you?"

"What the hell?"

"I miss you Retno."

"I'm not."

"Heee..don't lie I read all the notes on your phone."

"Please without permission to tear apart and open people's phones, not very polite."

"If not stolen won't be allowed, I like all your notes."

"I'm not asking for your opinion."

"I know your heart."

"When you know what you want?"

"I want everything." Dr. Prabu forcefully pulled Retno's body and tugged it into her body, and Retno muttered feeling disrespectful in the place of people also in the room alone, but Dr. Prabu forced her.

"Please shout let everyone come see us, or you shut up I just want to say good night and let you dream about our love."

There is no choice for Retno hate in her heart is still not lost but with half of Retno's emotions serve what she wants Dr. Prabu who is like forgetting himself, but with half of Retno's emotions serve what she wants, Retno stood her hands around her waist like a challenge to her and let Dr. Prabu hug her kiss all her face with longing, like getting a green light Dr. Prabu did not let go of her kiss, Retno let herself in that burly body, and with half an emotion Retno served the kiss bit the little bite of the lips that once touched her, and...

"Retno lock your room at the table, yes let Mr. Prabu sleep in your room only..."

Retno seemed to wake up and push Dr. Prabu's body as hard as she could, Dr. Prabu smiled to feel victorious, and looked at Retno with a face of fear.

"Oh, yes Mom in a minute..."

"Yes yeah, it's okay Mom just told me she wanted to sleep."

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