Let Me Choose

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Retno stared intently at Dr. Prabu and hoped that this time it was not a setting and game to trap and humiliate him, but Retno did not catch the panic on the face of ordinary Mas Prabu, it was as if what he did with her would not hurt anyone.

"That's a habit of knocking on doors, sitting down!" dr. Prabu gave the order and Intan immediately sat at the end of the sofa beside Dr. Prabu.

"Retno introduce this Intan my sister he came here his purpose for vacation, but because of my busyness it seems like he's lashing out I haven't taken a walk anywhere."

Huh huh? a sister? the younger brother who remembers Retno is not like this his face when he met about the age of SD children.

"Mas Prabu do not make up nagging, my feelings are not his sister who had met me several times I still have not forgotten even though the time has long passed."

"Yyyyyyyyyyy...Intan introduce yourself, Retno still can't believe you're my sister."

Intan reached out his hand and hesitantly Retno greeted him Intan's smile was like Mas Prabu's smile, they were shaking hands on Dr Prabu's thigh.

"I'm Intan Juwita."

"Retl."

"I have never introduced Intan to you, Intan since Junior High and High School while studying at boarding school, which you know my sister at that time the other Rahma Paramitha, I'm her sister two." Retno still seems to not believe it.

"Where are you going, who is it?"

"Can I go with Dr Imam to take me for a walk?"

"Where?"

"Yes, I don't know, just invited, what to eat to where or the way to where is definitely not to the park that has swings and slides, is it a kindergarten?"

"Well, be careful, when is the deal?"

"Telephon Brother heeee..." Intan showed a bright face.

"Dr Imam there-anya, it turns out behind me they have telephon-telephon and promise everything." Dr. Prabu as whispered to Retno.

This time Retno smiled even though she was only alone, enough to make her heart relieved, and looked at Intan as if she did not believe the person who was considered a match, and the girl turned out to be her sister Mas Prabu, one misunderstanding that had made his heart so hot and turbulent, but after knowing everything felt cool and really happy to see Intan's sincere smile, Intan said, and Intan is also so fascinated to see the beauty of Mbak Retno clearly and up close, the pantesan Kak Prabu can not move to another heart and so loyal years in his solitude.

"Just sit down first later also dr Imam nyamper here, let me ultimatum used to dare to invite the children of people, also let him permission first with me"

"What the hell, brother, to his side? we are only friends Mas Imam already known Sister and close friends Brother as well."

"Everyone was originally friends with Intan, you are an adult should understand which friend is the one who is calm."

Intan just kept quiet, understood everything that his brother said, just his face slightly blushed and his own smiles.

"Here you are the responsibility of Brother, yes all must be permission Brother, after all, accompany the first Ms. Retno chat so you guys are familiar with the same lecture in nursing."

Retno glanced at Intan and Intan smiled as well while nodding small.

"Keep what your plan now after rest and recovery, and don't say stop KKN, I won't allow it."

Dr. Prabu held Retno's hand, and Intan felt bad feeling he was disturbing his sister who again spoke to Retno.

"Sister, I want the nelephon outside first." Intan pulled out and closed the door, and Dr. Prabu just glanced at him.

"Think of repeating next year is not so unpleasant, waiting is so torturous Ajeng as we feel all along."

"I was so desperate and all the blank I wanted was to refresh my mind, and let a clear mind guide me." Retno while releasing the handrails of Dr. Prabu.

"If I may give you some advice, rest in my house before you do."

"What's? what kind of girl am I looking at?"

"Sssssssst...Retno, don't get me wrong, I didn't mean anything, I was good, and for your good, what would I want to hold you? and do all my wishes? utilizing you? no Retno, I love you it's my heart

in my house you can rest there Intan, there's Bi Iyah and Pak Min too."

"No I want to go back to Bandung, at least I still have people who love me there."

"Retno, let me pay attention to you, forgive me for opening your heart, think with the right mind."

"Mas assume all this time my mind was always ugly? that's my right and the path I choose is my choice, with all the consequences having nothing to do with anyone."

"Mas is wrong!"

"Yes I'm wrong to be wrong forever? and you don't expect me to be the right person? we don't hurt each other anymore."

Dr. Prabu's hand held and squeezed Retno's finger.

"Please let go."

"No."

"Take it off."

"Not Retno."

"Before you promise to continue KKN here."

"I can't promise."

"Why?"

"That's my business."

"Retno stopped everything and don't make me tormented again, don't worry me anymore, you don't assume I haven't noticed you all this time, I thought so much about you that I didn't go to sleep just wanted to see you leave in the morning and make sure you take the bus to Bandung every morning, I'm sick myself Retno if my soul is in a woman like you I must have collapsed from yesterday."

Retno is silent and can conclude they are still both longing and loving each other so deeply.

"Retno said what I had to do to apologize to your family, harboring years of anger, years of resentment and a sense I couldn't lie that I loved you until now, let me now and then love you let me correct all my mistakes, hear your stories in these five years of your own struggle, and maintain the sense that once existed in our hearts my heart broke Retno, I curse myself, let me leave my life to you from now on, look at me! look at the seriousness in my eyes."

Dr. Prabu hugged Retno back in silence, and stroked her cheeks and looked deeply into those watery eyes, as if in disbelief that they had all returned, sinking Retno's face and head into her chest as if she did not want to escape and lose the slightest time again, and Retno just silently reacted to nothing as if she had just woken up from her long sleep, only unceasing tears flowed from the corner of his eyes.

"Retno once again let's go to my house rest there, I promise I won't bother you."

"Mas don't force me I can't be forced in any case, the burden for me to go to Mas's house even though there are others at home, let me choose my own path that makes my heart comfortable."

"Okay, baby I follow your wishes, come to Bandung let's go to Bandung at what time?"

"I'll go alone."

"No Retno! I'll drive you, don't let me worry about you"

"Why do you feel anxious now? where's the worry from yesterday?"

"Yes ibuuuun...Retno already do not remember that makes our heartache, I also feel the same pain, please punish me that you think the punishment I deserve "

"Why leave at what time is hemght?"

Retno got up to go out, but Dr. Prabu pulled her hand and made her body turn face to face with Retno, Retno lowered her head and dr. Prabu raised her chin until Retno's face was clear.

"Say that you still love me!"

"No."

"Say!"

"Mas forced me."

"Yes, this time I'm forcing you."

"I don't love you anymore."

"Say don't lie."

"Mas."

"I can't believe."

Dr. Prabu's face is getting closer and almost not far from Retno's face and with his hands firmly grabbed and holding Retno's chin, Retno only resigned when the lips touched her lips, and kissed her deeper, more deeply, and to hold each other for a long time and to enjoy each other to stretch all the tightness in his chest was all treated with a touch that shook his entire body.

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