Let Me Choose

Can still smile

I miss you too, Mas, just as you wish you would be with us.

I'm going home with a heart that may be strong, and Mas himself has got the meaning of this separation, how torturing it is for us. And I didn't expect any of this to happen either.

I will prepare myself as hard as I can for Alya's presence in my life and will get used to it so that this wound will long be immune by itself.

"Retno, what else? it's your friends coming, I'm going to work first, grab some little cookies in there in a little jar for a little friend to drink with while you're talking."

"Oh, yes Ma'am. Thanks."

Retno bows her head out the door, looking Ella and Ismi down from the angkot already walking towards her room.

Retno smiled not for this discussion mah but make a huddle. Let me need a friend at this time and for a moment forget all the problems.

"Hi, director's mother how are you?"

Ella greeted Retno behind the door.

"Slightly thin, but still intact, how does it feel to be carried flying and eventually stranded here as well?" Ismi surrounds Retno who is still standing while grinning to talk if she really does not want to serve what they say.

"The story of dong MP and the next nights Mbak."

"Already if I tell you, even I feel sorry for you guys. You'll feel for yourself what it's like to get into the 21plus." area."

"Was...Ma'am dong story originally the same end, very difficult?"

"I was married at first and I'm finally here now."

"Huh...? very sharp, seriously fill?" Ella was curious.

"Fill breakfast, one bowl of chicken porridge, sweet tea, and other snacks." Retno laughed herself at the win over her two friends.

"Yaaaaah.basic liar."

"You two who are perverted brains, have been sitting down do not start deh." Retno sat down first after her friend Ella and Ismi.

"How does the story tell How did the newlyweds suddenly get here just as well?"

"I haven't finished college yet so it's natural that I'm here."

"Keep Masnya willing what do you think should be far away?"

"Rela did not willing Ismi, I still have an obligation, later also meet again so both miss."

"But as long as you're here, don't you see?"

"Yes ibuuuun...Ella wasn't just looking in bed either, satisfied?"

"Haaaa.cuma kepo Ma'am."

There are many things that Retno hides from her friends is nothing to share a story against her friends need courage and long time explain it and for what? something bad is not a good lesson, not a good example, if he tells his friends most only expressions of concern and feelings of pity that arise from them.

So Retno did not give her two friends the opportunity to know the bad side of her new household in the construction how many months.

Let all his friends see himself happy, always consider his household is fine because maybe then all will be a good prayer for Retno in the future.

Everyone also does not hope and pebbles in his household, but household problems at the beginning of his marriage let all be a very valuable lesson for the lesson of patience and sincerity.

"One you don't know yet what to try?"

"What Ma'am?" Ella and Ismi almost asked.

"I've quit my job."

"Why Mother?"

"I just want to focus on this final task and I have a responsibility so it's okay to stop working heee..."

"I don't want to pervert at work point!" Retno answered.

"Haaaaaaaa..is not even spirit?"

"When the thesis is over I'll think about it again."

"Take us to dong Mbak."

"You're just asking, after all, now you haven't graduated how? not if you have graduated also you prefer to apply instead of applying for a job?"

"Yes Mbak most in wait it someone proposed, but it's been lived as it is."

"Don't be too pursued, all will come alone when it's time, believe all have their own way."

"Bak himself if you have graduated, what will happen?" Ella is curious because she feels sorry that Retno has to leave work.

"I'm still in the dilemma of Ella, Ismi, most later just take care of husband, son but my family hopes to continue my family business even though it is just helping my sister."

"Where did you get the script?"

"I'm angotan if again the spirit yes spirit, if you are lazy then so, tomorrow want to go to campus for guidance and final revision of the guidance lecturer, to campus yes I treat you."

"Ashiiiik."

It is true that there is not a discussion about thesis or other problems but they only gossip to chat without end and that is what they are.

But tucked happiness in the heart of Retno, if she can still smile even though hiding the real problems and still hope to share happiness with her friends.

So often Retno hid everything but it was better, which was considered the most comfortable because she thought it did not give the opportunity to others to feel let her feel it all. All the stories of the household are not to be shared like the soap opera on the glass screen that is widely consumed by the public.

"So when did Pak Prabu come here to see Mbak bring heavy longing?"

"Seadly time alone Ismi, but that does not become my demand as well, so I want to be done cepet not to go back and forth to campus, I want to go home and enjoy the cozy atmosphere of home with my husband, and continue our honeymoon."

"Sir, by the way the honeymoon love leaking dong is there a little strange not in the beginning of you together? I want to know her experience."

"Ella everyone is basically the same exploring our target of the new world, namely the household world in the quotes of sleep together, and freedom in expressing our feelings to the couple."

"Heeee... watch a video bokep not far from so, huh Ma'am Retno?" Ismi is like a pretentious when just want to know the experience of a first-time married friend.

"There must be a straight out of everything, it should be every moment our honeymoon in filling and living the household, also filling our togetherness like the beginning of marriage, good attention also messrainya."

Ella and Ismi are silent in their delusion only the sweetness they imagine, whereas in essence a household bond is a long beginning to make a commitment to the promise of faithful perfecting each other from themselves.

"So what should I tell you? just one of my messages we have to throw away our ego, everything that's good for ourselves but look for comfort for two people, that's home."

"OK deh Mbak, I know now not only lust and husband and wife relationship is a priority but how we can understand each other and understand also accept each other, appreciating each other is perfect."

"Tuh you're getting older Ismi!

lt's haaaa..."

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Let Me Choose Less than ten episodes.

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